late summer station Taken by nuo2x2 with Galaxy A51
not gonna sugar-coat anything this time, other than my yearly busy summer, this year Iāve been struggling and fighting with personal+mental problem all summerā¦ yeee, been busy alright, went several countries, multiple cities, meeting so many peoples, yetā¦ I do have a rather heavy problem throughout this summer, something that might be a curse for me loving summer so much
intergalactic station Taken by nuo2x2 with Galaxy A51
hard to explain, but I called it a hanabi or fireworks complex.. you know hanabi or fireworks right? you waited and prepared for it excitedly, got super happy and awed during the amazing show, yet it didnt last longā¦ and soon after, everything went quit and silentā¦ that would totally illustrate my summer experiences this yearā¦
getting new hope, having crazy adventures, experiencing a feeling that I havent felt for so long, and being NOT lonely for once! everything was happening so fast!!! July to August were the time when everything was so HYPED, was super excited and happy for once!!! yetā¦ as they said, easy come, easy goā¦ at the end of September, it seems all the happiness and good things suddenly stripped away from meā¦ like never even happened, and im still trying to digest that fact now.. so yeah, much like hanabi huh?
from a crazy quick lay-over in Akiba, about 2 hours only,
to finally able seeing the fabled Kyotoās Evangelion base,
to midnight exploration on ancient temple in a mountain side......
ā¦ā¦ā¦to finding a giant Tachikoma in a sleepless night deep inside Yokohama after missing my train, lolol
aint saying not grateful or anything, those amazing things sure is a permanent memory for me, something that will be a permanent thing in my life, but itās justā¦ I do hope it will last.. then again, my fault to even dare hoping then, hahahā¦ heavyā¦ but yeah, maybe that would be a good experience for a summer lover dude like me, all happiness come only during summer, dangā¦ heavy..
not even sure what gonna happen after summer 2023, what would the future brings meā¦ and honestly, itās quite scaryā¦ for once, kinda afraidā¦ really afraidā¦ yet for now, just trying to continue living
composure Taken by nuo2x2 with Galaxy A51
one thing for sure tho, itās getting colder out thereā¦ autumn sure is comingā¦ much like how I feel inside, hahah, and boi how I missed all of 2023 summer experience and personal happiness I hadā¦ if only it could lastā¦
summer dusk Taken by nuo2x2 with Galaxy A51
ahem, if you looking for my regular toy posts and reviews, Iāll be pushing my summer content a bit longer till early October 2023, no worries! I just need toā¦ vent all these frustrations, hahahā¦ and yee, this blog would be the perfect place, since none of you even read my blog anyway, lol! just need a safe heaven to place this here, just for my personal reminder of this one crazy summer of 2023