#heydeguy

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11.06.2026—taken most of this week off, which has been very good for my mental health. rest is resistance folks!!

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virtual journal, 27/10

i’ve been consuming an increasing amount of tea, wearing cardigans and waking up to the sound of rain, which is to say: i’m experiencing autumn in seville and my heart is full 🌾

sometimes the realization of time passing gets overwhelming; usually in the meditation of a long-held yoga pose, when the nostalgia steadily hits and outside the sun is setting and i want to capture it all (the view, the sound of slow breathing, the longing for familiar touch)

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23.04.2026—been sleeping quite weirdly this week, but have managed to be very productive and make lots of progress on my current draft

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30.06.2026—literally so close to finishing this (hopefully final) draft 🥹

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09.06.2025—made it home to adelaide after 14 hours of driving 🚘 happy to be home 🏡

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01.08.2025—happy august (salt air….) to those who celebrate!! officially hit 15k, thank you all so much 💗💗

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01.04.2025—happy April!! still in a major depressive slump, not thriving. enjoy some old photos while i get out of whatever this is

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27.02.2025—almost the end of February!! that went so much faster than January. still feeling very unmotivated and tired 😪