#fiveforall

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so upset with myself and my shit computer.

wrote two new chapters of chasing pages so i could be all cool and up to date. neither saved I JUST CAN'T SYEAJYFLIH;ASDVHAPOSKVASLV

AFVAV i'm rewriting the chapters so please bear with me guys, the update for tonight is probably canceled unless I can remember anything and pen it.

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FUCK. One of my favorite fanfiction authors is deleting her tumblr. And I'm like two fucking days behind the drama. And she probably thinks I'm a suck-up because I messaged her all like 'awwww I'm sorry, I hope it blows over'.

You know when you read all this person's fanfiction and basically stalk their blog 24/7 and feel like you know them but actually you have only ever messaged them anon? Or is that just me...

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sorry for all the larry stylinson this morning loves, i was reading room 317 for the trillionth time xx

fucking AMAZING by the way, i read it in six hours

[sagdirlxo]

wait okay i just fell in love with your blog. it is gorgeous. ACTUALLY xx

thank you love(:

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putting up an older one shot today :) xx

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let me just take this moment to explain how fucking fucking pissed off i am. you don't have to read this. just my fucking rant.

okay, so one of the main reasons i began to love one direction over a year ago was because of the fan base. everyone was so clever and witty and mostly nice to each other. nice to the boys, and just in general and fuck i'm so pissed hold on i have to take a deep breath.

OKAY. SO. first, (for me anyway) there was all the talk of eleanor being a beard and the dislike of danielle, and can i just say that i love larry stylinson and half of the time i think they are in love, but i also believe the el and lou really do like each other, love, whatever. if she is a beard, then they are obviously really good friends, and there should be no hate circulating. there is no fucking need to go and insult her, to call her an attention seeker, to say that she is ugly and not good to the fans of one direction, to say these things is absolutely disgraceful and unfair. it is a disgrace. she was not prepared for fame, she is not an idol and she has not been trained for fame, do you really think it's going to be easy for her? she doesn't know how to deal with it.

and DANIELLE. she has been completely and totally sweet to everyone, and her and liam obviously care for each other. if someone in the fanbase insults her, obviously she will be offended and hurt. you cannot say that she is being bitchy for 'crying to liam'. if someone insulted you and everything you stand for, insulted how you look and dance and act, and you have this loving wonderful boyfriend who is 'friends' with those people who insulted you, you will tell him because it hurts. and liam is protective of her, he loves her (at least i think so, you may disagree). she is going to 'cry to liam' because WE have been fucking cruel to her.

the second trigger was the fight between the US and the UK. so, i cannot be bias about this (i believe) because i am british american. i live in the US and spent the first half of my life in southern england. i personally don't understand where this selfish bullshit started, probably with some eleven year old directionator from one of the above two places saying that either one direction likes the US better or something about just hating the US for one direction being there more instead of being home. i mean, we picked on each other for the smallest fucking ridiculous things, like american directioners pronouncing harry 'hairy'. fucking come on. it was all jealousy and just asdfghjkl, i think who everyone was mad at was really the US management, but i may be wrong on that one.

i'll continue this later. PLEASE message me your thoughts, etc, i would really love to hear others' views.

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Watching WMYB for the first time in a couple weeks and just realized how young they look compared to the interviews I watched this morning.

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my guy friend just started singing WMYB out of nowhere. he instantly became hotter.