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jun x reader

summary: you and jun were going through a rough patch

word count: 1.6k

warnings: famous!jun and famous!reader, slight angst, happy ending, reader cries. gender neutral reader i think! some kissing at the end.

a/n: happy birthday to lovely jun! i love him so much. i´ve wanted to write this fic with him for yearssss. this is based on ´dancing with our hands tied´ by taylor swift. idk why, i just think its a jun coded song, and i love it almost as much as i love jun. hope you enjoy it and thank you for reading!

Also, check my seventeen masterlist for more fics!

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"are you sure no one saw you come in?" you asked in a hushed tone, despite being behind closed doors, as jun took off his jacket and left it in the small closet by the entrance.

your hands were shaking, anxiety creeping up your spine from the possibility of your relationship being known to the public. to the fans.

jun brushed a hand through his black locks and sighed, his shoes still on, as he looked at you from down the small entrance step, taking your hands in his.

"no one followed me, i´m sure" he squeezed your hands, staring at you with worried eyes, "i switched cars midway and drove here from another direction, everything is fine, seriously"

you sighed and took your hands out of his hold. you walked in circles in front of him, your fingernail almost bitten to the skin.

"i don´t know jun, i still think you shouldn´t have come today," you brushed your hair backwards as you stepped around in the entrance of your apartment.

jun stood still in front of you, even if he wasn´t speaking, even if he wasn´t showing it, you could see the small worried look on his features, "everything is fine, y/n" he had been telling you over and over again on the phone for the past two days, but you were done hearing the same thing without it being true

"it´s not fine jun, nothing is fine!" you snapped, turning to him with tears welling in your eyes, "our careers, our lives could be ruined if it gets out! nothing is fine, can you get that in your head? maybe worry about it and stop doing reckless stuff like coming to my house?" you choked up a sob and covered you mouth with your hand, leaning into the nearest wall

you began dating jun three years ago.

you met through mutual friends, his awkward personality, cute smile and broad shoulders luring you to him in no time, and despite the difficult and incompatible schedules you both ran, you´ve made it work.

you´ve managed to crack jun´s real, loving and funny personality and jun brings you back on your feet every time you tend to let something get in your head.

the past three years have been amazing, with nothing but love and support, you´ve built a life together, and had avoided being discovered, and everything that came with it-- pain, uncertainty, anxiety, suffering.

until now.

both your agencies had called you for an emergency meeting. they had received evidence -albeit easily refutable- of you two being in a relationship. no one knew who sent the yellow folder filled with blurry pictures of you two on dates. they were working on it. you hoped.

to be very honest, the pictures could be anyone. your faces are not even recognizable in the pictures. but you both knew, those were your clothes, those were your shoes, that was the beanie you and jun shared all the time.

and you knew how the industry worked, people didn´t need clear pictures to believe that. only a believable comment with the pictures will make the internet lose its mind. a lot of people would believe it and would definitely run their mouths -and their fingers- to bring both your careers to the ground.

you were breathing unevenly, and turned around, leaning to your other side with your back to jun. you didn´t want him to see you ugly-crying

you heard him slide his shoes off and jump the small step, prancing towards you quickly.

he circled your waist and shoulders with his arms, your back flush to his chest as he kissed your hair, holding you while you sobbed hard.

"i hate this too, y/n, please," he whispered in your ear once you had calmed a bit, face still wet with tears but you breathing slowing down, both of you still leaning to the wall, "don´t think i´m not worried, or that i don´t care"

he nosed your temple and kissed it after. he started walking you both to your living room, his hands still holding you, but you could feel them shake against your skin.

he let you fall sloppily to the seats of the couch, him sitting next to you, sticking right to your side as he placed his arm around your shoulders, bringing your head to lay on his strong chest.

you calmed a bit more, feeling the slow beating of his heart under your head, the warmth of his skin, his muscular arm around you, holding you. oh you wished you could stay like this forever.

"y/n" he whispered again, feeling your shoulders moving slowly now. you hummed in response and he held you tighter against him, "i love you, you are the most important thing to me. i care about my career, of course i do, but you are still a priority to me"

he started drawing small circles on your shoulder, and his other hand held one of your hands.

"i don´t want our relationship to be public" he stated and you froze a bit, "i mean, i would love to be public with you, but we both know how it would go"

you sighed in response and nodded, "yeah, we would be doomed, junnie"

you felt him smile against your hair and he kissed it.

"i also don´t want this..." he trailed off, looking for the right word to describe your situation, "...problem, to drive us apart," he breathed heavily as he spoke with a slight shaky tone, "that´s why i´m here. because i think, despite the pictures. despite what happens, or not, you and i should be together, supporting each other"

"through thick and thin, right?" you whispered and felt him relax a bit, laughing shortly. it was a running gag between you two after you two found the phrase funny. you had been using it at every minor inconvenience: running out of toothpaste, getting a hole in one of his shirts, you misreading the lines in the script he had asked you to practice with.

you hadn´t had any major events that would require the use of the phrase seriously; every time you fought, jun just knew you were right, yet you were still conscious enough to know when to admit his rightness (never)

only now, it was an actually serious, thick, situation. the situation was tricky; it involved now both your careers and relationship.

you exhaled, a lot calmer than when jun told you he was driving to your place a few minutes ago. you lifted your head from his chest and looked at him.

his eyes were bright with tears as well, his cheeks rosy and his nose tall as always.

you let your hand go from his hold and instead intertwined your fingers with his, both your hands sitting on his lap. jun smiled shortly at you and a small tear ran scaped his eye, you quickly brushed it off with your free thumb, your hand resting on the side of his face.

"i´m sorry, ´hui, i shouldn´t have spoken to you like that" you squeezed his hand and got close to his face to kiss his cheek, "i was just..." you trailed off, spacing out into the floor as you looked for the word

"anxious?" he chimed in after a few seconds of you spacing out. you huffed a small laugh and shrugged your shoulders.

"i was thinking neurotic, but yeah, anxious works too" jun laughed and pulled you closer into him, kissing your temple again and leaving his lips there, now holding your head against him, his head on your hair.

"i love you jun. thank you" you whispered shakily, feeling your chest warm with love for junhui

"why thank me, love?" he kissed your temple again and let your head go, you turned your face to look at him again

"because you came here, knowing i would go crazy on you, to not let us go downhill"

he stayed silent for a while, studying your features, "it may sound pretentious," he began and you laughed, because of course he is at his most humble at times like this, "but i know how much you lean on me for support, and i know you feel protected when i´m around, so..."

you smiled again and rubbed the tears off your eyes with your hand. you wanted to see him clearly, not with your cloudy eyes.

his dark eyes into yours, his chest moving slowly now, his adam´s apple bobbing as he gulped down nervously. you held his face again and got close to him, pecking his lips once and speaking over his mouth, "you really are my safe place"

he looked into your eyes and closed the small distance between your lips, joining in a deep, slow kiss. his arm around your shoulders pulling tighter against him as your arms circled his small waist. your lips sliding against each other, breaths mingling in the middle as you deepened the kiss.

jun´s tongue caressed the side of your mouth before going in. both your tongues toying together softly. you felt your heart speed up as he whimpered slightly, feeling the tip of your tongue against his.

both pulled apart slightly with heavy breaths, lips swollen and moist. you stared at each other as your breathing calmed down.

" i love you, jun"

he pecked your lips again, "i love you more"

you shook your head no and jun captured your lips in a kiss before you could protest.

so what if your relationship might be revealed? the only thing that matters is that your both have each toher.

and a lot of love to each other as well, despite pain, uncertainty, anxiety and suffering.

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