headcanon questions for jalon:
[ 🕊️ ]ㅤ.ㅤwhen did they feel the safest ?
[ 🌧️ ]ㅤ.ㅤis there a pain they refuse to heal from ?
[ 🧩 ]ㅤ.ㅤwhat’s a truth about themselves they refuse to admit ?
//I'm going to use her DA verses for this
Safest: The last time she felt truly safe was when she was a little girl, before her magic manifested itself. She was well-loved by her family and cared for. There wasn't the threat of possession or Templars breathing down her neck. She was carefree and loving her simple life.
Pain: Losing her family to the plague. It's not something she'll ever get over, especially the loss of her brother. The pair were very close and, even though they were separated for many years with Jalon in the circle, there was still a special bond between them. Returning to the Mire as a Tranquil, however, seemed to break her family more than her being sent to the Circle. She will never forgive the Circle for doing that to her and her family. She didn't get to mourn them the way she would have wanted at their passing and their deaths were traumatizing because she was so disconnected from it at the time.
Denial: That she's technically an abomination. She knows she and Hope are bonded but she tells herself that's all they are. They're just friends sharing a body, nothing more and nothing less. If she were an abomination she would be rampaging, right? Wouldn't she be a twisted monster? She isn't, therefore, she can't possibly be one.