#falling replies

[cosmosarcana]

your fursona is a penguin

I really wanna fucking fight you on this

but like

it took a week for me to even notice you sent this AND

I can’t because you’re right sjdafkldjafs

[cosmosarcana]

21, 38, 47

21. Which swear word do you use the most?

Hands down fuck lmfao

38. Experience you’ll never forget

The time my roommate burned me with a pan

Seriously, this is gonna sound super cheesy but I’ll never forget home. Like THIS home I’m in now. Even now after living here for over 3 years I still find myself swept away by just living here??? Like idek how to textualize it. I love coming home and seeing the huge fucking window we have overlooking the city. The way the trees are, how sunsets and SUNRISES look, I love the experience of being able to gaze out across the horizon from the literal comfort of my own living room and I will honestly never forget what the this place has been for me.

47. How late did you stay up last night and why?

Lmao until like 8:40 p.m. if that? I’m filling in for my manager while she’s out for some recovery so I get to run both my departments and it’s exhausting.My earliest shift is at 3 a.m. and my latest is 6 a.m. so early bedtimes are a must during the week :/.

[cosmosarcana]

I have to ask, how did that RP site Mizahar work out for you?

Holy shit how long has this been in my inbox because my phone never notified me of this??? Ummmm it's been literally a few years since I even looked at it so I can't offer a current opinion... I didn't even actually get to start lmao because after I completed the application process the admins never got around to giving me true access despite them telling me the application was qualified for approval. I waited I think over two weeks for a reply too jic they were busy but I never got a reply. Ultimately I just called it a lost cause and never returned.TL;DR: My experience wasn't the best and led me to quit before I started but if you have an interest I say give it a shot. Maybe things have changed for the better.Hope this helps!

[cosmosarcana]

chariot, strength, hermit

Chariot - In what situations are you most assertive?

Oh fuck, like none?! Probably with things where I feel like I’m being either taken advantage of or things have been repeating for too long?

Strength -  How impulsive are you?

P much 50/50 I’d say. There are time when I have a will of steel and other times when I’m just will-less putty.

Hermit -  What are you like when you're alone?

The same almost except i get sucked into my thoughts like 203758290 times more and I also end up reflecting on negative things probably like 4 times more. I’d say i’m more depressed when I’m alone.

[cosmosarcana]

Baal, lamia

I don’t know how long this has been sitting in my inbox but my phone refuses to tell me when I get messages. MOVING ON

Baal: If you were a god, how would you prefer to be worshipped?

This is not something I would have ever thought about. Um...... I guess just like give me a little nod now and then. You know, to the sky, to the mirror, whenever you’re feeling like I’ve helped you or you’re thankful. Maybe you’re working some energy and you wanna toss some my way while you do it. That would suffice. In the moments you feel safe, secure, and happy are the moments that would be a good time I suppose to really worship me and show your gratitude. I don’t need holidays I’m not going to complain though or anything like that. I wouldn’t want to be a terrible or overly demanding god tbh.

Lamia: How do you feel about children?

For the most part they’re okay? Like I’m not thrilled when I find out I’m going to be alone with one. I can handle them being around though if someone else is responsible for them. I can’t say I really want any either. Children freak me out because it’s like, this is a tiny human and their life is in my hand and I just cannot deal with that sort of responsibility. I can’t even handle myself safely, don’t make me care for a child. I suppose when they get to like 6 or 7 I feel a lot better though because they’re a little more developed and they need more guidance and assistance plus they can express their needs to me pretty clearly???

[cosmosarcana]

When you get this ask, list five things that make you happy, and then send it to the last 10 people who reblogged something from you :)

Ohmygodohmygodohmygod I got this from a blog I never expected I am scREAMING

OKAY SO LET’S DO THIS

1. Tea. With honey. Like real honey, not the processed crap in a bear shaped bottle.

2. Fits of laughter with friends. Don’t care what it’s about, if we all are unable to breathe, that’s all that matters.

3. When you can feel a friendship or connection solidifying. When you can feel their comfort with you, and your comfort with them. The kind of feeling that makes you all warm inside, that someone in someway understands exactly where you are in life.

4. When my favorite songs hit the beat drop or the heartfelt chorus kicks in. That kind of moment when you’re listening to music and your hair stands on end.

5. All the people who care and love me and who even when they don’t realize it are making me feel better. People who take enough time to show that they still remember me, that they know I’m there. That I matter.

[cosmosarcana]

We're only 6 days apart ;)

WELL then. I was actually five days late sooooooo if you want to be techincal, we’re only 1 day apart XD.

Edit: In reference to birthdays.

[cosmosarcana]

5? i hope you did haha !

5. Did you hang out with the person you like recently?

I did! I hung out with this guy I’m interested in dating… We have another date tomorrow and we're going to go see The Maze Runner :3.