#feels fake

[lexfoster]

Sayid Jarrah & Shannon Rutherford in LOST 1.25 "Exodus Part 3"

[archaeofuture]

lads I just turned 26

[lemedstudent2021]

perfectly normal reasons to crash out

as per my life right now or somewhat recently lol

my guts are trying to assassinate me.

went to make mint tea and could only salvage like 5 leaves; the bundle thingy dried in the heat and i was devastated

a dish i despise and was pretty sure was going to give me food poisoning that wed been invited for was actually aight. devastating

ik i procrastinate a lot but this time i might be flying too close to the sun but i wouldnt know my internal compass exploded a million years ago bc im burnt out and dont fucking care anymore

the weather is getting warmer and it makes me want to scream

my tummi hurts. which is valid grounds for murder btw

the one person i hate more than myself whom i insist dont care about (my body says otherwise; i feel viscerally sick when i see them and 13 again. hate it) might actually have become a decent human being since highschool (shocker) and im on every level imaginable devastated and disgusted

mostly at myself bc this is not me but it also is me its always been me. the 'trauma' i still struggle/ outright refuse to unpack feels stupid now bc look theyre a good person (allegedly) am i really going to continue being bitter about it.

<- the self loathing has been a bit spicy these past few days lol

the blueberry poptarts i bought last week freakin suck i loved the cinnamon ones so much better and im on my last pouch. devastating

cranial nerves. nuff said

the fact life exists outside my mind and daydreams and has the audacity to come with tangible consequences. i did not consent to this.

...

[hucklebucket]

Ace, hey, you're up. Go to the records room, get us what we need. Physically?

[andillwriteyouatragedy]

you ever remember jon and martin are actually in love. wild

[furst-in-the-atmosphere]

Wait WE'RE the number 1 powerplay in the PWHL???? Since when???? Are we sure???????

[the-bees-are-beeing]

Donny having played for bvb feels like 3 or 4 years ago when in fact in January of this year he still played for us....

[ace-and-the-rpg-horrors]

the absolute shock i put myself in upon remembering that Rui and Kohane do not wear glasses most of the time in canon