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Jikook Tarot Reading

I didn't intend to post about this. I've never done readings for jikook because I always thought this was a grey area and I didn't know where I stood about it morally. I only trusted Blue's readings because her values and work ethics aligned with mine. Anyway, today I saw that she was gone and it made me very sad :( She changed my life in many ways back in 2018 and helped me so much in my personal and spiritual journey, that thinking we're not gonna hear from her anymore made me think a chapter is closing for good :(

I had many questions lingering in my mind about jikook lately. I don't really know why I decided to break my rule and do this reading.

Seriously I was very nervous because the main reason I refused to make readings about them in the past was because I was scared I would psychically receive information I wasn't supposed to have or that was too personal. I didn't wanna cross any boundaries. So for this reading I specifically asked to only receive the messages I was allowed to receive.

I was bothered by the "Promise" message I kept receiving and wanted to understand what it meant so I said fuck it and did the reading anyway. When I saw that Blue was gone, I thought that maybe it wouldn't hurt to post it. I'm warning you that I will never be as good as her reading cards and that I did it quickly in my bed so sorry for the photo quality. It's not something I planned at all even less posting it so sorry if my thoughts are simply thrown out there without much structure. I also want to tell you that this is not a sign that I'm gonna be doing tarot readings for them regularly. It's more a in the moment thing. But I don't exclude doing them FROM TIME TO TIME if I particularly feel called to. Kinda "checking in" if it's needed. The grey area is grey and I guess I'm grey too now or whatever 🤣💀 if tarot isn't your thing no need to leave me angry comments or asks, I will block your ass illico. Thankfully nothing I received in this reading is to take literally. It's vague and more on an energy level. It's not something groundbreaking either, so yeah take it or leave it or whatever. Once again this is my own interpretation and does not mean it is truth. It's of course entirely biased and subjective so please take this with grain of salt. Only take what resonates and leave the rest. Thank you.

Now that I got this disclaimer out of the way *cracks knuckles*

First I asked about jikook's general energy on the first line. I got Strength, The Lovers, the Page of Wands, the Moon, and The Magician.

4 cards of out 5 are major arcanas, which makes me think this is an important time for them (no shit). I was also immediately drawn to the infinity symbol on the first and last card that told me they are in a specific big cycle of manifestation. The idea of this cycle is for them to push through something to manifest the Wands (inspiration, creation) in the 3D world. Main focus is on the album. (Told you it's not things we don't know lol)

Few things to note, Strength being their first card shows they are focused mainly on the efforts, like practice and whatnot. The Lovers being second LOL I don't think I need to spell it out. It means jikook are their usual selves and are fine. What could be a shadow tho is the Moon sitting between the Page of Wands and the Magician. It can mean that there are uncertainties or confusion about the ways they are trying to anchor in the physical. That can look like doubts about what the future looks like, or fog about the way the creation should be brought about. It makes me think there can be interferences between the Wand the magician holds and the ground he points to. Some details could not be aligned between the will and what is actually manifested (we saw them having creative differences with the members and the company, but it could extend to other areas of life as well)

And I was drawn to the Magician's hand pointing at the ground. But it could also be looked as him pointing outside of the frame, at something we can't see yet.

More like "look there" but there is nothing formed yet. They wanna emphasize something that hasn't happened yet, that we cannot know at this time. Maybe preparing something for the future. But I also think they are themselves unsure of what it may or should look like. It's something "at the tip of the tongue" that isn't formed yet. It's hard to tell you what I feel when I looked at this hand but it's kinda important. They are pointing at something we can't see with our eyes, that is "hidden" in appearance or doesn't look like it's in the picture at all. Yet that's exactly what they are pointing at. There's more to the story that we wanna believe and they still wanna show it in a roundabout way, but it may not be what we expect because themselves are not entirely clear on the path forward yet. It's all "lingering in the air".

So I guess it's gonna look differently depending on their next free will choices.

My next question will sound a bit childish to you haha but that was I was worried about so I asked "Are they happy?"

I took 2 cards for each.

Jungkook had the Ace of Wands and the 3 of Pentacles. And Jimin got the Devil and the Queen of Wands.

Jungkook set of cards shows he's very focused on this new start they got with the group, the energy he needs to put forth to perform well, the collaboration between the members, the synergy ect. Like he's all about work so I think he is fine, nothing to note here.

Jimin's cards were a bit different. When I saw the Devil card I thought "oh my god not again" because it echoes Blue's readings and what she described about Jimin and the devil card.

So really it shows Jimin has some kind of frustration, he feels restricted in some ways. I need to take time to explain it well. Whereas the Lovers show Jimin and Jungkook are fine, like everything is fine like always, the devil card is almost the same card as the Lovers but it shows he sees the exact same situation but restricted. The two characters are literally chained up. So it means there is a misalignement about what he wants/what they are and what is actually happening.

In the past we learned that Jimin could see jikook's relationship as the Devil energy. But I don't think that is what is happening there. I think it's just the state of the situation RIGHT NOW.

He can't do what he wants and show what he wants. What is shown is not the reality of the situation that is "The Lovers".

I was also drawn by the eyes of the Devil kinda staring at him. Voices and gazes of people putting pressure on him. Like "The eyes are always watching. They keep watching" and the eyes see both of them as having horns on their heads. They see them as "something bad".

The cards of the Lovers show them as they are. Two people over a watchful eye of an angel. The situation is monitored in higher realms. They are divinely guided.

But the Devil is the same situation but kinda twisted, chained up, over an eye but that has not good intentions in mind and they project this onto Jimin.

I asked for a clarifier on this card so I asked if the Devil was internal or external for Jimin.

The card I got was The Hierophant and it kinda explained everything and confirmed my suspicion.

Jimin doesn't see jikook's relationship as the Devil this time, but it is experienced as the Devil right now because of outside factors.

The outside might be institutions, societal rules, programmations, "tradition". "What we're supposed to do" mindset. Things that are ingrained deep within society (the evil watchful eyes). It is an authority figure over them (and yes you could think about the company if you like, that's what I thought.) that acts as arbitrary and kinda says "You need to do what you're expected to do".

And there is a frustration about this on Jimin's side. So he is more focused on being the Queen of Wands at the moment. Putting his best front. Showing himself in a beautiful way. Focusing on the shiny object they created but right behind him there is an abstract tapestry. And you could think "Does this reflect reality?" "Is this really what I wanna show?" "Do I even know what I wanna show?". I was also drawn to the lions that got me back to Strength. The idea of "keep pushing forward, keep pushing". And navigating things the best he could.

Suddenly I was called to put the Hierophant's card in between Jimin & Jungkook's and at it was like the Hierophant pushed Jimin & Jungkook apart.

They are not apart actually, but it is "perceived so" by them that the Hierophant (authorities, noms, tradition) is what is pushing them both away from each other.

I actually saw them as the two little keys below the Hierophant's feet and they are literally smothered, like The Hierophant wants to keep them both in the little box, in the basement below its feet so that it would not see the light of day.

So no wonder there are restrictions and rules and frustration or whatnot. External factors keeps them for shining their light properly. Which...kinda sucks. But we knew that?

This all could be very unconscious but I think most of this is known on a conscious level.

And then I got a feeling through my whole body, a very weird energy sensation. Like something wanted to "come out" (LOL). Like something wanted to literally burst through and be birthed and shown physically but it stayed lingering "at the tip of the tongue" exactly like the pointing finger of the Magician.

Which makes me think something is simmering energetically. Literally something is brewing and it may be in the unconscious for now (The Moon, "the hidden") but it's threatening to explode at some point.

Then I asked about why I dreamed of JK singing Promise and what it meant. I got a set of cards that was a bit tricky to interpret.

The Tower Reversed, the Six of Pentacles Reversed, the 9 of Swords Reversed, and the Hermit Reversed.

I got from these cards that I dreamed about it because it appeared that nothing was happening. Firstly it was for me to stop worrying in general (I knew this dream was kind of a reassurance.) And it reminded me that even if there is nothing in appearance, their foundation is solid. Like the house is still here. They can't be shaked. But then the 6 of Pentacles was a bit weird to me. Like there was an hesitation to share something. Like things were "held up upside down, lingering in the air" once again. And I thought of the Promise lyrics "I want you to be your light" and the Hermit staring at his light in the little lantern (that looked like a cage to me).

This whole set of cards gave me the impression that there was some kind of pondering how much light they wanted to show the world. How bright they wanted to shine. I saw a vision of the light of the Hermit burst through, literally exploding everywhere. There is a desire to show it. I got an audible message saying "But you promised!" like they had plans, there was something they wanted to show, there was some kind of understanding there but something (or someone, or multiple people) makes them evaluate just how much it's gonna come through or not.

It means that things are not set in stone and they are in a middle of evaluating what it's gonna look like in the future.

I got the message "They are in a cycle, it's a natural cycle that will come to an end too".

And I think that is why I got this dream. Jungkook is singing Promise, he wants the same things as before. But he is singing Jimin's song. Which makes me think the decision will come down to Jimin and he will follow along. He will follow Jimin's song. "We promised, we want to be lights" but just how much are they gonna allow themselves to shine? It's all "lingering up in the air" for now.

Then I asked for the most probably outcome of the situation but I got a very different answer that was super meta and deep lol

I got the Page of Pentacles and the Knight of Cups for Jungkook (my loverboy hahaha) and I got the Queen of Pentacles and the Knight of Swords for Jimin.

Naturally in the middle came the two of Pentacles.

It painted me an amazing picture 😭😭

Look how the cards mirror each other and depict each other's energy?

The Page of Pentacles is a younger energy full of promise, the Kight of Cups is Jungkook self full of love. The Queen of Pentacles holds the same kind of energy as the Page but slightly more mature (Jimin) and the Kight of Swords is more practical (as we knew he is)

But they hold the same pentacle. The Knights go in the same direction - towards each other. Like they are completely aligned and are a pure reflection of each other.

And they are linked in the middle by the 2 of pentacles.

Each of them is the pentacle the man is holding between the infinity sign.

And I saw it as a fractal, like russian dolls. Yeah they are two separate entities and they appear separate at times. And they could appear separated by outside circumstances.

But it's not the truth. The man in the picture is "trying" to remain them separated but it's all a complete illusion. It's forced. It's not at all what is going on. And he's even wobbly because what links them both is something beyond the physical. It's something eternal that will go way farther than this life.

They are not even separated. The fact they appear as two people is false. The only real thing in this set of cards is the exact point crossing the infinity sign.

It's the zero point, the void, All-that-is.

And behind the man is ebbs and flows, literally different cycles they will go through. Inhales and exhales. Coming together and apart. In this life and in multiple lives in fact.

So it brought me back to "it's only a cycle" message basically confirming me that everything is fine. Everything is more than fine actually because what they have is infinite and eternal and it does not actually matters this much what is happening now LOL it's just part of the natural ebbs and flow. They are actually One like we all are.

Basically my reading told to me to chill the fuck out lmaooo

Then I got a closing message that was more for myself but I'll share anyway

Basically it told me that the future does not matter at all. Like focus on here and now things are not fixed yet anyway. Then it advised me not to leave (I had thoughts of leaving the fandom last year for many reasons I won't go into here, and my higher self has been pestering me not to do it. "You will not leave this soul group" I am like OK fine. Once again telling me again it's better if I stay)

And the last message is a big reassurance.

Justice.

It says it all.

Everything is in divine order. Everything is going like it's supposed to. Things will balance itself out eventually. Justice will be served.

Karma is coming.

And that's where I leave you for this reading.

Sorry if my thoughts are all jumbled up or not clear enough. I swear it all makes perfect sense in my head lol but I'm not sure I managed to translate it well. This reading only confirmed what we already know l but there was a nice reassurance in there.

Hope this entertained you and see you soon 💜

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