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did contest entry! needed to chill today and get my mind off of things, and drawing helped<3 my drawing is on the right, and my friend morie is on the left<3

plus here is a close up of the lil goober in the corner

they will steal your soul

dip it in hot chocolate

then read Midnight Strangers and eat it

#edel-twice #wof?#dragon #its-morie #feeling bleh #very bleh #bleh bleh bleh #hehehe i tis vampire #VAMPIRE?#vampire scott #mhmmmmm #mmm

Decided to go back to work today and it's hitting all wrong

#wanna drink #feeling bleh #babbelen

Do you guys think if I start drawing spamtenna like everyone else I'll magically become better at art... Just asking bc I feel cruddy Abt it rn.

#feeling bleh #thinking Abt drawing but struggling

journal 08.12.24

TRIGGER WARNING, HEALTH/SICK TALK

ughhhhhhh…! I had the night from hell last night, one of the worst nights ever. my partner was sick the other day, throwing up and an upset tummy, it lasted a couple of hours and it was awful to see him like that, the being sick was so…aggressive. because my mental health and paranoia has been worse lately I got to the point of shaky scared every time he would throw up or I’d get to close to him or even just places he’s been in the house. so after the being sick stopped I shut myself up in the bedroom and every time I’d come out I’d layer scarves on my face… 😅 I knew I felt a bit off for the last two days but my partner convinced me it was stemming from my anxiety and what he had wasn’t a sickness bug and it was most likely from eating some bad defrosted bread. but lo and behold, I got really sick, really really sick. throwing up all night for hours, shaking, faint, my stomach was really really upset and my partner bless would sort me out and the bed out each time I had a bad accident. it was awful, I’m still not back to normal, I feel so weak and terrible. I’m just tucked up in bed with some lucozade and some carrots, a random mix that seems to be helping me feel better! slowly managing to eat more and actually drink, I couldn’t even keep water down and any movement was causing me to be sick.

would you believe I had a bra fitting appointment this time last month and my partner and I got a flu so had to reschedule, for tomorrow, and now we both got sick again so i’ve had to reschedule for wednesday! I just want the girls to be comfortably strapped in gosh darn it! 🤣 anyway I’m just going to continue to rest. being sick is always a bit traumatic for me as I have an immense fear of throwing up, hence the paranoia and anxiety of me trying not to catch the sickness, and for once the thing I was anxious about (being sick) was so much worse than I had anticipated.

no quote for this journal because what do I even quote this?

💌 M x

P.S I am so anxious and excited for the last eras tour show tonight, I feel we’ve all gotten so used to it being present in our lives, it’s going to be weird without it again! if I were taylor I’d sleep for a year but she always seems to be on the go!

Having a rough day and my husband brought me a little boat of chips that taste like mid-autumn smoke and I'm utterly delighted and feeling a bit better.

(I triggered a pots flareup cleaning my kids' rooms. Then stubbed a toe, splitting the nail, ow. Then my eldest's impulse won and he headbutted me right in the eye socket. I'm having a day.)

Ok really though these chips are phenomenal.