#fourth spring

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the rain was heavy but the winds were low. i kept the windows open all night and fell so deep inside my dreams it felt like i lived whole other life

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happy fourth birthday boba lee!

((i turned off her favorite skateboarding video (the one where all the skaters look like high school metal heads) to take her picture so this is her best "what the fugk, dude!?!" face))

today, extra treats for everyone!

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wait for it wait for it i wanna go where you go

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boba and the lodger have recently come to some kind of an arrangement may they have mercy on us all

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spicy bacon cheeseburger pizza or chubby chipmunks

finn came over after work friday and we had a nice time as usual but she had a rough week and i am worried about her

the other platform informed me that bubblegrunge and egg punk are my two favorite music genres and they sound made up even if they are pretty catchy names

saturday was cool. the fog didn't burn off until late in the morning and the river was beautiful

fallie reached out yesterday and shared pictures of her new three legged cat, willow, who is floppy and adorable. i don't reach out to my kids on some days because i don't want to interrupt and draw attention away from whatever they are doing with the others. it feels like the right thing to do but also isolating, and those days can be difficult. it was good to hear from him

speaking of egg punk, i bought a cheese plane and a pretty blue dessert plate at the thrift store by finn's place, and i am seventy-eight percent certain that blair tramel from SNõõPER was two places behind me in the line to check out. i should have said hello but if they weren't the singer from SNõõPER then it would have just sounded like a really weird old man creeper line which would have been awful for both of us

i had lunch with my parents yesterday and gave my mom her card and her hugs. it was nice and they only spent a few minutes talking about the things i don't want to talk about

i found two black boba whiskers this week and put them with all of the others in the jar on the mantel

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imminently muddy mumblelard or knife cousins

we are still waiting for season two of monster show from the library so last night boba and i watched bringing out the dead and it held up well for me but mostly it reminded me how much i liked rewatching moonstruck in all of its odd glory

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rhonda or this morning i realized all the blue jays have disappeared. in the before times at the before place, we saw them all the time. now i don't know when they left and i don't know where they've gone

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happy back porch and ramshackle old camp chairs held together with twisted pieces of wire day imaginary constructs