Quick Helpol TransGuy Question
So I know that headcoverings can be used by men, both cis and trans, but I never see anything about it. Knowing this, I'm at a crossroads. There's a specific style of covering called the Tegidion where pretty much everything is covered, including most or even all of my face.
I like it because of the modesty, I really don't like showing off a lot of skin, but I also like it for sensory issues. I hate being stared at and I hate being perceived in much the same way that I wish I wasn't expected to talk when I really just need to have that non-verbal period. If I could just text or not be expected to talk all the time then I wouldn't speak at all. I like that it hides so much which would help with dysphoria but I'm worried it would invalidate my being trans.
I love that veiling in such a manner is used as devotion just as it is used for protection against miasma and agos.
I feel so out of place like I shouldn't want that if I were to transition but like I don't want to be seen as a woman. I'd feel like it would be liberating but also cause some dysphoria.
I know that veiling isn't exclusive to covering oneself. I know that it includes various other magical practices for protection.
Any tips on what to do here would be appreciated.