As i lay here on my bed, in my dark foggy room, in my small apartment, with my headphones on, listening to feng suave and thinking about life. i realize this is what ive got, this is life. This is exceedingly human in way i cannot explain. I dont feel depressed, i dont feel happy or empty or angry. I just feel this. The feeling of being real for a moment. That feeling is composed of alot of things i cant pick apart, but it feels big, like nothing else. Like the haze clearing up for a moment in time. Everythings hazy all the time, im just a robot who thinks it thinks. But right now im human. How do i feel this feeling more often. I want to be a human, not clouded by narrow emotions and plans. Just human