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[mumumubutch]

"you know who gets it for me?

an old bull with graying hair,

a cocky smile,

and sad eyes."

[aahistaa]

asserting dominance by placing tits on table

[criminalmaya]

If you don’t know where you stand

I’ll gift you my hand

But please don’t touch my pulse

I don’t wanna lie to you

Saying

My heart’s not beating fast

At least not because of you

[jeuz]

Shit

Kanina nakasakay kami sa FX tapos masikip gawa ng puno. Tapos sht lang yung katapat kong bakla nanghihipo una sa may tuhod tapos sa may gilid ng hita ko nakashorts kasi ako kanina. Nung una di ko pinapansin kasi baka naman sa tagtag lang ng sasakyan kaso may hagod na sa may ilalim ng hita kaya ano umurong ako kasi nakakashit talaga sa feeling, di makita ng mga tao ang ginagawa nung bading kasi ang dami kong dalang plastic eh nakapatong sa hita ko. Nung tinignan ko aba nakatitig ang gago. Kaya ano tumingin na lang ako sa malayo. Akala ko tapos na pero bigla bumalik sa may tuhod ko yung panghihipo tas papunta nanaman sa hita jusko lang kaya ginawa ko itinaas ko yung plastic kunwari may sisilipin ako kaya ayun tinanggal. Buti na lang sa LRT si bakla, nung pumara bading nga ang boses. Kung Buendia rin yun aba baka nadakma na si manoy. Pero shit nakakatakot talaga. Paano pa kaya sa mga babae. Pero tanguna talaga ng gagong yun naka uniform pa kamuka ni chocolate dapat pala pinicturan ko kaso wala eh nakakatakot pala talaga at nakakagulat. Malayo si mama eh nakakahiya pati ikwento tanguna talaga sa feeling nakakadiri siya.

[artcalledtattoo]

I Repr. Inalienable Rights I do I move I breathe I represent inalienable rights. But I am stuck at a border, we humans not created equal now are we Now I just want education, I’m female living in Middle East Regard me as child 6th year since born and I gunned down a teacher Next a Politician made into greater by voters, I fooled, left covid, assaulted Capital Death I’m Nature here, humans non-combating warming’s failing to kick; now I’m slipping, tornadic throwing’s, out of power cyclone of water u prayed last year through drought, blizzards compiling compelling metal a nue sound for a world landscapes, everything of meaning requires insurance..............did u purchase!? Abortion rights lost Free lunches holding on We will give until 18 What’s your choice? I’m still a (child somethang teen adult only after 18 for so many years to come Science granted after puberty in phys Ed in biology, a fleshy someone in human captivity capacity of emotions psycho abbreviations & drugs prescribed as child by doctor allowed by parent adult & im here as adult now, right! Drugged since I don’t know after my birth but the chemicals have gained control of my Me myself and i I have rights! Sorry no abortion here now There are means however look into past histories I’m sure you can find something online, my h20 is killing me News all around non corners of globe That infrastructure was laid deep before your time, how really is your mind? Call that service for pipes Get ‘em graffiti out (art so much problems) straight lines easy to follow, dig Earth lightly don’t puncture the pipe, remove land for exposed pipe, run down grab supplies for a leak, cut both ends of pipe throw in that coupler to stop that leak, now look at your drinking into body cut out of Pipe, you drink from that your taxes have been paying for. Vacations needed before all lower people I gave up my 2022 vacation days from managerial peer pressure just lost days Keeping fucks entertained My inalienable right Write Post Feelings Sleep if alive Repeat Not in the streets just yet but only who all around universally will know, choice chose or choose in a lifeline providing to humans without a voice of own I have a few bags of things? Do I have any Rights On a doorstep! Waiting on a doorstep It’s cold I don’t hear you, disrupting my dinner! Ignoring Rights! Topple that Statue of Liberty Down! Her words are meaningless in 2023 so far, ball and chain that material object having no meaning in the now Lady Liberty is an Alien Lady Liberty is an Alien Crush, demolish the Idols American Idols Looked at from other Planets Alienable ally able’s Foreign dirt on my door step, help it’s lining up needing a home No ET here Born human Non aborted Education job home family Not enough swallowing apparently by newbie parents, but those folks are keeping kids feed for a future In America No Praise or rewards for the journeys Since like beginning of 1900’s like movie Mi Famalia , denied by Amazon, Vudu, anywhere MoviesAnywhere just listened for first twenty half hour, long travelings Sit here wait like an American Pet Irritating my rights As I see my focused here in my vision correct eyes, thc connecting my sanity, you’re welcome, nicotine (kids should not be reading Tumblr) alchohol, porn for drainage non build up in pipes, thinking creativity some snapshots of mine in written photographic forms so others know me as some kind in delight or discourse it’s a LIFE (*) bro sis cuz aunt unc mom and dad to those parents before A glass is raised on your behalf’s Good or bad A human in a line of those wanting to change things For a better not some marriage supposed to get through the hurts A betterment in this life of * Living Infinitely Forever Energy

[shewhospeakstothesea]

tried to find best high food

it’s cheeto puffs they have both strong flavor not sour and good texture

spin around on small circle eating cheeto puffs

realizing how silly that would look

being surprised u can type this it’s not my hand

watching fest british baking show

constantly thinking

feet disappearing

this body is heavy

can hear what sounds are coming from which phone speaker

focus on which side is reverating back which ones side

no line from finger to head

tunneling into this hole

timing slowing down

thining out

fading back

each thought a holy bubble

nose is cold

you told me i was warm too

and what if i can’t stop me either

and what if i can’t protect me from myself

it becomes hard trying to remember

when i forget what i said just a second ago

everything touches me too much

reeling on my bed

falling through my head

[shewhospeakstothesea]

push you away hoping it’ll reel you back in