Wait what is POCD google said it means pedophile are u a pedophile
It doesn't mean that... Oh my god.
OCD means in my case getting really unreasonable thoughts and fears! Yes, I have OCD.
And yes, I might have POCD.
Which if you actually took the time to do research on this very topic which I can tell that you didn't take the time.
It means to have to have unreasonable thoughts and fears of harming children.
And no! I don't like... or love having those thoughts. I hate them. I hate them with my life and living soul. People who might or do have POCD also hate those thoughts.
Not only that. I hate those fucking people who do those horrible things to those poor children. And I hope awful things happen to those horrible people.
I used to have a dream of becoming a mother. But when those thoughts came out of LITERALLY NOWHERE! Those dreams are now crushed.
Thank you! Thank you for making the day horrible for me.
I'll cry to myself in the corner.