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being sincere and vulnerable is a horrible experience, unfortunately I need to do it more often

#admitting that ive made a mistake?#oof #growing is hard #me #my life

Prayers please! I am feeling intense feelings of anger (and honestly probably hatred) at my boss, and intense annoyance at coworkers this last week.

I know by praying for kindness, I am going to be thrown into these situations, and dang is it hard! You cant help but be like

“Do I really have to love my neighbor?”

and God, Jesus and the Holy Spirit are all

#raz thoughts #raz is a christian #growing is hard #forgiving is hard #geez guys I'm am just so mad at her #prayer request

Open and honest communication is hard

#personal #rambles #my life #growing is hard

Hello Tumblr friends,

I’m not dead! This has been one hell of a year but I’m still here. Still kicking.

So recap, beginning of December, my partner of 15 years walks out, he’s done, he’s out.

February, saw me lose my roommate who had to move home for family, leaving me to try and manage a huge, awesome and pricy apartment on my own.

March, I nearly die in a highway accident with a transport truck, but instead I walk away with out a scratch and my car survived as well.

April/May, covid finally arrived in my part of the world and we are hit by community spread and go into full lock down. I caught covid 2 weeks before lock down, was lucky in the fact that I had no symptoms and I was religious about following guide lines and I didn’t spread it to a single person, even before I knew I had it.

But my closest irl friend, declared me selfish and evil for having contracted it, called the cops on me, trying to get me fined (she failed) and tried to sabotage my new roommate who hadn’t moved in yet. (Thank fuck, she failed). She attacked me when I was down, alone, terrified, and she attacked viciously. Another very close friend followed her lead and now they both do speak to me, for something I had no control over.

June, I decided fuck this being alone shit, I want to have some fun and I started dating. I know who my true friends are. The ones who will step up for me when I need them, like I step up for those I love.

I survived through it all. I did cut again, but it was only a little and just once. I didn’t kill myself even though I begged the powers for death to come. My new roommate moved in yesterday and now I have a chance to pay back the debt my partner left me.

If there’s a tough bitch awarded I think I deserve at least a nomination.

#personal therapy #growing is hard