#feeling awkward

[rock-paper-scribbles]

"B-b-b-beee like the b-beeees" ಥ///ಥ

WIP for something laterlater, plus some awkward af Pomni sketch study things.

Now used for this nonsense

[gorkloum]

[daydreamingbambilesbian]

Off to a kind of awkward start to my little visit with my best friend... I've talked very little this whole time... I'm hoping things get better when I wake up tomorrow...

[crimsonprose]

ngl, some of you intimidate the fuck outta me. like, I go look at your page and it's got 70s punk rock or impressionist lesbian art or whatever, and I'm all like "I want to follow them, but what if they go look at my page and all its got is lottienat and caitvi" 😭

idk, man. imposter syndrome just follows me wherever I go, what can I say?

[fayrobertsuk]

Self Promo!

(Or: I made an ebook of Spectral, the “concept album but it’s poetry” book I produced, published by Burning Eye Books earlier this year, and I should actually tell people about it...)

All content is almost exactly the same as the paperback (except where I explicitly talk about it being an ebook); the QR codes are interactive links straight from the interface; all the images (yes, including every content warning symbol) have relevant image descriptions; and my accidental test user seems delighted at the functionality (I think she quite liked the poems as well!), so I should probably tell y’all where to get hold of one!

It’ll be out on Kindle, Kobo, Apple Books, B&N, etc. soon, but for now you can order an ePub file direct from Lulu, the distributor, here. (Also I get a bigger chunk of the money, if I’m brutally honest.)

And yes, the audiobook is on its way (audio editing remains my slowest skill).

Okay, I’m going to shuffle away, feeling slightly awkward now, because telling people I’ve made something I’m proud of always does this... Please let me know if the alt-text doesn’t work and I’ll try to fix it!

[kittykatt-kait]

Trying to like your body is a struggle some days. Today was one of those days for me. Trying to convince myself my body is beautiful with some photos

[daisiesandshakes]

I hate burping in front of other people.

I would never do it in public, not even when friends are around. Doing it in front of my husband took me years, but everytime it happened I apologized cause I find it disgusting. Husband doesn't understand it at all - he says it's okay and natural and we are married. Why do I have to apologize everytime?

At dinner today with my husband I forgot for the first time in 12 years to apalogize for burping.

He looked at me with big eyes, gave me a high five and screamed: FINALLY! Hun, now we are on the next level of our relationship!!

[rangers-are-cool-moved]

When you follow blogs but feel too awkward/shy to actually message/send a ask.