Lester didn't understand that Meg launched herself onto the Tarquin in order to save him (because this is Meg why would she— he doesn't really deserve it does he he is such a terrible friend and he is fine with himself dying) until he was told about it by Meg.
Meg who feels guilty that Lester is dying and she doesn't want to lose someone else who is important dear to her.
oh yeah and they hugged
and Meg cried
and Lester tried to reassure her that he is going to live despite not knowing if he will .
the way after having thrown dean to the ground, cas takes one last deep breath and exhales bracing himself for the empty is making me insane. a creature who doesn't need to breathe! takes one last breath before his inevitable death!!!!!!!! we keep arguing if cas should be an angel or a human in the end but he can never be either, not fully! because he is both. he is Cas.
Wrote some Rick and Morty angst and comfort having to due with Morty's trauma with Mr. Jellybean! This made me cry so I hope you enjoy it! :D
TW FOR SLIGHT SELF-LOATHING, WRITTEN DEPICTIONS OF PANIC ATTACKS, FLASHBACKS TO ATTEMPTED R**E, AND SLIGHT SELF-HARM UNDER THE CUT
Morty felt his palms sweat as he went to that damn world again. He looked around. He hated it. He hated seeing everyone mourn their "king" did they even know what kind of sick fuck he was? Why did Morty even let Rick drag him here? Why did he have to be a puppet? Why couldn't he just think for himself for once in his goddamn life? Rick was right. He really was just a piece of shit. He kept seeing Rick sneak glances in his direction. Did he really think Morty wouldn't notice? How stupid did he think Morty was? Rick said "You sure you're ok being here?" Morty crossed his arms "Will my answer matter either way? You won't care. You just need your human camouflage." Rick jolted "Jesus Morty, who pissed in your cheerios this morning?" Morty rolled his eyes "Just shut up Rick." And Rick did. He finally did something Morty wanted for the first time in his entire goddamn life. In the 6 years they've known each other, he only did something Morty wanted now. What an amazing grandpa. Morty scoffed, rolling his eyes.
Then Morty stopped in his tracks when he saw a statue of Mr. Jellybean. A million thoughts were running through his head. He breathed heavily and quickly started hyperventilating. Rick stopped, looked back at Morty, and quickly ran back to Morty, leaning down to his eye level as his voice softened "Morty?" Morty felt tears form. Rick reached his hand out "Morty are you ok...?" Rick's voice became drowned out. Tears started streaming down his cheeks, the flashbacks hitting him like a slap to the face as he muttered under his breath "N- no...no...no....no....no....no..." He remembered Mr. Jellybean slamming his head into the sink and saying "Stop fighting me! Just let this happen." His chest rose and fell as his heart was beating so fast, Morty thought it might explode. He roughly grabbed his hair. He couldn't stop remembering it. He remembered Mr. Jellybean shoving him onto the toilet "Stop being such a fucking tease you sweet little twat!" Morty started roughly pulling his hair, desperate to stop reliving it, he started muttering under his breath "Please...no....I-I don't...I don't want this....stop...please...."
He felt something touch his shoulders, then he heard a voice cut through "MORTY!" He remembered the way Mr. Jellybean messaged his shoulders and he pushed the person, roughly, to the ground "DON'T TOUCH ME!" He saw that he just pushed Rick to the ground.
Morty was hyperventilating, then his legs felt as heavy as lead, then he fell to the floor, shaking. "R-R-Rick I-I'm so sorry..I...I didn't mean t-to I-I just..." Rick said, "It's...it's fine Morty." Tears stung Morty's eyes as he hugged Rick tightly, crying into his chest. He hated the way that hugging Rick always calmed him down, even if it was just by a little. Ugh, why did he have to be so pathetic? He felt Rick's body tense up, as Rick awkwardly, but weirdly comfortingly stroked Morty's hair and patted his back. Morty kept hyperventilating, and Rick calmly said "Breathe Morty...take a deep breath." Morty took a deep breath, and after a few minutes, he wiped the tears from his eyes "I think I'm..." he took a shaky breath "I think I'm ok now..thanks Rick..." Rick smiled as he ruffled the boy's hair and kissed the top of his head, eliciting a giggle from the young boy. "Don't mention it, Morty, it's whatever, y'know I don't even need the materials from this dimension that bad, but you haven't eaten all day," Then Rick got up and stretched out his hand "How about we get some Shoney's pancakes?' Morty wiped some tears from his eyes and he sniffled as he took Rick's hand, then Rick helped him up "That...sounds nice..." Rick opened a portal and gestured towards it, Morty walked through it, Rick destroyed the statue of Mr. Jellybean, and followed Morty.
Alihan: I am not a guy who would come to your door and bring you flowers or read poems to you.
Also Alihan: prepares a romantic place, wants Zeynep to watch a romantic movie and buys beautiful daisies for her.
