i feel stupid.
im angry with myself.
how could i let myself be vulnerable with someone yet again?
i knew better.
i know i dont want to get hurt like this anymore.
it never feels worth it in the end.
excerpt from a book i’ll never write #91
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i feel stupid.
im angry with myself.
how could i let myself be vulnerable with someone yet again?
i knew better.
i know i dont want to get hurt like this anymore.
it never feels worth it in the end.
excerpt from a book i’ll never write #91
"A winter war...in my heart." - Captain Tågetsson
A Cyberpunk, Science Fantasy, High school Love Drama.
i still think about you, i just don’t say it anymore.
(via @nycblues)
RIGHT
mad or sad?
i want to try
sad or mad?
i want to fight
mad
i got that
sad
it was a trap
~pusianewta
This conversation between me and my friend:
friend: I need your help about real life stuff
Me: how i can help?
Friend: me and my girlfriend are out of conversation lately, we've been doing this every summer, when we haven't seen each other for months, and you know what, you already know that i broke up with her in the past but she asks me for a second chance and promised that to herself to change her attitude, but im wondering why the fuck im the one having interest in our fucking relationship this stuff bother me alot.
Me: dude, life is short, people deserves second changes, and third changes, listen to your heart and not your stupid head says, I've told you thar i have lost 2 people that i loved in my hands before they die, all i mean is if your heart says give her a change, then give her one
I never had wings
but each day with you
felt like
I was flying
and since you left
each night without you
just feels like
I am dying
Falling in love and not being loved back is really a life sentence