moRE THoUghTs n conspiracies on fear mv bc i (diddnt) want to do my project
(THIS WAS mADE 10 DAYS AGO and i never.. posted it..!! but i suddenly had another thought so now i will post it !! ))
theme: things that make us uncomfortable = natural+artificial, unusual things:
commenting on the song.. is it just me?? or .. to contribute to the eerieness.. its a very fast song!! and the singing makes it seem a little slower than it actually is, (it slows and also speeds up)
also the ded ded ded of the edm (after “soMEONE TELL ME WHAT SHOULD I DO” in staccato sounds jarring !!! :O +dk&sks raw screams near the end SO GOOD MHM
also from André Reacts on utube.. when he said that alot of cuts also were shown for just a few tiny seconds so you have enough time to see it and then its gone, which makes it more hurried and mysterious afhlihalhi
adding to the weirdness and uncomfortableness: things that feel wrong to us:
13 led lights in the background hanging vertically!! (not horiz) & the lights move up! (not down)
tubing that looks like snakes/worms to form the walls as said in the analysis by qing +artificial sun
high, almost suffocatingly high surrounding walls in group shots??
+the extreme white cleanliness (kinda like the yuck i get from hospitals)
-contrasted w the crumbled paper texture of the walls surrounding them all
also in regard to the car, someone (maybe qing?? or someone else) noted it was stopped, and i like how the wheels are removed, they can’t even go anywhere if they tried.... svt might not be able to go as far as theyd like?
alSO... the weights next to the clock in ww/coups part... what is that....?????
dino’s set:
ok so in the bts of the set dino said his was like a “prison set” and something abt representing lonliness?? (me: writes it down furiously hfilhfhaihlfa)
- so other than the 12 microphones (every1 else) that look extremely bare, dark, cold, I can totally see it as also the prison cell bars?? to form a cage for him?? +the dark vine-like cables/black flowers as shackles???????maybe (also maybe a stretch but....dinos part in hit w vernon holding onto his foot.......!!))
and 1. could be like the hyung, maknae culture ->korean culture where you have to always be extremely polite to older folks, which sometimes constricts them from speaking out, or being extremely blunt, or, as the maknae, having to take everything in. But since they’ve been together for so long, I don’t see that as too bad? since they make it a point to have open discussions as much as possible, and they’ll let him slide a little (and from svt club when boo imitated him getting irritated at the hyungs C: ) but also sometimes if they yell at him i can imagine it piling up and sometimes being really frustrating?? (but when he talks casually to a sleepy coups ; ) )
2. some one else saw it as judging him? which maybe !! hmm i also think maybe sometimes with so many ppl his voice might get drowned out and i know the feeling of shouting something important but everyone else is so concentrated that even in a circle they can’t hear.. so maybe similar??
-the box hes in!! (sidenote: the use of artificial vs. natural UGH I LOVE IT to make it disconcerting since we have a natural ?? ewness to it bc it doesnt seem quite right,,, which is used in the room as a lightbulb=> “sun” and etc,) is it also like another type of sun???? instead of round edges its sharp, and on the ground, and almost falling through!!!
(OK 9/30/19 WHAT I jUST... thOUGHT ABOUT
OK ALSO... youknow that hoop that s coups is surrounded by? and at the end it slowly rises up?? I was watching [SEVENTEEN/Eng Sub] Radio - Choi Hwajung's Power Time (190924) and woozi said that as a result of fear (the song), its also about “overcoming our poisons” (fears etc), and also the lyrics talked also about “falling (deep into the poison)” but wanting to escape it to,.Also, a while ago i was listening to Tablo’s podcast where he talked about when he was stuck in depression and how he made a list of reasons to wake up, and reasons to not. And the reasons to not were much easier to write.. but also he noticed they were a lot more extreme (ex. my entire family will hate me blah blah) compared to the positives (ex. I want to wake up to watch the marvel movie sequel). and i forgot how but he was able to realize that it was worth it?
SO .. not entirely similar but.. maybe when the hoop rises up, it feels constricting to S coups, hes slowly being suffocated and there is no exit.. BUT. the (party?shiny) streamers surrounding him might be numerous (many worries) but its also very flimsy and easy to break out of. If you just reach out your hand, you would be able to exit.. So maybe like how everything seems terrible but .. if you think about the bigger picture.. or just calm and think through (or just.. as an older you looking back on the past) maybe not everything was as terrible as you initially thought?? and that it is possible to overcome whatever fears you had!