Your lower legs burned as the pace of your steps increased- there was not much longer to HiMERU's private resting room. Despite the curtains being open and the lights of the stage still shining brightly, HiMERU would not be on the stage until the next segment. With the drum of the force of your feet hitting your knees, your hand wrapped around the round doorknob. It was locked.
"HiMERU? Are you there?" you knocked on the door, catching your breath. You knocked again, twice.
You felt the click of the door unlocking, and you stepped back as it opened towards you. As you stepped into the room, you set your sights on the unusually-appealing couch in the middle of the room- your legs begged for it. He quickly joined you as he closed the door, offering his arm around your shoulder. Who were you to decline?
He rested his head atop yours, and cool sweat dripped into your hair. His breaths almost matched yours, despite you having just ran. Even if he had more rest than you, the sun beat down with no clouds- almost everyone on the stage should have consumed more than a full water bottle since they left the stage.
"Nothing to say to me?" you wiped away a bit of the sweat.
"Can you stay here for a bit?" his eyes stayed closed. "Mhm."
He pushed his fingers against yours, then his palm. His tiredness was contagious; you let his fingers move as he pleased. He rubbed his thumb on the side of yours, breathing steadily and humming a beat you hadn't heard before.
hellohello 😋😋 can i request for matching scarf and gingerbread house for himeru (enstars) for the christmas event? thank youu~
a/n: hehe (´∩｡• ᵕ •｡∩`)
[ HiMERU x reader ]
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"ew," the blue haired kid sitting across you spat as his hand swats over your lap in a messy hurried motion, dusting off any evidence of the cookie you just had.
you can't help but get angry.
"stop that," catching his wrist in your hand, despite being young, he always had this sense of responsibility.
"you're worse than my younger brother, when it comes to messiness." he smiles, oh how you hated his face.
"hey-" his hand comes flying over your collar, folding and straightening it. you frown, he didn't greet you! but his focused expression was always something cute.
"you're always messy," he flicks your forehead.
"HiMERU doesn't like that," you catch his wrist, sliding your hands to his as you flash him a smile.
"but you do, you always do that," he looks at you.
"tidy me up," he huffs playfully so.
"did you run out of the office to meet HiMERU?" you laugh.
of course you did, he knows it well. you'd come running even if your laces were untied, even if you trip and your knees were bleeding, you'd still run to him.
"well you called, who am I to say no?" he sighs, things never changed since childhood.
"HiMERU called to take you home, our home."
taking your work bag in his other shoulder, he holds you by the hand, his now larger hand than when he was smaller, wraps over yours nicely like a glove. he listens lovingly to your complaints and stories of your day as you do the same. prompting him to speak more like when you were kids. you were always the yapper and he was the listener.
"ah, I'm so glad to be home!" kicking your shoes off, you throw yourself at the couch, HiMERU would arrange your shoes properly.
you sat up after a minute of silence, patting on the couch loudly.
"come here," he obliged, sitting next to you, his shoulder bumps onto yours as you lean your head.
"I saw the announcement."
"announcement?"
"congratulations," you flash him a smile, wrapping your arms on his.
"you've worked hard as an idol, now you're going on tour with the others. don't forget to call," he ruffles your hair, just like when you were kids, he'd ruffle your hair when you're upset.
"I know you hate us being apart, it'll only be a week. I'll come to you once the airplane gets down," you laugh, he can't help but shush you up with his lips.
hello!! can i req for himeru x childhood friend reader? thank you if you do this req 🗣🗣
- 💙 anon
guess who got his fs2 in one ten pull... THAT'S RIGHT ME HAPPY HIMERU DAY Y'ALL!!! <333
ALSO POSSIBLE SPOILERS FOR HIMERU'S BACKSTORY!!!
(reader is gn! reader)
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being HiMERU's childhood friend includes...
let's say the two of you were under the care of the Priest after he ran away from home.
given that you're the only one around him at his age, it's pretty natural that you become friends and bond fairly well.
he trusts you a lot and often talks about his mother very fondly. you don't really pry why he's with the Priest when he was so happy with his mother and just assume his father had something to do with it when he never talks about the man
thus, growing up together allows the two of you to share a lot of your interests, so the actual himeru (not kaname) either has interests that is very closely aligned with yours or straight up shares them with you.
when he's told about kaname, he wastes zero time telling you about kaname and how excited he is to be an older brother, even though he literally didn't know about him like five minutes ago.
when himeru starts to help kaname to regain his honor student status, he does come off controlling and rather manipulative, which you clock and point out he probably shouldn't be like that
and obviously, we often see himeru being stubborn in the game, so he pretends he doesn't know what you're talking about.
at this time, no one knows about the gravity of his actions, so the two of you think he's just ragebaiting you like usual and move on with your day.
you actually go with him to reimei, both to finally meet kaname and help himeru in the long run.
of course, this inevitably leads to himeru's current situation, where kaname is comatose and unable to do any idol activites, so the boy you grew up with goes and turns into his brother.
when himeru picks up the "himeru" mantle, you have slightly mixed feelings about what's happening
this is also around the time he starts being secretive with you because the "original" himeru wasn't close with you at all, and he can't go around acting buddy-buddy with you anymore.
which really hurts because this is your childhood and only best friend, and suddenly he treats you like a stranger with little to no warning.
the two of you continue your studies in reimei and also work at ES, but everytime you work together, people can sense an awkward atmosphere that neither of you are sure how to explain.
rinne pokes fun at himeru for having a crush on you, which he denies and claims he doesn't know you at all, and there's nothing attractive about you to him
a blatant lie because he's been crushing on you since middle school-
of course, ibara, being both himeru's cousin and someone who knows the actual relationship between the two of you, watches from afar most of the time
there are times when he has to step in, such as when himeru says you're unfavorable to him, no matter your talents as a producer, and ibara has to go "she's at cospro bc she's a very competent and good producer cough cough"
you and ibara kind of bond over those little moments, giving each other side eyes because neither of you are sure if this is really himeru saying this or just an act.
genuinely, himeru thinks he's giving you accurate signals to back off from the "himeru" image and not interfere too much, but it all translate into "i don't give two flying fucks about you" to everyone else that's not him.
himeru vs healthy communication, but he loses so bad he thinks he won
it's not until kohaku clocks him during ephemeral story like "bro i think you're a bit of an ass to this one producer that's always trying to help us and cover for us even though crazy:b is probably every producer's nightmare"
and honestly, everyone thought the two of you would get along great and act as parents to crazy:b's general craziness, but instead y'all act like y'all got divorced on the worst terms possible.
and himeru doesn't EVEN KNOW how it looks to everyone else when he's acting up like this
so when kohaku is fed up and tells him he's an ass for treating you like you're so far beneath him when you're literally just existing and trying your best to deal with this headache of a unit, himeru has a eureka moment
it's not even eureka, it's literally "omg i'm an asshole" moment
so when crazy:b is going to the hospital to check on kohaku, he takes you with him, and everyone who sees him ask you to escort him literally starts praying for your safety and wellbeing
instead of being a normal ahh idol, himeru is unfortunately infamous in the office for being a douchebag when you're around
so when the two of you are alone in the hospital in kaname's room, he tries to talk to you about his actions, and you, rightfully so, slap him.
it's out of love and also he... kind of deserves it
like yeah, not getting his cover blown is important and you're well aware of that, but also he didn't need to be an asshole over it
he LITERALLY has a whole other phone with YOUR NUMBER on it, which he can USE to TEXT YOU
he uses negative brain cells when it comes to you and expects you to know what the helly he's doing
news flash: you're not psychic and can't read his damn mind
he doesn't even try to say anything when you go on about how rude he is to you for the past year, when all you did was do nothing but try to help him and his unit
i mean he can't say anything to defend himself because if it got so bad to the point kohaku had to clock him, he knows he deserves the lecture
when you ask if you ever did anything wrong, or even why he's treating you like your friendship meant nothing, he assures you that's not what he meant to do
as gently and comfortingly as possible, he explains that he wasn't trying to hurt you, he was paranoid about getting his cover blown and was trying to warn you about it
to which you look at him like, "you have a separate phone with my number on it. you couldn't have told me any other way?"
he can't defend himself when you ask him that, nor when you smack his head for being an s tier idiot
so himeru, in a moment of panic thinking he's going to lose the one and only person he actually considers his friend, blurts out that the feelings that's been marinating for 500 years
and then he has the audacity to be shocked when you tear up and smack him again, saying that his words hurt even more bc you felt the same, and then you had to spend a whole year wondering if he was even worth pursuing
mind you, the two of you are tearing up and himeru is just a ball of apologies and sitting there pouting at kaname's bed side.
when you go and sit next to him, he opens his arms to you for a hug and you stare at him like he grew another head
you still hug him back tho
and in the heat of the moment, he presses a kiss to your head and apologizes for hurting you time and time again over his own selfishness.
because between losing you and giving himself some wiggle room in the "himeru" image, he'd rather break character once in a while to keep you with him
after that, though, he does soften up to you a lot to the point it gave people whiplash
ibara is literally doing math equations in his head because how do the two of you go from looking like one-sided hate to almost fawning over each other in a day????
you have to sit him down and tell him what happened bc himeru ain't saying shit
he poured all his honesty into his talk with you and isn't willing to spill the tea with other people
ibara is, for understandable reasons, stressed about the fact you're now dating, but allows it as long as you two keep it under wraps.
you ensure that's not a problem because the one you're dating isn't himeru, but rather ■■.
(just realizing how long this turned out holy hell)
anyway, your relationship with himeru in public is a lot friendlier than before, and people start assuming you guys talked it out after three million years and doesn't question it
in private, however, he's a menace
a very grabby, touch-starved, kiss-starved, literally-everything-starved monster that likes to ragebait you like he did when you guys were young
in the comfort of your apartment, he's ■■ and thus gave himself full permission to be the most loving yet annoying boyfriend ever.
for reference, let's use the megaknighting trend on tiktok
usually it's the girlfriend doing the megaknighting, but not here
■■ launches himself full force at you the moment he closes that apartment door.
obviously he does it so you don't get hurt, but also he enjoys your reactions slowly go from terrified to just lounging on the couch accepting your fate.
he also has cuteness aggression and will bite you, then proceed to blame you
good luck with the amount of boy math he does because you'll need it.
hi user narupilled !! :D first request ever im nervous but i have himeru in the brain. i would love a cute lil short story about himeru and fem reader having a baking date at home and then they share the baked sweets with some coffee tgt !!
i love him so bad help
“ baked with love “
૮₍ ˃ ⤙ ˂ ₎ა Pairings : HiMERU / F!Reader
𐙚 Warnings : none … just very fluffy ^_^
𐙚 You and your boyfriend HiMERU have a sweet baking date!!! (⌒▽⌒)☆
Baking with your sweet tooth boyfriend was… difficult, to say the least.
…Especially when said boyfriend kept “taste-testing” every other ingredient.
“HiMERU must ensure the chocolate chips are of adequate quality,” he said, plucking another one from the bowl and popping it into his mouth with a look of faux seriousness. “The integrity of the recipe depends on it.”
“…I think you’ve quality checked the entire bag at this point…” you deadpanned, swatting his hand away as he reached for ‘his last one’.
He only smiled, unbothered and everything. “It is a sacrifice HiMERU will gladly make for each cookie to be baked with love.”
You only rolled your eyes, though your heart wasn’t in it. Truth be told, it was quite endearing. Watching him in his apron, sleeves rolled up, with a little bit of flour dusting his cheek. You wonder how he manages to look so elegant, even while he popped another chocolate chip into his mouth.
“The batter isn’t fully mixed yet. Shouldn’t you be finishing that?” You reminded, nudging the bowl towards him.
“HiMERU just can’t stop eating this chocolate… it’s as sweet as you, darling.”
You stopped fixing the oven just to stare at him, “That doesn’t even make sense..?!”
“Neither does how beautiful you look when you’re frustrated, dear.” He dramatically sighed, finally picking up the whisk again. “Truly, a muse in motion.”
Despite yourself, you couldn’t help but laugh. Baking with HiMERU was confusing, messy, and very sweet — just like him.
Later, after you finally somehow managed to bake a dozen cookies and clean up (mostly), the two of you were now curled up on the couch, a plate of warm, freshly baked sweets between you, and two mugs of coffee sitting on the table.
Himeru took a bite, then tilted his head, feigning thoughtfulness. “Aha, this one tastes like success~” he declared, now nudging a cookie toward you. “Or perhaps… love?”
You smiled, leaning into his side. “Atleast this batch actually made it into the oven before you ate everything…”
He chuckled, grabbing his coffee and sipping it, “HiMERU considers this a victory.”
And you did too! There was just nothing better than having a sweet, sugary baking date with the boy who always found new ways to make your heart rise ♡
Author’s Note: HELPM SORRY FOR NOT POSTING UHJMM.. ill get alot out today hopefully… huhu… anyways. Himeru kinda scares me… those piercing yellow eyes got me sweating. Its ok though hes cute…maybe…
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anon requested: hello! not new to your blog but very new to requesting. i was wondering if its okay to ask something for maybe yandere himeru.. afab and something smutty. like he saw someone getting spoiled by someone else at a store and becomes sorta jealous so he needs to let her now shes his!! hhhh im sorry if its a bit too general or vague!! please and thank you!
Im so sorry that this so short! But I had really a hard time trying to write for Himeru, he's such a hard character to write for! I'm not sure if i nailed this because i tried to write more about himeru as a person and not the idol, if that makes sense lmao also hi enstars fandom its been so long
Himeru never claimed to be your boyfriend, or one of your close friends. He was just there in your life, often working together but nothing much. Yet he couldn't help but have a growing obsession about you, and he always wonders why. Why is he so obsessed with you? Why he can’t help himself but to get closer to you, until he can finally call himself a close friend? Maybe it's better not to know.
Oh, but he knows what hes feeling when he sees the cashier clearly flirting with you. Jealousy. Hatred. Anger. Oh if he hates it, how they are flirting so shamelessly with you while he’s just right there, behind you sending dead glares to the cashier.
“I’m sorry but me and my girlfriend have to go” he finally says after a while, taking your hand in his. “Goodbye” he adds before he tugs you away with unnecessary force, making you gasp in surprise.
“Himeru there was no need to act like that!”
He sighs, you always have been too sweet and naive for your own good. He hated it. Having you being so nice and kind towards everyone even if they didn't deserve it, and he just had to stay there and watch over it. He was tired of it. He wanted to be your everything, your boyfriend.
So he kissed you. Hard. Teeth crashing sort of kiss, so rough so desperate so needy. And your lips feel so soft on his, like they were made for him to kiss. They feel so right and hes so glad that, after your initial surprise, you reciprocate the kiss. He licks your lips with his tongue, asking for entrance, and when you do open your mouth he so eagerly licks and sucks your tongue.
Himeru's hands go to your hips, pushing you against the wall to have a more private moment between you two. His hand that was once in your hips go lower and lower until it was on your ass, groping it to make you moan into the kiss.
“N, no Himeru... I’m not sure if...” you mutter, separating from the kiss with still a bit of saliva connecting you two. You couldn’t help but feel so little in Himeru's hands, so fragile. He just kissed you so suddenly does he want to take this stuff even further?
“Its okay baby, I promise I won’t do anything bad or hurt you,” he says, groping your ass and kissing your neck. “I just wanna feel you a bit, won’t do anything extreme I promise”
His hand goes from your ass to your cunt, slowly teasing your clit with his fingers smirking when he notices you gasping and a little moan comes from your mouth. He continues his motions before his hands go inside of your clothes, inside your panties.
“You are so wet,” he notices, his fingers already dripping with your juices. You were so wet it's so easy for him to push one finger in, fingering you slowly. “See? I don’t wanna hurt you, I promise it's gonna feel even better...”
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Warnings: vaginal sex, fingering, over stimulation, vanilla sex, kinda gentle sex, crying, soft dom HiMERU(sorta), unprotected sex
A/N: This is my longest fic yet! I've spent around 7 hours working on this over the course of three days I think? This based on a cyberpunk AU I came up with randomly one day and I was thinking of turning it into a series, and this would be the first part, hence the name, I'm so smart when naming things. I would also like to add reader uses GN pronouns and the smut doesn't start till the end, everything before that is explaining the AU and how you got in the position you're in.
Word Count: 6.4k
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Flattening yourself against the wall of the building, listening intently to see if any conversation could be heard. When none was, your body relaxes automatically, before tensing back up. Just because no sound could be heard didn't mean no one was there. Hunters and cyber psychos weren't idiotic enough to go around blundering, announcing their presence at every turn.
No, they'd be lying in wait, waiting for prey to come stupidly along for them to sweep up. Yet, none of them should care if they notice you, you're just a regular civilian. Well, a civilian who’s trying to sneak into a convenience store and steal snacks. You had thought rationing would have kept your stocks up for at least two more days, but it seemed your calculations were off. Which is why you were out like that idiotic prey, just waiting to be snatched up.
You could have waited until morning, the cyber psychos were barely out then, same with the hunters. Yet your hunger couldn't be held off, you needed something, just a pack of cookies and soda would work until daylight. So here you were, running across the neon lit street to the closest convenience store you could find. Once reaching the place, yanking open the door, immediately putting on a calm manner as you walk in. The cashier doesn't look up at you, in fact he barely acknowledges your existence, too focused on the magazine he's pushed up in his face.
The magazine had a blonde haired woman in some suggestive outfit winking on the cover, rolling your eyes and ignoring him. This type of stuff wasn't uncommon now with how the city was. Years ago technology reached an all time high. AI was booming, microchips could be implemented in your brain, and, of course, high tech weapons were made. It didn't take long for a corporation, the Tenshouin Empire, to use those weapons and take control of the government. They used their new found power to create a type of metropolis. Demolishing smaller apartments and offices to create huge buildings, reaching high in the sky. Of course everywhere outside the metropolis fell into poverty from this.
Except a year later the Tenshouin Empire realized the place outside was poor and destroyed most of the buildings, replacing them with bigger and better ones at least. You lived in one now, the apartment wasn't bad if you were being honest, the view was breathtaking, especially at night. The city was neon, TV screens mounted on the tops of buildings lighting everything up. You loved it, that was one of the only great things that came from this new era.
The inside of your apartment was big, holding a living room, kitchen, bedroom, and bathroom. A floor to ceiling window spanned the length of the living room and that's where you spent most of your time. The rent's cheap which is a bonus, high tech things were cheap nowadays, another benefit of the era. But of course cheap rent and a beautiful view didn't take away from the fact you lived in a poverty stricken area. Junkies would line the streets, sex addicts would too, either fucking someone they found or in a vr world, playing some C rated porn game.
Your neighbor's weren't the best either, thin walls allowed you to hear when people screamed from some illegal acts or the creaking of beds when they were doing something else. Which was quite often, but you could block out the noise, with your own games. Vr is a savior in this world. Flashing back to reality when you held both things you had come for in your hands, swiping some candy too. You stand by the exit to the convenience store, waiting to see if the cashier would look up from what he was doing. You couldn't even see his face, only hearing pants coming from him and deciding you could just walk out, no consequences would come of it.
As you walk out of the little store, stepping back into the night, you wonder why this store had not been destroyed. Most of them this small had been, and it amazed you how it had managed to survive. You think about the luck you had had, either because the cashier was too engrossed in the magazine, or simply because he didn't care. Even if he had come after you, you could've outran him, not the first time you've done something like that. Stealing is how you make a living after all, going onto trains or sneaking into the metropolis and pickpocketing anyone you could. You used the money to pay your apartments rent and the rest to buy games or whatever else you wanted.
You had been surprisingly lucky tonight much to your relief, making it to the store and now back to your apartment, with candy too. As you thought that the building you were walking beside shook and blew up. There was no warning, no telling who did it, all you knew was that one second you were on the ground, the next flying through the air, your food was gone. Your last thought before the waves of darkness take over is I hope death treats me well.
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Dark fuzzy blue light is the first thing that hits your eyes when you open them. Then the throbbing pain begins, it's in your back, legs, head, anywhere on your body from the feeling. Your vision is blurry and a dark green blob appears above you, saying something you can just about make out from the ringing in your ears. "Ngaah! Oshi-san they're awake!" Oshi-san? Who the hell? You try to say something but your tongue feels heavy in your mouth. At least your vision is starting to come back into focus, the ringing in your ears slowly silencing.
"Kagehira quiet!" The dark green blob disappears from your sight, instead being replaced by a light pink one, leaning in close to your face. As your vision returns to normal you make out short light pink hair and purple eyes on the new person. He stares at you with a sneer, a disgusted look on his face. "Looks like you're awake dear, I don't understand why HiMERU dragged you back and demanded we heal you. But, I haven't seen him this concerned about anyone since Kaname." Kaname? The name doesn't sound familiar, but nothing here looks familiar either. The pink haired man leaves your sight, mumbling unintelligible words under his breath.
Your hearing comes back ever so slowly as the minutes pass, along with your sight. The pink haired man comes back around 10 minutes later with a plastic cup. You can finally see and hear clearly this time, but the aching pain only gets worse. "You need to drink this, it'll ease your pain, but you have to sit up first. I will not have you spilling it on anything. Kagehira, help them up." The pink haired guy, which you found quite rude, sets down the drink and moves away, the dark green haired man taking his place, who you assume is Kagehira. "This is gonna hurt, I won't lie to ya. But ya have to deal with it, drinking this will make the pain leave just like Teach said."
He grips you under the arms, yanking you into a sitting position. The pain is excruciating when he pulls you up, your head rolls back and you see more of the room you're in. It looks like a medical office, except there are screens everywhere, some showing what look to be vital signs, others you don't even know. Before you can get a closer look the dark haired man forces your head forwards, shoving the drink in your face. He pulls your mouth open, pouring the liquid in, it doesn't taste great but it's not horrible. Your useless tongue lolls around in your mouth, causing some of the drink to spill out onto the bed you're laying on.
"Ngaa, damnit, you're spillin it! Didn't you hear Oshi-san? He said not to get anything dirty!" Kagehira attempts to get the rest of the liquid in you, still spilling some. When he's finally done, he lets you drop back down. "You should feel better in a few seconds." He turns and leaves your line of sight. He was not lying, within a few minutes the pain in your body has almost completely disappeared and your tongue feels as if it can move again. When you're sure you can move without difficulty you push yourself up and swing your legs over the side of the bed.
You can clearly see the two who have been taking care of you, the dark blue light of the room Illuminating off of them. You realize then, they aren't regular humans. They have a wire hanging from the nape of their necks, indicating their hackers. Hackers aren't civilians, they work for either the cyber psychos or the government. Hackers were terrifying since they could hijack other hackers' brains, they could also break into heavily secured official online documents. They could upload their consciousness to cyberspace.
Another thing you notice about them is that they aren't normal, even for hacker standards. Kagehira, you realize, has two different colored eyes, one blue and the other yellow. His yellow eye though, seems to have some type of code written on it, a fake eye. You had no idea what that really did but it was probably dangerous, he could get any data he wanted when he looked at you is what you thought. Along with the eye mod, he had a weaponized hand from what you could see. Kagehira's whole hand was a mechanical gray, some bright green wires connecting the hand to the area just before his wrist. You didn't want to stare too long at it, lest he notices and starts thinking you're a threat, some secret government spy. He luckily didn't seem to either see or care, too busy studying some blue holographic information graph he's made in front of him.
The other hacker, Oshi-san, as Kagehira called him, looked relatively normal. The only thing which separates him from being another civilian is the wire hanging from his neck. His outfit, too, makes him stand out. It looked like one of the highly exclusive outfits showcased on billboards, something you could never afford. It's a deep wine rich red, with some black overlaying it. Not a common hacker or cyber psycho outfit, they usually prefered practicality over style. On closer inspection, the utility belt he had on held a pair of scissors, some medical tools, and bombs? You couldn't quite tell nor would you ask, you wanted to thank these strange men and leave, head back to your apartment and rest.
However that wasn't going to be happening because when Oshi-san looked up, still with that sneer, he wanted you out. "Kagehira, lead HiMERU's guest out of the medical bay, and to Main, where the others are. I need to clean up." And with a nod Kagehira hurriedly appears beside you, one mechanical hand on your shoulder leading you out of the room. You notice then, that both of his hands are mechanical, not just one. He doesn't say anything as he pushes you out the door, and you don't dare attempt to look around. Kagehira was stronger than he looked, you could tell he wasn't using much of his strength to push you along. Attempting to run had crossed your mind but from what you hear about cyber psychos, you would be dead before you took four steps.
The walk towards wherever he was taking you seemed forever, at least to you. The whole place seemed bathed in that deep blue. Eventually the hall opened up into a wide space. The first thing you noticed was the gigantic floor to ceiling window, spanning the whole length of the wall. It made the one in your apartment seem tiny. It was still night from what you could tell, except you weren't in the poverty ridden area anymore, or maybe you were, just in one of the expensive penthouses only shitty government officials owned.
Which couldn't be if you thought about it, you were with cyber psychos, the governments enemies. But perhaps they had government official spies, it wouldn't be surprising. That was most likely the correct answer. It would be even more surprising if you had managed to make it into the Tenshouin Metropolis. Cyber psychos can barely make it out alive in there. The view was still phenomenal from the window wherever you were.
You think it's safe enough to look around the new area without consequences. From what you can see while Kagehira’s still pushing you in. The next thing to captivate your attention is how richly decorated it is. There seems to be a bar to the right, a pinkish purple glow coming from it. Giant TV screens span the wall on the left, showing nothing. Some plants lay around as decoration. There's a big three staired area dipping down in the middle of the room. Inside there's a giant round glass table, surrounded by a large couch. You spot the people next, there's around four of them, all talking to each other on the couch.
None of them notice your approach, Kagehira keeping silent as he guides you along. You stayed quiet too, afraid any noise would have one of them shooting at you. Once you reach the stairs dipping down, that's when their attention turns to you. There were all men, only one of them with visible modifications.
The first man, grey hair pulled back in a ponytail, bright blue eyes, stares at you with confusion. He holds a pack of chips in one of his hands, the other paused midway to his mouth. The second man, a few inches away, has light blue hair down to his neck, golden eyes filled with concern. The black jacket he's wearing hangs loosely off his arms, which sit folded in his lap.
The third man has the modifications. He sits on the opposite end of the couch, arms outstretched and legs spread wide, showing off more than you'd like in some black cargo pants. His arms are mechanical, bright red wiring traces up them, showing off in patterns, it was an intricate but beautiful design. His vermillion hair is spiked up at the ends, a black headband ensuring they don't fall down. He also has blue eyes, except these are filled with amusement, a proud smirk lines his face.
The fourth and final man, well, he looks like a teen, has light pink hair. His lavender eyes gaze at you with curiosity. This boy's a hacker from the looks of it, a wire hanging down from the base of his neck. Kagehira pushes you into the circle, causing you to stumble on the steps a little, the light blue haired man makes a move as if to catch you if you had fallen but quickly stops. Standing awkwardly in the circle, wondering what was to happen. None of them said anything and you wondered briefly if one of these men was the so-called "HiMERU" as Oshi-san had said.
It didn't take long before the red headed one started speaking, "Gyahaha, Oi, MeruMeru what did you drag in? Some whore you picked up on the street?"
"HiMERU would like you to shut it." You remember then, HiMERU, you've seen him broadcasted on the government's wanted list. He's a dangerous psycho, in danger of going into manic mode if Tenshonin's claims were accurate. The other men's appearances clicked then too. The grey haired one was Niki Shiina, one of the assassin's of the psychos, also in danger of going manic. The red headed one, Rinne Amagi, the worst of them all, a reward of 5 billion was offered for any information about his whereabouts, and now you know. They wouldn't let you go, you had seen them and their hiding place, they must have a use for you since you're still alive. The last one, the boy you recognized as the famous hacker Kohaku Oukawa. He was known as one of the best, able to combat the head of cyber security of the government. Not much information was known about him, but it was said he had no technological modifications.
Kagehira speaks up from behind you. "Uh, Oshi-san said they have some bruising on their chest and back. I don't know what ya wanted them for but I thought I should tell ya. We gave them some medicine but it can't fully take away there pain." If anything, the looks from the men in front of you only got more excited at the prospect that you were injured and could feel pain. HiMERU's the first to speak up, "HiMERU is sorry he blasted that building. But he couldn't help it, he was being followed by the government. So HiMERU brought you here to have our doctors medicate you."
That relatively explained why you were here, but also didn't. Cyber psychos weren't known for their generosity or mercy, and by the looks of the others around him, they thought that wasn't a good enough reason to bring some random person into their hideout. "Wait wait HiMERU, you brought some regular civilian to our headquarters because you almost killed them? When did you ever care about that?" Niki's the one who spoke up, already pulling out another chip from the bag, before he can respond Kohaku cuts in. "Yea, don't we have to kill them now anyways? They can't leave now since they know where we're located."
That thought had already crossed your mind. You knew Kohaku was right, and you assumed they had some job for you. You hadn't thought one of them would save you because he felt guilty. "Really MeruMeru? You saved some random person? You never cared about leaving them to die before, what's so different about this one? You wanna hook up with them or something?" Rinne looks as if this is one of the most amusing conversations he's had, eyebrows quirked up, smugly grinning at HiMERU. "No, HiMERU had not planned on that, he does not know why but HiMERU feels some kind of attraction to them. He wishes for them to stay by his side."
You're sure the face you made is one of even more confusion then the expressions on the other cyber psychos, even Mika let out a confused "Huh?" from behind you. "Woah, that's new. I never thought you'd want a companion, Niki and me not enough to satisfy your needs, oh how rude you are HimeRunRun!" Rinne makes an upset sort of face before bursting out in raucous laughter. HiMERU glares at Rinne, one of his hands starting to twist at his wrist. Niki, finished with his chips, puts a hand on HiMERU's shoulder and he stops, hands once again falling limp.
His gaze turns back towards you, eyes only showing pity. "HiMERU is sorry he put you in this situation, he hopes you can understand. However, if you choose to accept HiMERU's companionship, he can offer you protection, you would not meet death." All you wanted to do was go home and play a game, lose yourself in a fictional world and forget about this one. But you knew you could only accept HiMERU's offer or die. Neither option appealed to you but you did enjoy your life, and maybe dating a cyber psycho wouldn't be too bad, it would definitely be interesting.
Your suspicions were confirmed when Kohaku piped up "Yea, if you don't accept HiMERU we'd have to kill you, but we could make it painless, we have the technology." You didn't want to die, you enjoyed your life in the city however shitty it may be. Living with cyber psychos would be interesting, they were always doing something illegal and performing acts against the government, but it would make your life less dull. This wasn't something you particularly wanted but you couldn't deny the thrill of excitement you feel at this new opportunity.
"Yea, sure I'll accept his offer. I can't do anything anyways, and it seems exciting." They all look at you with stunned expressions, HiMERU's is the first to change, a smile makes its way to his face. You hadn't known cyber psychos could smile. "You must be one dumb bitch to accept that offer! Or maybe you're just the same as those junkies out there, crazed and delusional! Oh how interesting, I can't wait to see how long you last with us." From the corner of your eye you could see Niki nodding his head in agreement at Rinne's words. HiMERU doesn't acknowledge Rinne, the only sign he heard it was a small twitch of his eye.
He makes a motion with his hands which looks as if he's beckoning you towards him. You're hesitant, fear hitting you full blast now, the deal having been made. You had agreed to stay with the cyber psychos, the most wanted criminals too. What were you thinking? You wouldn't last long no doubt, bound to be killed by a hunter sooner or later. Wallowing in your own self pity at your situation, you felt a hand shove you squarely in the middle of your shoulder blades, a sharp spike of pain from where he touched you.
"Ya gotta listen when HiMERU tells ya something, ya don't have any power here." Kagehira's voice sounds behind you as you stumble and fall, HiMERU catching you. He hugs you close to him, his hands pressing into unseen bruises and making you wince, you don't scream out, afraid it would anger them. Rinne speaks up again, making everything worse, "You gotta tell me after he's used you, was he any good? Whenever he's with Niki and me he's a slutty bottom, begging for our cum in ten minutes."
HiMERU presses you closer, almost crushing you with how hard he's hugging you. Niki looks uncomfortable from what you could see, eyes downcast at his empty chip bag. Kohaku doesn't seem to be paying any more attention to what's happening, engrossed in whatever he's playing on his holographic screen. Mika isn't looking at you either, gaze set towards the window, staring out into the night life. You wished you back out there, walking freely through the vibrant city, listening to the world as it falls apart around you.
Rinne doesn't quiet, his words only rising in volume, his laughter worsening with every sentence he manages out, "Oh also, be careful. Our little MeruMeru is infertile so you can have all the fun you want. I would love to learn how long it takes before you get all fucked out, begging for him to stop because it's too much!" HiMERU doesn't say anything, you're too scared to. So when that disgusted voice screams out "Be quiet you uneducated bastard! How dare you speak of such vile actions while in my presence! I should throw you out on the street and let the hunters take you away!"
"Oshi-san!" Kagehira's attention is immediately drawn to the man who had just appeared, he scrambles towards him, slipping on a rug. "Non Kagehira! You must be graceful, be careful not to trip." Kagehira nods as he takes his place beside Oshi-san, carefully standing up straight and staring down at you. "Itsuki, that stick up your ass hasn't come down any? I'm just joking."
You know Rinne must have said something that would start a fight based on the way Kohaku flinched and got up, walking out of the room towards the purple illuminated bar, Niki followed after Kohaku. Kagehira doesn't move, only narrowing his eyes down at Rinne. "HiMERU thinks he should leave now, come with HiMERU, he will take you to his room." Having no choice but to agree, you nod your head, his arms slip off of you and the sharp pain you felt under his hold slowly dulls down. He motions for you to follow him.
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HiMERU leads you to a room on another floor of the penthouse you’re in. You think it’s on the 88th floor but you’re not exactly sure, too tired from what had transpired already. The ride up to HiMERU’s room is awkward in your opinion. He stays quiet the whole time, golden eyes eyeing you every few moments, for what reason you can’t be sure. He pulls up a holographic map like the ones the others had, except his showcases something different, a long document by the looks of it.
You don’t ask about it, knowing better than that, it was probably some official top secret government document no normal civilian should see. The elevator ride is long, you’ve been in here for what feels like five minutes, and it still shows no sign of stopping. You take this moment to fully admire the cyber psycho who saved you, and also the one who took an unusual interest in you.
He still wears his black jacket, he has it hanging loosely on his arms, showing some of his pale skin from where it doesn’t cover. The shirt he’s wearing is body fit, sleeveless, showing off his lean build, for a cyber psycho he’s actually pretty skinny, when you thought of them you thought of muscular men, not this lean man. He wears baggy pants, all the more accentuating his skinny frame. His pants are utility, in dark blue. Some black lines run across the side. His pants also have a type of belt across them, which holds knives and other weapons. It looks like he most likely had more, concealed somewhere.
Eventually the elevator stops after what feels like forever, HiMERU getting rid of his hologram when he notices. The view from even higher up amazes you once again, HiMERU had a room on one of the tallest floors of the penthouse. High enough that everything down below looks tiny. His room is bathed in that same deep blue light, the wall in front of you one floor to ceiling mirror like the area you were in before. His room has Tv screens similar to the main area too, except pushed up against the wall is a giant king sized bed, hovering 12 centimeters above the carpet.
His room is furnished with some plants too, except weapons line the wall to the right and posters cover the wall to the left. He surprisingly has a few plushies lying on the floor too. "HiMERU stays here often, he likes how it looks, and the view from the window, however he is in the open here, everyone is. It is dangerous but beautiful." His voice startles you, he's standing right behind you, staring down.
The view had almost made you forget you were with the cyber psychos, except maybe it wouldn't be so bad, at least you hoped. HiMERU moves away from you to sit on his bed, watching you take in his room, looking for a sign you like it. When you finished looking around you sat down beside him, avoiding his eyes. You can feel his hand as it runs over your shoulder, taking care not to press too hard, lest he hurts you.
"Have you ever been in an room like this?" HiMERU removes his hand from your shoulder when he asks this, instead leaning back, laying down on his gray bedcover. A tentative "No" escapes you, it was true, you hadn't been somewhere like this, always too poor to keep up with the rapid advancements the city was making. You hadn't minded, happy to stay behind since it meant more safely however worsening conditions, being wealthy in this word meant death sometimes. The cyber psychos or government wanted your wealth to help them achieve their goals. Of course some declined, choosing to live out their lives in peace, however sometimes they were still targeted.
It was hard to tell who was working with whom sometimes, everything was secretive, but of course it was possible to find out. Skilled hackers could, they could hack into a house's database and find all the secrets people didn't want known. "HiMERU doesn't know if he likes how he is now." His words shock you, you thought every cyber psycho was some crazy individual, fighting against the government because they thought it was fun, or they had too much time on their hands.
You don't tell him this, afraid he might take offense and his attraction towards you would disappear. Staying silent, turning to look out the window and not at him, maybe he would keep talking or he'd go silent, falling asleep. "HiMERU didn't want to become a cyber psycho, but he wanted to. The government killed him, HiMERU does not forgive the government, he seeks vengeance." That sort of made sense, he had only joined since the government killed someone he was close to, you didn't ask not wanting to seem as if you were prying. But still, someone seeking vengeance usually didn't earn a spot on the most wanted list, or became one of the highly dangerous cyber psychos, there must be another reason.
"Did you know this room can do other things, HiMERU thinks the new tech in this era is interesting. Lights off." He was deflecting from his previous statements. You knew certain places were voice automated, yet yours wasn't and it surprised you some when the lights did go off. The dark blue was gone, yet the light from the city kept the room somewhat lit up, perks of a city that never slept. His room was more beautiful than before, soft pinkish purple light bouncing off everything.
Turning to look out the window, you hear HiMERU sit up and the dip in the bed as he moves himself closer. You don't dare to turn to look at him when you feel his warm breath on the side of your neck. You don't fight him off when he turns your face towards him, connecting your lips in a gentle kiss. You embrace it, closing your eyes, letting yourself get lost in the feeling of his soft lips on yours. He wasn't a bad person, you might actually enjoy being with you.
You let him climb on top of you, straddling your waist, he doesn't break the kiss yet, if anything he continues with more fever. The hand that had tilted your face moves down your body, resting on your collarbone, smoothing over the skin there. His other hand ghosting over your waistband, his fingertips resting right where your shirt ends. He disconnects from you, a small whine of protest escaping your throat when he does so.
"HiMERU wants to make sure this is ok, he does not want to force you into anything. So HiMERU is asking." Nodding your head hastily, wanting his lips back on you, any part he would kiss you wanted him too. And when he saw your nod his lips immediately fell back on yours. The hand at the end of your shirt immediately sliding up, ghosting over your sensitive skin. Gasping into the kiss when his hand finds its way to your bra, slipping under and fondling your breast. He immediately starts to pull and pinch at your nipple, willing it to harden under his fingers. His mouth once again leaves you, choosing instead to place small kisses on the corner of your lip, moving downwards. As he kisses down your jaw the hand on your collarbone moves down, coming to grab at your waist. His hold is firm, most likely so you wouldn't squirm around, but when his hand presses into you a pain erupts. That must be one of the bruises Kagehira was talking about.
A sound of pain leaves you, HiMERU's hands immediately leave you, and his kisses stop. "Ah, HiMERU is sorry, he didn't mean to hurt you, he forgot you were hurt. Would you like him to keep going, or would you like to rest?" Him stopping already would be more torture than him accidentally pressing into your hurt body. "No, it's ok, please continue." You look at him with pleading eyes, willing him to go on. He nods and moves to stop straddling you, choosing to lay beside you.
He turns you on your side, facing the window out into the city. You feel his body move to be right up against yours, his hard cock pressing into your back. His mouth is right next to your ear, you could hear his breathing slightly erratic. One of his hands snakes its way down to your waistband once again, trying to tug it down. With some difficulty he manages to pull your pants down to your knees, sliding them off and throwing them somewhere in his room to find later.
Your underwear follows soon after, thrown like your pants. The relativity cool air of HiMERU's room hitting your wetness makes you shiver. You become acutely aware that you're actually quite wet, sure to leave a stain on HiMERU's bed sheets. That thought doesn't last long as HiMERU's wet fingers find their way to your hole, using one to gather all your wetness before pressing in. It was unannounced the surprise mixing with the sudden pleasure causing you to let out a whispered "HiMERU."
A small chuckle leaves him as he curls the finger inside of you up, trying to spread you out enough for his next finger. When he deems you ready he slides in the next, alongside his other one, using them to make a scissor motion. The feeling is enough to have you gasping, aware that anyone near the window could see in, a full view of what was happening. The thought only makes you more excited, causing you to clench on HiMERU's fingers.
"Oh, HiMERU felt you tighten, what is making you so excited?" You barely get out "the window" before he's pressing in a third finger, thumb small circles onto your clit. "Does letting everyone in the city know you're a slut excite you? HiMERU thought you were better, but he guesses he was wrong." His mean words only have more pleasure shooting through you, small "nos' ' leaving. However when he presses into that spongy spot inside you, his thumb starts to rub more harshly on your clit you knew you wouldn't last.
Your orgasm hits harder than you expected, eyes rolling, as you press your back harder to HiMERU's chest, hole gushing out fluids on HiMERU as he fingers you through your high. When you come down, you realize HiMERU's already pulled his fingers out. He's moved above you, cock out, tip an angry red and weeping precum. The glow of the city lights reflects on his face, making him look more ethereal than he already is.
"HiMERU's sorry, but he wants to cum too, it's not nice that only you get too." You hadn't said he couldn't, but before you could even get a word out he pushes in, using your fluids as a natural lubricant. The stretch hurts, it feels as if he's splitting you open, and only his tip was in. You could feel tears starting to form, your vision becoming fuzzy. The aftershocks of your own orgasm still rolling through you. You knew you were tightened up around HiMERU, too tight for him to go any further without it hurting.
He leans close to your face, one of his hands moving up to wipe your tears away. "You need to breathe, HiMERU can't push in, it will hurt more, relax." His voice is calm although his breathing is quite excited. He starts nipping at your shoulder, wanting to make you relax and forget about the pain of him pushing in. It works and a few moments later he continues until he bottom outs. He doesn't move, letting you adjust to the feeling of being filled so completely. He was big, every small movement one of you made, made you clench back down on him.
He leans up from your neck, looking down at where you're connected together, your slick spilling out around him. Your tears were clearing and all you could see and focus on was him. The way his hands had moved to your hips, holding you in place, hard enough to leave a bruise to join the ones already forming. His chest was moving rapidly from his breathing under his skin tight shirt, his hair falling in a curtain over his face.
The next moment he moves, starting at a slow pace, the drag of his cock starting slow inside you causing you to groan. HiMERU pays no attention, too interested in the way his cock was starting to pump in and out of you. It doesn't take long before he has set a moderate pace. Small groans start to leave him and he leans down to capture your lips in a kiss once again, biting down on you. Your arms wrap around him, attempting to pull him closer than he already is.
He pulls away to announce "HiMERU is, fuck, close, he doesn't know why he can't hold out longer." Your response is a whimper against his lips, a coil in your stomach starting to tighten as his thrusts get rougher, eventually bouncing you on him. One of his hands snakes up to your hair, pulling at it while his other hand meets where you're connected rubbing at your clit to bring you over the edge with him.
It doesn't take long, HiMERU grunts and stills himself as far as he fan inside you, burying his face in your chest as you feel something warm start to fill you up. The feeling of him releasing causes you to reach your second orgasm of the night. Arching your back as you feel yourself cum on his cock. He doesn't pull out, instead rolling over to the side, still inside you even as he starts to soften.
You could feel his cum slowly starting to flow out of you, around his cock and onto his bed sheets but that wasn't your worry. All you could feel was the deep tiredness that set over your body from the night. HiMERU drapes an arm across your body and you snuggle into him, watching as the first light of dawn sneaks over the horizon. The last thing you hear before you succumb to sleep is HiMERU saying "curtains close."
To be honest, I wasn’t interested in you at all at the beginning. But over time, I began to enjoy all your qualities as an idol! As I’ve become a fan of Crazy:B, you’ve consistently been my absolute favourite. You have an amazing voice and are always a source of happiness to me! It’s something for me to always look forward to at any time and my feelings haven’t changed for the past year. I'm excited for your next lives and will continue supporting you throughout your career!
Lastly, on a less formal note, I love you lots and you’re so very handsome! You should consider hand-holding with me <3
