Lately, it's become hard to tell how I truly feel about situations and people in my life, as if I am starting to become numb to various feelings.... sadness, neglect, etc. Its unusual, one moment I feel nothing and the next it feels as if everything that I thought was "okay", all comes crashing down all at once. On and off, back and forth, over and over...it's been one heck of a year and apparently, the best was saved for the last of it.
In the past week, I've had to ask myself if this is all really happening. No, scratch that...I've been asking that for months. No matter how hard I try, I can't completely grasp how I really feel and why I feel the way I do about the events that have taken place. For quite some time now, I've kept how I felt about various situations to myself for reasons I care not to disclose. Am I in denial? Confused? Depressed? Angry? Wrong? Right? Crazy?
No....I'm just human, going through every day emotions that we should learn to embrace. Whether we share them someone special or we keep them all to ourselves.
But no matter what happens in life, who ever departs from your life...whether it may be temporary or for good...life still goes on and so should you.
