#futuremortician

[at-my-funeral]

Obligatory school bathroom pic ✌🏻

First day back on campus heyoooo

[queeroicnb]

🚨Proud wife alert! 🚨 Not only did Alyssa start school last week but she also started a new job. To top it all off, she accepted an offer for a second job which she starts next week. I may not get a house wife but I definitely got a super wife. #proudofyou #proudwife #superwoman #futuremortician #studygram https://www.instagram.com/p/B1-HefFlSJN/?igshid=1b2k738vi12hx

[chazfabulous]

Another #gym session in the books.. I am so #grateful for my #friends @lettymartiny & @stephanie.plans for propping me up and prodding me on, since I haven’t been #motivated to do much, just trying to #focus on #work and being the #bestversionofme ❤️ all I can do is take it #onedayatatime and try and find the things I’m grateful for everyday. #doingthedamnthing #tryingtorepairthedamage #chazfabulous🎀💋🎀 #fitchick #futurefuneraldirector #futureembalmer #futuremortician #piercingprincess (at Strength Fitness and Nutrition)

[decedentt]

as i was walking, a hearse stopped at the red light next to me and the driver looked over and smiled. i've chosen to look at it as a sign that i've chosen the right career path

[ihateyoudad]

Much Excite

I seem to be validating my passions every day and I have never been so in love with myself and surprisingly, I haven't been taking many selfies either. I have been finding that what I have been surrounding myself with has just been a utterly beautiful lately. Twenty-one, seeing the world, and I feel like I have a real true sense of self. Every day I wake up excited that I'm one day closer to starting my career in the final expense Industry. One of my best friends in the world Daniel Lewis is starting his term at A&M University in Texas tomorrow. I am so proud of him. He is one of the smartest people I have ever known. We always get into deep conversations about the universe and how we think it may have started and how we think it might end. We often entertain the idea of me visiting Texas but lately I keep putting it off and putting it off. I feel so bad but i have had lots of reason behind most of my latest adventures. Daniel and I never had any romantic undertones. In fact, we both are in pretty serious relationships so it's strictly platonic so I don't want anyone getting that confused. -putting it into perspective our guardians are also friends. He's Dutch and I'm Norwegian so we also (non-pretentiously of course) talk all about our European heritage and our travels. Well traveled millennial as seem to be few and far between in my experience, so when I meet people like that I tend to hang on to them so we each get the luxury of living vicariously through each other in a way. He is yet another close friend of mine that supports my undertaking dreams in full throttle -which is of course great. But I find myself to be cut out for this career because 1. I am more excited than nervous about seeing a dead body (is that weird?) and 3. almost everyone who ACTUALLY knows me on a deeper level just isn't one bit surprised to hear me explain that's what I WANT to do. Everyone has an initial raise of the brows because it's not your average job field -but then again I'm not your average person. But to say that I've lost count of people who said "seems like your style" or "I think that's great!" Really says a lot. But then again I have had my funeral planned out in my head since my angsty pre-teen years. And I think I asked for a legal will when I was like, under 10 years old. So I'm pretty sure I'll be 'Post-Mortem Pissed' when I die and see what people do for my funeral. If: my book of tickets to every event I ever attended is present to view, as well as all my academic & beauty certifications,& my open casket is done right (hopefully I'll be semi young and pretty) I'll be wearing a deep blue dress that covers everywhere I have tattoos because they will no longer be on my body -as I would like them cut off and preserved in formaldehyde and presented at my wake. & every book I have written is on display and they put MY Spotify account on shuffle I will have had a perfect funeral... But I doubt anyone would let A Day to Remember blare from the Church... I hope they at least play it in my Hearse.

[mortuary-science]

First day of summer term looks. OBSESSED with this @nyxcosmetics Intense Butter Gloss in "Berry Strudel" #rainbow #makeup #pride #teal #nyxcosmetics #buttergloss #lipgloss #purplelips #purple #eyebrows #mortuaryscience #student #futuremortician #fotd #makeupoftheday