#ftm venting

[transtypalblog]

Stuff that look stereotypically malebrained but somehow ironically made me get clocked more as a trans masc (speaking solely from my own personal experience)

camouflague, grey, any shade of green

cargo shorts

adidas

music taste like Sonic Youth, Cap n Jazz, Unwound, Slint, drum and bass and UK garage

grand theft auto

south park

my phase of liking eastern europe (that tbf i doubt i'd ever fully grow out of)

not wearing "alt fashion"

not being interested in art (i like drawing sometimes but it's not my entire life and my personality)

being mature/independent

[festeringfreak]

Honestly it's so fucked that I still get a period on T. It should stop immediately, but noooo I've been back on for 6 months and it still happens. I'm in so much pain and I've been so fucking miserable I need this to end.

[donnernn]

so tired of like. everything?

my mother spoke to my grandparents abt the trans thing, and im 99.99% sure she told them it was a phase

but the thing is im visiting them in 2 months; and i am on hormones, and they haven't seen me since I was... Itty bitty, and me being intersex wasn't as obvious

so. um. that'll be so fun. Im so happy. I don't know why she'd do that! I figure she was panicking and didn't want them to be mad at her but they didn't even seem to be upset?

Im not gonna stop the hormones until I see them and I can't change the whole.. Me Beint Intsx Thing, so. It's gonna be! A Fun And Good Surprise! I Guess!!! And Probably a Fight! I have to talk to my mother to clear it up but I also just.. don't want to

[answersfromzestual]

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Love,

Zestual