What makes you unique ~ Pick a Pile Reading.
This reading is a letter for you that express what makes you unique, what about you inspires people to the point of believing that maybe miracles exists, that because you’re in this world you make it better.
I decided to do this reading after I saw how trend it is to do pick a cards about your soulmate, your future partner and how’d sex would be, etc. It is nothing wrong with that and I would pick a pile, and I would do a pick a pile. But the thing is that it felt kinda selfish and I personally want you to be intrigued about yourself as well. I want you to feel inspired by you as if you could be your own muse. I do not really care if this gets a lot of comments, reblogs or likes, I do not really care if this gives me enough visibility to earn money. While I will always appreciate it and I will always try my best to give you an insightful reading no matter the price (cause I always use more cards and time to get more details) I’m posting this reading because I wish to let those who read it take the chance to look at and embrace yourself.
I cannot imagine how hard it’s been for you this past years or months. How hard you’ve been trying to let them (family, friends or somewhere you felt and still kind of feel trapped) know that you don’t want to keep fighting with them and arguing while they only seemed to be focused on themselves and winning a useless battle. How you tried to forgive and move on but they kept coming back at you with a nice face but mean intentions because at the end of the day you felt love for them, and you may still love them, and they knew you would let them come back to you. And this situation has haunted you and you feel that no matter how hard you try to forgive unforgivable things and walk away, it keeps following you. And sometimes you can walk away without hiding yourself in the process because you’re not uncomfortable nor afraid of it finding you but somehow the wounds it caused you open again and you feel it as if it just happened even if it’s been months or years. You’re healing and healing hurts as hell sometimes, like salt in an open wound. Remember when you had a little cut in your skin and when you went into the sea it felt like it burned? You didn’t even remember you had that little hurt but the pain reminded you. And as soon as it burned it stopped suddenly. And the next day it was almost healed. That’s what’s going on now with your heart. Without knowing you’ll feel some open wounds and without you realising they will eventually heal and one day something that used to cause you so much pain won’t cause you anything but indifference and that’s when you’ll realise you healed from it. Your uniqueness lies in your inner strength. In your bravery and will to get better even if you feel dead. In your ability to take yourself out of hell on your own not looking back despite what they say or do. You’re indestructible even in these times when you feel you can’t do this anymore. There’s a vibrant electricity inside of you always pushing you up, shocking you with a bright vitality to keep on fighting for yourself even when “fight” means stop fighting to choose your peace of mind, body and soul. And that courage has led you to your heart and wishes, to your truest friends and what you choose to be your family. Deep inside you’ve always known it.
Your determination reminds me of the will of pile one. You may share the strength to be open to change things even if that scares you. But you’ve seen chaos. You’ve seen conflicts as inner big wars in peoples’ minds and hearts and there was a time where you wished to soften that conflict and help their lives. Maybe some of you actually work in a justice field like that, trying to help those in need or helping them after they fought for their lives, freedom, hearts… And you could’ve received a lot of praise because of that. Your uniqueness lies in you incredible ability to change people’s lifestyles. You would be like the incense that is meant to be lighten up to cleanse a room, to push an evil entity away and that’s why sometimes your ferocity can push people away if they don’t feel comfortable or intimidated. And you’re determinated, you can go for what you want and make your wishes come true no matter how hard the path gets. In fact you’re free from the shackles of longing and able to experience the liberation that comes from actually being happy moment to moment, for you have chosen happiness over yearning for it. Now is the time for feeling joy just for the sake of joy and experiencing contentment. None of this is because of something outside yourself, it is because of your effort, your unbreakable will and determination. As a last but important message that I got: This is a time to take pride in your accomplishments. You’re doing good work, providing exceptional service, and will be well compensated for it.
My dear and lovely pile three,
I see what’s behind all that shyness and insecurities. You have always tend to see that everything is dark and often if you’ve always seen it so dark is because your so bright you can’t even see your light. And you’ve always tried to make yourself really small so that you’re not seen or just a little part of you can be seen. So people won’t hurt you with their sharp words as it happened in the past. Sometimes you may even swallow your own words for fear that you could come up as disrespectful or because you were afraid that would make you rejected and end up alone. Because this too happened in the past. You can see through people’s eyes, you can hear through their vain words. You can look at their soul and that makes some uncomfortable because that means that you can also see through their lies. They think you’re easy to manipulate because they misunderstand your quietness and shyness with weakness and ignorance but that’s incredibly far from the truth. Inside of you there’s a burning fire that could help people get warm or could literally destroy them. You’re afraid of your own power. Of your immense bright that would make you inevitably seen, praised and hated too. Because that’s how it is. And let me tell you a secret: you can absolutely handle that probably hatred because compared to your potential that hatred is a ridiculously small part of your success. Your unique, uniqueness could be your name because you represent a whole new world. You’re the death and the rebirth that comes after it. You’re the uncomfortable change and the peace that comes when this change brings everything one has ever dreamed of. There is greatness inside of you and it is not fair that, because of the pain you’ve experienced that led you to hide yourself in your little shell, you’re afraid of your own greatness. You’re meant to be bright, and I’m not talking about fame. But you have a strong and unforgettable impact in everyone’s life. Stop dressing in a way to hide your true expression because of fear of what they’d say, and start putting on the clothing you feel comfortable and beautiful and confident in because what if people start talking about how fucking good you look with that? And how much you inspired them to dress in a way that makes them feel stunning. Start speaking your truth without fear of being rejected because if a “friend” leaves you because you put a boundaries, you just closed the door to a fake friend. You have to be polite but sometimes you have to be rude to protect your peace, and sometimes you need to be a bit rude (but loving) to yourself to stop complaining and start putting those boundaries. You’ve always known you’re a big star, let yourself shine freely.
