#feeling terrified

[onetruemab]

PERMADEATH LET'S GOOOO

(on a completely unrelated note I am now taking Vampires SMP POV recommendations)

[anotherbeingsworld]

Day 2 at UNI 

Today is the second day, and it didn’t felt bad as the first one. Maybe the homesickness has gone slowly. Or, it’s just hiding? Who knows? But, today was a chilled day and I am very grateful. We didn’t do much except prepare for a huge test on Monday, so... not scary at all (scary it is pls) . Also, I did catch up with some old friends which is good, but y’know.. it is still very new and weird. Hoping for it to be gone very soon, but.. maybe soon. 

[darkflamedragonslayer]

Me while watching IT

[benevolent-black-hole]

this is So.

[mirajanefairytailmage]

Feeling Absolutely Terrified (09/04/2019)...

It's the ONE night that I'm passed out before 2am or 3am. I decided to go to bed sometime after nine pm, technically last night, seeing as it's midnight as I type. So by time it's no longer the 3rd and is now the 4th for me. Anyhoo, I'm feeling absolutely tertified because of a nightmare I've just woken from. Not only that but my fear riddled brain just heard howling outside. Side note, I'm staying with a friend this week, I'm not in the comfort of my own bed. Also my friend lives technically in the middle of nowhere which is heavily wooded. But this nightmare I just can't... Here's how it went.

I'm walking around some sort of establishment. With rows of queen size beds. On them lie standard black poodles. 3 per bed. Watching my every move. Suddenly I'm in a dressing room with a past friend. By past friend, I mean she's someone I don't hang out with anymore. She's getting dolled up as I'm begging for help to stop her. I'm not sure who her is. Until I feel like I'm experiencing myself being lifted, a God awful creature sound is being made. I'm watching my body being lifted 30 feet above the bed I know I'm asleep in. Suddenly someone screams Bethal and I'm dropped. That's when I startle awake. Lying on my back. But I feel like I just had an outer body experience. That noise was f***ing terrifying.

As far as deciphering nightmares goes, I have no idea what this means. All I know is I didn't like any of it. I seriously had vidid nightmares, especially these ones that feel so real. 😢

[iradiata]

I'm doing it!!! 😮😮😮

[anything-advice-blog]

Time sensitive⏲ There was someone who I used to think was really cool but all of the sudden just being around him terrifies me. I was so anxious I almost threw up but I have to see him at least once every week I don't know why he scares me so much...

What are the feelings you feel when you’re around him? Is it a fear of physical violence? Is it a fear of endangerment? What kind of “terrified” do you feel? If that makes any sense at all. Because for me being around some people makes me feel scared. For some it’s fear of judgment. For some it’s fear of verbal abuse while for others it’s the fear that they might physically hurt me. So I think trying to figure out what you’re scared of might help you identify why you’re scared.

The cause could be anything from a sexist remark to a subtle statement that causes you to feel threatened even if it’s not directed towards you. I highly recommend not being near this person as often or if possible at all if you feel scared. Once you figure out why you’re scared or a possible cause for this fear, you can talk to them about it. You can talk to them about the fear they invoked in you because they stand for something or said something. Discussions are good between friends and it can help them further understand the impact they have on others. Some people aren’t fully aware of their actions or their expressions of certain ideas and how it affects people so by making them aware of it you can help them to either change it or just be more aware of it.

Another thing I think could be a cause for this is if you are a victim of assault (physical, sexual, or verbal) and they said something similar to what your assailant said or did something similar, it could invoke fear in you as well. Your mind can make that connection and thus you become strangely fearful of them.

I hope this helps!

Always by your side,

Kelly

[picklechipsandpizza]

My best friend is in the army and if the aussies go over he will probably be included in it and I dont want him to go because hes been in the army for years and I have a feeling he wont come back if he goes.