this is mostly not intersexism, just a little happy rant with some sad notes. I personally really love my mixed sex traits regardless of my doctors wanting to get rid of them. I know it's probably 'weird' that someone who claims to be genderfaer/trans-fem (in the non binary way, not trans woman) enjoys having facial hair and ambiguous genitalia but I really do like it. I love my body hair. I love that I had a mustache (boo on my doctors for giving a fucking 13 year old birth control because they had "too much" body hair, facial hair, and acne). I love that I have wide shoulders and really small breasts. I love that I have an androgynous voice. I love that people look at me and assume I'm trans but can't tell which way I lean. I know I look 'clocky' and like a 'transphobic caricature' but it's just what I look like and I love it. I love me. I love me regardless of the fact that most 'feminine' clothing looks "awkward" on me because of my proportions and sex traits. I love that damn near every inch of my body has some form of noticeable dark body hair. I lovey intersex body regardless of the fact that I've been forced to suppress some of my traits for my "own good" and I love embracing what mixed sex traits.
this is intersex joy!!
and please, anon, keep that love alive. it's so hard to be so openly loving of your body as you truly are and it's just so incredibly important to keep yourself healthy and happy. your love for yourself and your intersexuality is beautiful, and I'm so happy that you have it. it's the one thing that makes this blog so worth working on.
