Since I brought Cygnet home (and if I were more conscious/well-slept in the hospital, maybe there), I have felt there is another godly presence hanging around the home. It’s not very surprising; my gods aren’t really known for being involved in childbirth or rearing (with the exception of Manannan) so having another of the Tuatha De (or even anyone else) makes sense to me.
But my problem has been simple: Who is it?
After some asking, interpreting signs, figuring out what I think is going on, I’ve narrowed it down to two deities (or presences, I suppose) I think it might be: Medb (Queen of Connacht) or Brigid.
(Funny story with Brigid: I have never felt connected to her, really. I’ve worked with Brig Ambue, the aspect of her that cares for the “cowless warrior.” I feel a connection to that aspect (whom the Morrigan introduced me to). But the whole flame-keeping, smith, poet, “typical” Brigid was always honored and acknowledged by me and no more.)
Now, though, I feel a need to give her a bit more than just an acknowledgment.
So I’ve decided to do one flamekeeping cycle. A personal cill where I will keep the flame lit from July 13th until August 1st. On August 1st, the 20th day, The Lady will keep the flame. I will be using an LED candle for when I sleep/am at work but when I’m home, I’ll have a candle made for Brigid lit.
Hopefully I’ll learn more about her, her knowledge, and her mysteries while I’m tending her flame.
As for Medb... That’ll come later.