Jul 24, 2025
The more we discover ourselves. The more different we become. And the harder it is to pretend to be all exactly the same person.
Fuck.
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The more we discover ourselves. The more different we become. And the harder it is to pretend to be all exactly the same person.
Fuck.
Well shit…
Sometimes I like having boobs and talk in a more femme voice… I wasn’t even sure if I was me me… but I guess…
Sometimes I am a woman or at least more woman adjacent?
I guess I’m genderfluid? Labels are stupid. Im always hot.
- Calliope
The hardest part.
Are there are days I can’t tell our voices apart.
I can’t tell which version of me I am.
But I’m still me.
So I suppose… it doesn’t matter really.
Calliope is nonbinary and the most masc of us. Electric yellow glowing steady and buzzing. Like neon reflected in a puddle. They’re a cyborg girlboy dyke.
I’m somewhere in between. I’m a girl, but not in a human way. A demi-girl I guess. I’m a mossy green. Verdant and comforting. But wild. A fae.
Delight is probably the most femme… she’s the one of us who actually likes us wearing dresses by and large. She feels like soft lilac, like a field of flowers, crackling with violet lightning.
Andromeda… she’s just a kid. Or what’s left of one after she’s torn herself apart. If anything, her gender is more ambiguous despite her she/her pronouns. She’s not human. She’s just claws and fangs. She glows dimly red in our mind.
Ugh emotions.
Why can’t you ever be simple.
And I swear being a living prism doesn’t help.
It was once pointed out to me by a mutual, that I ocilate heavily between extremely ace and extremely hypersexual codded behaviors.
Well… my two most prominent facets are an aroace bisexual and a nebularomantic hypersexual lesbian….
So I guess that answers that.
It sucks to both be the autistic mask. And also a facet in my own right.
It fucking sucks.
I just feel. Hollow. And angry. And yet I have to hold everything together. I have to hold us together. Or we’d never get shit done, or function, or take care of ourself.
I just wanna rip something apart.
AGH!!! FUCK!
Calliope being bisexual, and also being the former host…. Makes sense in the context of some thoughts we had as a teen lol.