#get better?

[alkaloidunderstander]

New ivy...oh Marcio Takara i have missed you so much

[sowhatnotcreative]

Hi, I saw your reply to my post about using the 'q' word. Just wanted to say thank you for speaking your mind. I disagree with what you've said but I appreciate your point of view. I hope this doesn't anger you or anything like that. I just wanted to thank you for your response and I hope you have a good day.

You are not the person who decides what is and isn't a slur for homosexuals. Homosexuals are. And many have spoken. You are not entitled to claim it back.

Your black friends can't give you a n-word pass and young straight/bisexual/gender havers or even homosexuals can't give you a q-word pass. Even if they do? You will still be using a slur. Against an opressed minority. Whom most likely don't want it. Congratulations I guess?

By all means though, have a good day.

[harpy-apparatus-moved]

why does everything have to get bad again

I thought I was doing better and that’s what I told myself a couple days ago

Why does this always happen

[himoon]

hm... so

how do i stop being terrible?

[msinevitable]

I give up.

[coratullofficial-blog]

Addie is starting to fall very ill. I have faith that the Lord will heal her.. but if not I'll have the best cakes around!

[brightcolourburst]

Reality check

I’m homeless. I’m jobless. I lost my place in university. I don’t have any money. Instead, I’ve got severe depression, BDD, panic disorder, social phobia and borderline personality disorder. And that means, I’m not even fit for working or studying. I need treatment, but for my therapy to begin I need a home. But, in order to find a home I need a job and a steady income. But, to get a job I need treatment first. And then I don’t have the money needed for both home and treatment to begin with. I don’t have anyone who could help. I asked my parents, who are the reason I’m in this situation in the first place (because when you try to kill yourself the first time when you’re only 11 years old, the responsibility actually lies on the shoulders of your parents), but they simply washed their hands out of all this. Not that I was expecting them to do anything else.

So seriously, what even is this life?

I can only look at my parents and wonder, why for fuck’s sake did they not use a condom when it was needed?!?

Obviously though, there’s no crying over spilt milk and I’m the responsible one now. Just, I really, really haven’t got a clue what to do.

So I just laugh.