I close my eyes (and all i see is you)
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“He doesn’t exactly feel like a good friend today. In fact, he’s barely spoken. He looks at Buck’s figure, sprawled on the three-person couch, claiming the space. He looks at the birthmark above his left eye, the ghost of a smile still painting his always pink lips, his curly blonde hair now allowed to go wild, the tattoo on his forearm, and the way his clothes always seem to fit a bit too tight.
Eddie looks at Buck and thinks What if l have to move back and leave you? and the thought scares him more than the first time, so he makes himself stop.
The alarm of the station goes off. There is a real emergency somewhere and I can help. He’ll think about that instead.”
Or: Eddie thinks about the possibility of moving back to El Paso, the reality of leaving LA and the implications of it all.
