#first semester

[wordson]

Okay..., February?

I didn't read as much as I did in January last month. I think I lost my mind more, though 😂.

Anyway, I don't have any assignments this month, thankfully. I think instead of assignments, I'll have tests. I know of two already.

Also, my exams start next month (1ST SEMESTER EXAMS!!). It's really important I start off great, so I'm giving it my all.

[acadoll]

Pictures from the classroom I teach in! These samples are stored there, but I don’t use them unfortunately. They’re so very cool. I wish I could do more paleontology, but alas. We can’t do it all. I stayed up very late last night and then got us very early this morning to have a thesis proposal draft ready. I definitely need to work on my time management. It’s been not fun.

11.15.23 — posted late

[magpie-maple]

Okay guys! So. First breakdown of the semester happening rn. Like as I’m typing and posting this. Everyone cheer that I made it 9 weeks in before this happened and it’s not even related to my social life!

No it’s about the fact that I’m struggling to simply do anything. I haven’t turned an essay in for a particular class in weeks, this includes the midterm and I have to talk to the professor about dropping out of it now because I literally can’t bring myself to do the work. Like. What do I say, “hey sorry bro, it’s not you it’s me…” like.

Also the fact that I have a direct comparison with my cousin who’s in some of the same classes as me doing the work ahead of time or right when it’s assigned and I can’t even do anything. And I’m reminded of the statistic that 5% of people with adhd graduate college. So I’ve already started spiraling to the worst possible scenario, but I might just have to pop by student disabilities and see if there’s anything I can even do for this because it’s literally all my fault.

And I understand that making everything my fault makes getting through this even harder because if I’ve already messed up once why even try again.

I also haven’t even been taking my meds which I know would solve at best half the problem but like, I can’t remember and it’s really starting to piss me off. Even with reminders I just can’t seem to bring myself to do it and I’m struggling so much more because of it. It’s also making me 10x more anxious about everything which does not couple well with not being able to do anything. On the bright side though, I’m eating normally again and I don’t hate the way my body looks so, that’s a plus I guess.

I just can’t wait for next semester when I get to take classes that I would actually enjoy doing the work for and not apathetically staring at the professor for the major I just switched out of…

Doing great guys… doing great..

[wutbju]

BJC/BJU was very proud of Eunice Hutto Morelock, but they are a little flaky about referring to her by her married name.

They are weird.

[queen-skiia]

October Dump for the besties ✨😌

Looks like my vacation is over 😊 happy to be back 🫶🏾✨

[ophelias-lamentation]

There are few things more stressful than trying to find a game day outfit for a southern college whose colors are bright orange and white. I have to go to a game for my unv experience class and I figured if I’m going to go then I better go all out because why are these games literal fashion shows. And like I’m a pink girlie and me and orange DO NOT vibe together.

[superstarfighter]

February 8, 2022 :: Linguistics notes :')

[pen-paperstudies]

some notes about a reading and today's breakfast!

the reading was a snippet about WEIRD psychology, and im not gonna lie i kinda want to read the whole thing.

hope you have a great day. don't forget to take care of yourself xx