Hey Aria, happy new year! Wishing you all the best for 2026 <3
I randomly remembered your blog back when you were posting more mashle hcs, and I remembered just how much I loved them.
If you're interested, how about some hcs for what the first kiss with them is like? Or, maybe how they react to you playing with/combing your fingers through their hair? (If you wouldn't mind and you find the energy to do this one, would you please include my bf Finn 🥹)
Again, thank you for your time and consideration, and your writing is a joy to read <3
i'm sorry for gatekeeping this for uhhhhh six months basically... college is a nightmare guys... also fun fact: i did write this after my shower, so i am capable to love also
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playing with MASH's hair gave him a mighty jump scare initially. he's not used to people just touching his hair, and he certainly didn't expect you to go ahead and run your hand through his hair one sunny afternoon.
however, as you are his significant other, he's quite keen on bending to your whims. so with a little bit of convincing, and the promise of making cream puffs together, he lets you do it again. and turns out, he's not that big of a hater of it as he thought he was. it definitely gave him a scare, but he got used to it after a while. he can lounge around with his head on your lap, eating a cream puff or two, and enjoy your everlasting show of affection.
and now... you created a monster.
every, single time he wants you to play with his hair, he stares at you like he wants something, and if you don't pay attention to him fast enough, he will head butt you gently. and if that doesn't work, he'll pick you up and take you some place where you can focus solely on him.
unlike his best friend, FINN takes a bit longer to get used to the idea of you playing with his hair.
it's not that he doesn't love you enough to let you run your hand through his hair; he definitely does! he just... needs more time to get used to it. he also requires the two of you to be strictly alone when you do it because he knows in his soul that he will get teased for how red his face is when you do it. honestly, if anyone else saw him like this, they'd think he was drunk with how red his face was. it doesn't help that he stutters a lot, so it looks like you're coddling a non-sober finn on your lap.
granted he looks very adorable and kissable like that, but you prefer your boyfriend not to have a heat stroke when you're trying to be cute. eventually, with enough exposure therapy, FINN gets used to it and expects you to play with his hair when he puts his head on your lap. just stares at you expectantly and waits patiently. and while he doesn't showcase his clinginess as outwardly as mash, he does tug at your sleeve and give a little smile like, "hi can you play with my hair again plsplsplsplspls-"
... yeah
DOT is basically on cloud nine.
as in, bro is shameless about it, and he will put his head on your lap anytime you're sitting. the only exceptions are when you're sad and in a mood when you want to be the coddled, or you're injured. otherwise, you're basically free real estate to him. and i will say that he gets INSUFFERABLE if you take too long to acknowledge your almight boyfriend and proceed to spoil him. like, he's right here, staring at you with the manly version of puppy eyes (does that even exist...) and squeezing your hand every once in a while.
please acknowledge him and shower him with your love. he'll even forgo the stupid headband and hair gel for easy access! and honestly, doing so works really well in his favor because he looks so much nicer without them that you started worrying about girls coming up to him and asking if he's single. BUT fear not, for DOT is a loyal man and he will die as your number one supporter if nothing else.
now... i genuinely don't know how one would get LANCE down bad enough to get him to do this, but let's just say he is.
LANCE, being himself, needs some convincing that laying his head on your lap and letting you mess with his hair won't make him implode. it's not that he doesn't trust you running your lovely, kissable hands through his hair, he just... doesn't know how to feel about it. is he supposed to feel spoiled when you do this? is his head too heavy? is he allowed to fall asleep like this because he's getting very sleepy.
if you do get lucky and he does fall asleep, he will wrap his arms around your waist and shove his face in your stomach. call him a baby, he doesn't care. he just wants to surround himself with you and it's your fault he's a melted puddle of affection because you keep playing with his hair which somehow elevates all the woes and stress from the day.
eventually, he gets pretty demanding about it. however, he does nothing but stare at you like you've offended him to signal he wants to take head massage induced naps with you.
ABYSS kind of, totally, definitely will pass away if you suggest it.
i mean, listen, this man has some of the best hair in the entire fucking series, i guarantee you that he takes good care of his long luscious hair that i am totally not jealous of. playing with his hair is like having a cat loafing on your nap. it's literally a godsend feeling. he will be blushing and possibly more flustered about it than finn, and he definitely will like he's troubling you by having you spoil him. even though you're the one who suggested it... like you begged him to let you do it and he folded like a cheap ass lawn chair.
after a while, though, he will settle down enough to do take your lap for himself when the two of you are lounging in his room. if anyone walks in though he might actually wither away and die from embarrassment, but even so, he doesn't regret taking the time to indulge you in your joys of being his partner. ABYSS will ask you if he can do the same for you, so do expect him to let you use his lap as a pillow too!
now, ABEL was basically ten steps ahead of you here.
which basically means that he put his head on your lap without really asking and talked about his day like he owned your lap. i mean, granted you two are probably dating for marriage, so it's not surprising he took this upon himself, but i don't think anyone expects him to just look at you in the eyes and go, "you can play with my hair. you have the right" like thanks bro, good to know we're both free real estate to each other ig
but ABEL finds no shame in indulging in your affections, and he will be very clear about when he wants you to spoil him. in return, he's more than willing to coddle you back, and he definitely will spoil you one way or another. he doesn't let his guard down like that for anyone, and he'd be damned if you thought that you were unworthy of his affections even after you let him use you as his pillow. he's not mean like that, and he wants that to be clear!
WIRTH gets the biggest ego boost known to man when you ask him.
like, you want HIM? to put HIS head on YOUR lap? that's crazy.
okay, well he never said no! get back here?!
he will tease you the whole time and be like "haha you love me soooo much don't you?" and the only foolproof way is to agree with him and/or kiss him. after that he'll malfunction enough to stop hooting and hollering for a while. has totally manhandled your lap like he's adjusting his pillow in the middle of the night. he does it without thinking and makes this face when he realizes what he did, but he can't really back out now bc he's really comfy and he's basically too deep in the sauce to go back.
i'd assume you know about this since you are willingly dating him, but WIRTH will take every chance at spoiling himself with your affection. and i don't mean it in a cute way. i mean it as in he'll burrow himself in your stomach, nip at you, or he will let the voices take over and actually bite you for real... no he doesn't really feel bad.
RAYNE is one of those where this kind of happens naturally.
i'd assume you're a regular visitor to his dorm room, both for him and his rabbits. seeing as that's where the two of you spend most of your quality time, it's not hard to imagine that naturally you have this agenda where you come to his room, play w his rabbits a little bit, and lounge on his bed. whether you asked to play with his hair or he just drops his head on your lap, the two of you end up in the position where you're lying down on his bed for nap while absentmindedly playing with his hair. on some occasions, if he's playing to sleep as well, he might put his head on your stomach or chest.
he will keep you there hostage, so good luck trying to get out and use the restroom, though. he'll pout and be petty about it when you leave, but by the time you come back, he misses you too much to really do anything about it. he never tells you but he did feel really shy about his rabbits seeing him a cuddly with you, but he figured that since you're basically their other parent, it's not that weird...
i'm 90% sure you'll have to bribe ORTER to do this.
the only other way is you come up to him when he's extra tired from the day's work and offer to help him relax a bit.
in that state, he doesn't have the energy to argue, so he's basically dead asleep by the time he realizes he's on your lap and is actively being lulled to sleep. the best thing is, after that one time, he's basically going to expect that treatment every night. takes off his glasses, plops down on your lap, and he will squint at you all angy because why aren't you doing the thing???? he thought the deal was you do it every night, and he gets to sleep like a baby.
also you don't get to complain if he drools. you don't get to say that he does it either because he will deny that to the ends of the mf earth. he will slap a hand over your mouth (lovingly) and insist you're spouting nonsense.
baji with a girl best friend who sees like a sister
baji would be the best bbsf im preaching it
baji would a great homeboy, that is my truth
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being baji's girl best friend includes...
you get dragged into every possible drama this boy is involved with
toman drama, school drama, even family drama because his mom might as well have adopted you with how often you come over
it needs to be said that the people in toman are very much aware that neither of you are romantically interested, given that baji is a sneeze away from being outwardly gay, and you, given by the lack of interest in your around any man, are visibly lesbian.
one time someone made the mistake of asking if you and baji were dating, and you nearly vomited at the person's face and looked at them like it was their fault
yeah, considering the fact that you wholeheartedly admitted you'd strangle baji two seconds into marrying him, it's easy to say you're not on the market
however, even though the two of you act like y'all hate each other at every minor inconvenience, it's clear that you two are very protective of each other
namely, baji would appear wherever you are like a sleeper agent should someone of the male species bother you with their nonsense
and considering this guy has the resting face of a wwe champion who's on two hours of sleep, you can guarauntee that no one is getting away with bothering you for free.
if you ever got caught up in toman drama tho, baji WILL have you on house arrest by your own parents
don't ask me how he manages to convince them it's dangerous for you bc a bunch of bloodthirsty teens might go after you, he has done this several times
every time you see him pull up to your house on that stupid bike of his, you threaten to key his tires for making your parents force you to stay home
the two of you also steal each other's clothes.
a very sibling thing to do because half of the shit baji steals don't even fit him, he just does it for the love of the game
he will pull up in your prom dress at 3 AM in the morning demanding to get ice cream, while you're barely awake in his big ahh shirt and sweatpants wondering if you're in a fever dream bc ain't no way this man squeezed himself into YOUR prom dress just to ask you for ice cream
mind you, he will do this every chance he gets
if he thinks your day has been too peaceful, he will do something to change that
i cannot provide an example as to what, because he's that big of a wildcard i cannot possibly match his freak, even tho i love him
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Hai! Can i please have some headcannons for Kohaku and an older sister!reader? ik he technically has 2 older sisters, so ig this is a 3rd lol maybe with a few hurt/comfort hcs yk? can never go wrong with some sibling angst! thanks! o(〃＾▽＾〃)o
- bumblebee🌾
IS THIS A NEW ANON I SEE???? HIHI BUMBLEBEE ANON!!!
(reader is fem! reader)
ⁱ ᵃᵐ ᵒⁿᵉ, ⁱ ᵃᵐ ᵗʷᵒ !!
being kohaku's sister includes...
being a part of the oukawa family CANNOT be good for your blood pressure im not gonna lie
every time any of your siblings are sent on missions that are much too dangerous for literal CHILDREN, you pray to whatever religion you can get your hands on. be it your eldest sister, big sister, or kohaku, you carry prayer beads in hopes that it'll get the prayers to whichever god as fast as possible.
you were excellent at your job and perfectly capable for your own missions, but god forbid your family sent one of your siblings to go off on their own
especially kohaku
you were the first of your sisters to swear that he will live a normal a life as possible, even if it meant that you'd die to give it to him
even as a child who had only held her baby brother for five seconds, you understood the implications of kohaku's birth.
your family was in an even deeper trouble, and if kohaku's existence as a boy was revealed, there was no telling what was going to happen. but you didn't dare blame kohaku for the extra stress. he was only born yesterday, after all.
for years, you could only watch as your brother watched the outside world through a screen, telling him all you've seen and learned from your missions and how it compared to the life in TV
sometimes when you were the one sent on a mission, kohaku would sit by his bedroom window for days on end, sometimes even refusing meals just so he could be the first one to greet you when you came back
it's not really a stretch to say you're his favorite among his sisters, but considering how much attention you've poured on him, no one's surprised
so when your parents "set him free" in a way, you were chosen to go with him
not because you were incapable of being useful on missions, but because they knew that you were better off in the outside world than continuing live under their care alone while kohaku was alone
so, you and kohaku packed your bags and left the oukawa residence hand in hand in the darkness of night, away from the spying eyes of the suou clan
the two of you fumbled your way all the way to reimei grounds, where you had to temporarily separate because girls weren't allowed in the boys' dormitories
thanks to jun, however, you were able to be enrolled into reimei as an official student and stay in the girl's dormitories to live your own life
later on, when kohaku was chosen as a member of crazy:b, he requested you to be their main producer, knowing that you could handle just about anything in your way. and if there was ever a time that you couldn't, he'd be right there to help you
and straight off the bat, the other three could tell that the two of you were related because you were so alike even outside of appearance
the way you talked, the way you easily referred to him as your brother, did things that would land rinne on his ass without being thrown like a roti, and so on
by all means, you missed your family back home and prayed for their safety and wellbeing every night with the same prayer beads that you kept for so long. but you no longer felt so anxious now that you were in a healthier, less dangerous environment
except kohaku and mama founded double face and you literally passed out from shock
don't get me wrong, you're not that fainthearted, but it was definitely a shock to hear that kohaku was voluntarily putting himself in danger that you tried your best to keep him out of this entire time
neither of you really argue about it, mostly because kohaku swore up and down he'd notify you if things were starting to go south, and you forced madara to have you on speed dial just in case.
every mission double face went on was another mountain of stress that you went through, so much so to the point ibara and madara are impressed you haven't unlocked alcoholism or something
you are very emotionally sensitive during those time periods, so the other three bees are tasked with distracting you until kohaku came back safe and sound
however, none of them have enough rizz to know what to do around a crying girl, so mika the professional has to step in and comfort you that your brother is a tough cookie and he'll be back before you know it!
sometimes he even brings anzu and arashi so you can have proper girl time to get stuff off your chest, which is really nice of him
kohaku treats him to some sweets as a thank you, but he doesn't really blame you for being worried
you've always been worried for your family, he's seen it since he was a baby.
the way you'd cry yourself hoarse, the way you rubbed the prayer beads until your hands were cracked and dry, the way you've cried at the slight sign of your sisters' or parents' missions going wrong
he knew it came from a place of love, so he never scolded you about it
but if someone does say something...
i mean
he isn't going be violent, but it really depends on what they said or did to you
and mama isn't one to back off if one of his friends get hurt either, so it's really a game over at that point
ugh aira my boy.... he's so precious i wanna give him all the hugs....
(reader is gn! reader)
ˡᵒᵛᵉ ᵐᵉ ᵗᵒᵒ !!
dating aira includes...
oh he's just the sweetest
he knows all the trends and tricks because he's online so much, but he totally uses it to his advantage!
it's such a shame he can't post any of the trends you guys did together online, but he can always keep them in his album and look back on them when he's all alone and sad because he can't cuddle his love to sleep ;-;
rei and eichi have walked in on him on a video call with you so many times i don't think he should be embarrassed at this point...
they think it's sweet that you two have such a honest to goodness, sweet love together, though eichi thinks the amount of "good nights" and "i love you" should be lowered
but it's not his relationship, so he can't even say anything HA
aira LOVESSS gushing to hiiro about you because you're just the perfectest thing to him ever, and OOOOH HE JUST LOVES YOU SO MUCH T-T
he's sososososo sad he has to keep your relationship a secret, but if you ever show up to his fan meets decked out in all the spare merch he managed to get you, he'll be so happy and give you the tightest hug ever
if you ever create a little shrine of the merch he got you or some you got on your own, he'll literally worship the ground you walk on
that's the highest honor he could ever get from anyone because he used to do that for idols he REALLY likes, and for you to make one FOR HIM???? oh he's in heaven
if you make him a little nui of you that he can carry around, he'll tuck it in his bed every time he leaves to go to school or work and treat it like his baby
actually, it IS his baby
you'll have to pry it from his cold dead hands
the people his circles thinks you two are adorable by the way, ESPECIALLY THE PRETTY 5 GANG
they even invited you to one of their gatherings, and quite literally fell in love with how cute the two of you were together! it's like seeing two kittens cuddling together and just purring and emitting nothing but pure happiness and joy
arashi and hiyori were fawning over you like you're the best thing to exist, and aira was never prouder
like, of course, his love is the best! they've stuck with him through all the tough times when he was just a beginner idol and a rookie and still loved him the whole time! they're the best!
you're also the only person who can touch aira's merch anytime you want because you understand how much they mean to him, so you obviously get special previleges
he actually gave you all of his leftover merch to take care of since he couldn't take all of them to the dorms, just so his parents wouldn't mess with them when he wasn't home lol
honestly, if you were allowed to, he'd cuddle you all day and keep you next to him whenever possible
he just loves you so much...! and he only gets to see a little bit of you every day, it's just not fair!
but it's okay because alkaloid knows his weekends are usually reserved for well-planned dates with you! aside from events like holidays and such, alkaloid's concerts are held on weekdays, much to aira's aboslute joy.
exchanges sweaters and shirts regularly and it lowkey works bc the two of you look ADORABLE wearing each other's stuff
will brag about anything and everything you give him to his friends but that's a given ofc
aira is filled with love and whimsy when it comes to you, and he simply cannot be stopped.
the only thing stopping him from going out in public with you alkaloid's still very new and shaky reputation... sighs
lemme correct my earlier commission, may I request tsukasa with an energetic tomboy reader? I think it would be really funny to see him trying to act all gentlemanly and knightly with her while she's kinda oblivous about it. thankk you!! ❤️
tsukasa would be such a cute, confused but supportive bf omg ;v;
(reader is fem! reader)
ᵖʳᵉᵗᵗʸ ᵇᵒʸ ʷⁱᵗʰ ᵐᵉ, ⁱ ˢᵃⁱᵈ !!
dating tsukasa includes...
i think one of the biggest reasons tsukasa fell in love with you would be that you're very brave!
he would absolutely adore someone who knows how to get what they want, and even moreso if they understand him enough to know what he wants too!
since he's someone who struggles to voice out his needs and rely on others, it's so relieving to him that someone gets the hint and acts on it! his seniors should take notes from you <3333
that being said, he's aware that he shouldn't take such things for granted and will always try to pay you back in some way or form.
anything like taking you out on a date to that new cafe you really wanted to go to or going to that pop concert (like an ado concert, or any other genre he's not that experienced in) you were really excited about is his foolproof way of thanking you for being so attentive to him <3
despite being a rather calm person on the exterior, he loves your energy because it's different compared to leo's kind of energy
he likes having someone who's always down to just... do whatever with him, like be a kid together and do stupid stuff he's not really allowed to do around his family or unit mates
and he just really likes that because he's forcing himself to be an adult, despite what his unit mates say, and he can't really help it!
having you around brings out a little more childish side of him, and he's learning how to not keep it down so much when he's spending time with you!
his unit mates are also very grateful that you're giving their youngest an easy time to relax because we know they all worry about him whenever he tries to be an adult a little too often
the two of you often just go to a playground nearby ES and sit on the swings for a few hours talking absolute nonsense like five-year-olds, but its one of tsukasa's favorite ways to spend time with you
he feels like himself again, not what people try to make him out to be or need him to be
the raw, intimate comfort is something he cherishes between the two of you, as it's a unique feeling that he only feels when you're around. even just hearing your voice on a phone call is enough for him to relax his shoulders and smile
he doesn't care that you're more lax that the girls his family wants him to marry; he just wants you the way you are because the two of you click so well together, there's simply no one else he could see himself spending the rest of his life with.
granted, he's young and inexperienced in a lot of things, and there's a high chance your relationship could go sideways somewhere along the way, but he's determined to not let that happen if he can help it.
your nighttime rendezvous to the swingsets never failed to make him feel better, and he's had more than one time where he ended up crying to you about how stressful everything is, and he's always so happy to have you around to ground him.
at some point, kohaku notices your synergy and asks you to protect tsukasa whenever he isn't there, even though you're technically supposed to be someone he protects, too.
when you ask him what that means, kohaku laughs and claims you might as well be the next "mrs. suou" since tsukasa has seemingly decided on his person <3
and whether you're aware that tsukasa was dating you with the intention to marry, it's quite an easy thought to swallow, seeing as you're probably as comfortable around him as he is with you
as the heir to the suou family, there's not a lot of people who are in the position to stop him from proposing to you with the family heirloom ring when the time comes, after all.
your tetora headcanons post was absolutely adorable 😭❤️ I hope you don't mind me asking for more... we are the tetoralings please feed us
DON'T WORRY TETOLRALINGS FOOD IS ON THE WAYYYYY!
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ʷʰʸ ᵐᵘˢᵗ ʸᵒᵘ ʰᵘʳᵗ ᵐᵉ ᵗʰⁱˢ ʷᵃʸ !!
dating tora includes...
"tora, i don't wanna do this..."
"but, babe, it's good for you!'
"i don't think having me workout a breath away from my deathbed is good for me."
you love tora; you really do.
he's the best boyfriend you could ever ask for, doing anything and everything to make you happy.
he held your bags like a true hero when you asked, tested all your new dishes that you made for dinner, and gave you honest to goodness feedback on your outfits of the day.
so when he pulled up and suggested if you wanted to do something together, you were quick to agree. i mean, he rarely ever suggested any date ideas, claiming that he was more than happy with whatever you came up with. so when he was the one who suggested something, you were excited to see what he came up with.
you just...
didn't expect this.
tora, bless his heart, had personally escorted you to the gym in the ES facility, geared up with two waterbottles, towels, and a full bag of protein bars. you don't think you've ever seen so many flavors of protein bars outside of a grocery store.
"but i heard couples who workout together have a higher chance of getting married! working out physically helps with understanding each other mentally!"
looking at his dejected expression, you found it INCREDIBLY hard to say no. it was almost impossible, considering the fact that this was the first date idea he had brought up in months.
however, if you were to agree, tora was going to get a first-row seat to how the only thing he'll be understanding about you is how unfit you are for working out with any kind of weight or gear.
and in a place with security cameras at every corner, you did not want to be a laughing stock for your boyfriend.
"tora, i think i'll literally die if i try to keep up with you."
"then i'll go at your pace!"
god, having a green flag for a boyfriend was not for the weak.
shuffling over to a seated machine of sorts, he motioned you to sit and try it out, "come on! this one isn't that hard to use, and it'll be really easy! i promise i'll help you if you struggle with it!"
you stare at the thing like it'll murder you before turning to the love of your life, "please don't laugh when i fail at this."
"I'd never laugh at you like that, babe!"
yeah, you folded like lawn chair in a hurricane, what about it?
how is anyone supposed to say no to that smile?
you'll end up feeling like a villain if you said no, now.
so with a defeated sigh, you sit on the torture device and put your hands wherever tora tells you to.
he looks so happy setting you up for your death, you're not even sure if that smile is worth the pain and agony you're about to go through.
"how does 20 pounds sound, babe? you're a tough cookie, i think you can do it!"
he might as well give you 200 pounds if that was case. you didn't even move a muscle, and everything feels heavy already.
"babe, if i die from this, please remember i love you. and please bury me with that nui of you. i paid a lot for it."
"i still don't get why you couldn't get a discount... i'm your boyfriend..."
"i know! it's so frustrating! i even brought you with me to the store!"
"... maybe they didn't see my face well enough?"
"tora, i don't wanna think about it anymore," you sigh, dropping your arms defeatedly. "remembering the whole thing just made me more sad."
"don't be sad?! you still need to work out, babe!? i'll get you that pudding you really like if you just do one rep!"
you hum thoughtfully and pout at him, "how about one kiss for every rep? i feel like that'd work better."
"i can do that!" the boy nodded eagerly, pink dusting his cheeks at the prospect of getting kisses.
oh, he was so cute.
and super lucky that you were willingly putting your life on the line just to see him happy.
I am humbly requesting headcaons about being HiMERUs younger brother
UGH THE ANGST i love it
(reader is male! reader)
ʳᵉᵐᵉᵐᵇᵉʳ ᵐᵉ !!
being himeru's brother includes...
regardless of if you're his half brother or his full-blooded brother, i don't think he'd love or care any less
we all know how much he cherishes even after knowing him for a few short months
he quite literally falls in love with you seeing you for the first time at the hospital kaname was in
he feels horrible that you have to see both of your brothers in such a miserable state, and you're so young, the confusion is all too clear in your eyes and he hates it
he'd rather you be knowledgeable in life enough to be angry at him, shout at him for putting kaname in such a horrible condition, or throw something at him
but you don't
you stare at him confused and innocent as he cries in the hospital chair beside your brother's near-lifeless form, your middle school backpack dragging on the ground from your hands
then you sit next to him and pull out a small can of cola from your bag with a finger to your lips and whisper "kana-nii will be pouty if he hears i shared cola with someone else, so open it outside the room"
well, excuse him as he goes to CRY IN THE FUCKING HALLWAY
you don't even realize how bad kaname is hurt, and the first thing you do upon seeing this random ass stranger crying in the hospital room is share your cola with him
god, you're so precious, himeru wishes you'd stay tiny so he could keep you in his pocket forever
honestly, he knew that he had another brother ever since he talked to kaname, and he was so excited to see you, too.
he just... didn't want to meet you like this
but you know what, he'll take it
it gave him a show of just how kind and innocent you were, and he wishes you were a little cruel at least
it feels unfair how tragic your life has turned, yet you're still so sweet and loving.
and so, up until after the events of MDD, you lived with himeru in his apartment.
man was quaking in shoes watching you walk to school from the fourth story window, he wishes you were little enough to need to hold his hand to go to school
he also does not give two flipping cares about your grades, because if you're feeling even a little bit sick, he WILL let you stay home
listen, if we see how worried he is over kaname, he's not taking any chances of letting you walk around and get sicker.
at this point, he's giving stressed, single dad vibes
takes you to see kaname every month and "show" him all the drawings you did of the three of you and tape it all over the walls of kaname's room
you even leave a small can of cola in kaname's fridge and give puppy eyes to the nurses to make sure he gets his sugar intake from the cola
himeru wants to cry every time because he MUST have saved the world in another life to get a literal angel of a brother
now, after he moved into the dorms, there was a few issues.
most of them was because you were a middle schooler who was barely tall enough to reach the stove and get the eggs from the fridge
aka you were incompatible with surviving on your own, and you either had to live with a foster family or go with him to the dorms
he nearly strangled ibara to get you to stay with him even if he was at a disadvantage, but it quickly came to a stop when ibara also met you for the first time.
technically, he was also your cousin, which meant that there was a strange family reunion happening in himeru's apartment that he really didn't want happening, but there was also about a million other things he didn't want happening so...
boo hoo
however, you do end up moving the dorms with himeru and world peace has been achieved
you're such a chill little guy, arashi and tora have zero problems having you around
they actually really like having you around, because arashi gets another personal cheerleader to her collection and tora gets a new training buddy and a little brother to show off to!
what himeru REALLY struggles with is letting you meet his unitmates
well... only ONE of them is a concern. the other two are pretty unproblematic on his radar
rinne mf amagi
god, the amount of loathing he did while walking you to the practice room crazy:b rented out that day
but, he knew rinne was responsible in his own ways and right considering he was also a big brother, so he knew he had to trust him to some degree... after all, rinne also had a brother who was too good for this world
so, with great displeasure and reluctance, he took you to meet the three other bees.
and you, armed with your himeru plushie that was a pretty much a third of your size and a crazy:b themed sweater that swallowed everything but your shins, was so excited to meet your brother's friends
you had no clue why he was so worried, but himeru pretty much worried about anything and everything when it came to you, so it wasn't that concerning
and when that door opened
man, the other three didn't quite believe you were from the same ballsack as himeru
rinne actually said that out loud and himeru would have strangled the guy if it wasn't for niki smacking the daylight out of him
kohaku goes up to you first, seeing as he was closer to your age and does his best to get you situated with the very much tall and grown adults who are definitely not duking it out on the floor
he asks about your sweater, asking if you like crazy:b and you go, "no, i only like nii-san and he looks cool when he's singing and dancing!"
i hope you realize eventually you started a min war between the four of them to be your favorite oshi
it's a shame himeru has such a huge lead ahead of the rest of them, but kohaku is slowly catching up after establishing himself as your best friend
of course, the news of himeru's littlest brother eventually spreads to the rest of the ES social circle because it's so hard to keep something so cute and precious a secret in a place like that.
imagine himeru's absolute agony and terror when you're asked who is the favorite second to him, and you go "tatsumi-nii-san!"
I cannot choose a specific character for the LIFE of me so I understand if you reject this request bc I’m not specific, but I wonder how (literally any enstars character) would react to dating a reader who has the lowest standards when it comes to a relationship? Like they could be offered to split a check instead of just paying it off themself and be shocked.
the way i was thinking about this exact scenario for THE longest time-
ALSO I'M SO SORRY FOR TAKING SO LONGGG PLS FORGIVE ME ;;-;;
(reader is gn! reader)
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dating yuzuru includes...
first of all, he's mortified
this man has spent his entire life being taught all the ways of being a gentleman and treating women right regardless of whatever happened in the military and such
i'm convinced that if yuzuru had a say, he would get rid of all the bad memories of your past relationships just so he doesn't have to see your shocked face every time he does something so basic as tying your shoes for you
the first time he started dating you, he thought that you were just being overly nice and praising him for existing
and then one day you made the mistake of mentioning one of your exes.
no he isn't jealous that "they got to you first," he's FUMING that they thought treating you so lowly is EVEN A POSSIBLE OPTION
oh? you had to pay for all the dates in one relationship just to prove that you were loyal? you had to work AND do all the house chores in another one? you LET ONE KICK YOU AS A JOKE?
(i may be projecting oops-)
yuzuru had to sit with his head in his hands in agony just from hearing bits and pieces of how your exes treated you.
like, it all makes sense why you treat him like a literal god every time he opens doors for you or even thinks about making sure you're on the safer side of the sidewalk
he is unwell.
he didn't think that in his entire life there would be someone so horribly treated that they think paying for their coffee is just about as romantic as going on a private boatride
like, no, paying for your drink at cafe cinnamon is NOT romantic, love, going on a walk in the himemiya family gardens should be the BARE MINIMUM
this man would literally strangle someone for you, and you're swooning because he held your grocery bags
he wants to cry FOR you sometimes
he can't even IMAGINE how hard dealing with ABSOLUTE, INCONGRIBLE NEANDRATHALS WHO DON'T KNOW HOW GOOD THEY HAD IT must have been
but have no fear
yuzuru fushimi WILL NOT fumble
he's going to ruin you for any other man that you might ever meet
IF the two of you don't work out, but by all his calculations and overthinking expertise, that's not going to happen
you're stuck with him now
you even met tori! that's literally a step higher than meeting his own parents
you're with him for good, so don't even breathe a thought of leaving him
he'll actually start crying and throwing up if you do please you'll actually break him
everything aside, yuzuru pulls out all the stops just for you
he'll never let a day go by where he doesn't tend to you even a little bit because the last thing he wants is for you to feel like you're stuck in one of your old relationships again
not that he's ever given you the chance to worry about your bank account
tori likes you enough to occasionally foot the bill for your dates, after all, and yuzuru isn't going to refuse it
if that's what his master wishes, and it just so happens takes some worry off of his love's shoulders, who's he to say no?
didn't fully realize the damage your relationships did to you until you called him one night apologizing for not being able to pay for any dates that month because your rent has gone up and you're struggling to make ends meet-
sat there in his room, phone to his ear, thinking what kind of military-grade torture methods he should use on your exes because this level of mistreatment HAS GOT TO BE A CRIME
there was literally nothing stopping him from going to see you in within the hour
he can leave tori in eichi's care for a while, all he wants to do is see you face to face and give you all the assurance you need.
cry all you want, he's dealt with tori whining and throwing tantrums for years, it's okay-
a piece of his heart breaks when he sees how tired you look, and he wishes he had all the time in the world to help you instead of dancing on stage with his unit mates like nothing was wrong
almost everything was wrong!
his love is stressed and worried over something he didn't even consider a topic worth thinking about, and he wants to fix it!
spends the night at your cheap ass apartment in your single-sized mattress pressing kisses and assurances to your forehead while you cry holed up in his arms
does NOT care if he gets back pain from lying on such a horrible mattress, he's slept in worse conditions in the military camp
honestly, sleeping with you even in such horrible conditions was far better than sleeping alone in that military camp, if he had anything to say about it
even when crying and sobbing, you were all the comfort he needed in your apartment that barely had any heating.
and before anyone asks, yes, yuzuru does relocate you to a much better apartment with PROPER FURNITURE because if he wasn't in such a panic to comfort you, he would've malfunctioned from how horrible everything was
uses all the breathing techniques in the world to calm down when he hears that you moved to that apartment complex after your previous ex sucked you dry of your savings because he wanted a gaming counsel for his birthday
he ends up giving you a card to his own bank account and confiscates yours
"the fushimi family's wealth flows deep; there's nothing you can buy that would bankrupt us in one go." - yuzuru as he pockets your card before you can even complain about it.
i promise you, yuzuru will make it his life mission to raise your expectations so high you'll come off as a brat to everyone else who isn't him
i think people growing up with writing or reading fanfiction are really more media literate and non judgemental than those who think it is cringe. which is why fanfictions are important because it teaches you so many things since it indulges you into specific type of content that you can relate to as a reader including your boundaries, censorships, helps some people explore sexualities, helps some feel comfortable in their body and skin, brings representations. some fics help overcome insecurities. fanfics also quench the thirst for more that is not canon. we are less judgemental of others because we have read the stories and knows what it is to be on the other end. so let people think fanfic is cringe while you live your life happily knowing there's always a fic out there that feels like a warm hug waiting to be read by you no matter what your identity is.
if we post too fast, we get accused of using ai (no, you don't know how fast someone can write. you don't even know if the "too-frequent-to-be-human updates" you see are something that have long been finished and sitting in an author's drafts for god knows how long. just because it's recently posted, doesn't necessarily always mean it's recently written too. a lot of writers finish the whole thing first before they start posting it chapter by chapter).
if we take "too long to update", we get people pressuring us to "update faster" even though fanfics are our hobbies and we write for ourselves first and foremost.
if our works are grammatically correct, we get accused of using ai (some of us just love correct grammars).
if our works are not grammatically correct, we get insulted/criticized (mind you, not everybody writes in their native language. kudos to writers who write in their second, or third, or fourth language — I'm willing to bet a lot of people who criticize fanfics because of poor grammar can't even speak other languages besides english).
if our paragraphs are "too long and too detailed", we get accused of using ai.
if our paragraphs are "too short", we also get accused of using ai.
if we are autistic and we write in ways some deem "too robotic", we get accused of using ai.
some people just don't use their brains to think "ai was trained on human-made works, it was trained to look human-made. ai writes this way because the way it writes is the way real humans write — real humans whose works it was trained to mimic". instead they somehow disregard this logic and think "hmmm this work looks ai-generated. I will engage in witch hunt, be a bully and harass writers whose works I don't vibe with".
Hii!! Big fan of your works, i love your headcanon series! Do you perhaps write for Domina from Mashle? If so, would you be willing to write some relationship hcs for him?
domnia is probably one of my favorite of the brothers aside from mash so this was super fun to do! thank you for requesting <3
(reader is gn! reader)
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dating domina includes...
i imagine that domina was in a lot of denial when it came to his feelings for you
given how he was raised, he considered these emotions as a weakness and actively fought against them, which meant pushing you away, no matter how close the two of you may have been beforehand
he obviously doesn't want to become useless to his father just because of some silly feelings, but he also doesn't want you to take the blame for his weakness and end up as a target for his father
sure, he doesn't want to admit his feelings, but he also doesn't want to see you die at the hands of someone else he loves
plus, he never felt the need to constantly seek your approval like he did with his father, so he's reasonably confused why he feels such a big attachment to you
it takes a long time for him to open up about how he really feels about you, even after the big war his father ended up losing
talking to mash doesn't help much because mash isn't the most romantically involved person in the world
so, in a moment of desperation, he turns to books
specifically romance novels
he wants to learn how he could put the feelings he'd been harboring for so long into an action or words, hoping that you'd understand
he's more than relieved to see a character who feels the same confusion and unsteadiness that he felt and tries to learn from them what to do
the more books he reads, however, the more he ends up craving the affectionate moments that the two love interests share, thinking about how it would feel to hold you in his arms, play with your hair, and kiss you if you allowed him to
seeing you around at school every day doesn't help him, but he manages to hold back his urges to just brushing his hand against yours, or just holding it very lightly
but beyond anything else, he wants to make you feel validated and appreciated like you made him feel, even if the process was a little bit embarrassing for him
it does shock you when he pulls up with a nice bouquet of flowers to your dorm room one night, asking if the two of you could talk
domnia ends up forgetting what he wants to say and sits there staring at you for a good five minutes before fumbling around with his words
eventually, he reveals that he has feelings for you, had for a long time, but didn't know how to approach them for a long time
but now that he was in a better space and knew better than the twisted kind of affection his father taught him, he felt more prepared to be romantically involved with you
whether you are surprised or not, he's nervous out of his mind because up until a few months ago, he didn't know one thing about romance, and suddenly, he's confessing to you like this
he fears that he came off too strong, and you'll push him away
until, he hears you chuckle a little and say that you've had feelings for a long time as well, you just thought that he would never be interested in a relationship, let alone with you
and domina is a little stunned
not just by the fact that you return his feelings, but you thought that you were undeserving of his attention and affection, even though you were the only person who stuck out to him that way in his entire life
the start of your relationship is very slow and steady, and it's a time where domina pretty much asks if he could do anything to you, like holding your hand, sit next to you in class, come visit you in your room, pull you aside for a hallway conversation, and even just a small walk around the school campus
he really wants to do you right and show that he's very much serious about you and your being as a person by asking for consent on anything he does
if you let him keep at it, he might have even asked for consent to breathe near you
and when you explain to him that the only thing he really needs to ask for consent is kissing, he's a little confused but complies because at this point he'll do just about anything you want
domina as a boyfriend is like have a very cuddly Doberman that only likes you
he's aware that most people might not like him because of the things he did in the past for his father, and he most definitely doesn't want to drag you into his past and get caught in the crossfire between him and those who still see him as a monster
you are privvy to his personal magic and shield, as domina is always well-prepared to put up his shield around you in a moment's notice
he really hates the thought of you getting hurt, even when you bump into the wall and get a bruise because you were being clumsy
he also doesn't allow people to talk badly about you
i mean, even he doesn't give himself that privilege as your boyfriend, what makes others think they have the right to belittle you?
though, on more than one occasion you have to deescalate things and stop him from causing a real fight, he's starting to learn what kind of tone is gentle, harmless teasing and what is actually meant to be harmful
refuses to let you meet his brothers aside from mash
he knows that they'll likely tear you to shreds and keeps you far away from them
he refers to mash as his only brother and denies the existence of his older brothers because it won't do either of you any good
mash likes you plenty enough for all of them, anyway, and regro is more than happy to allow the two of you into his home for some tea and cream puffs
domina finds out that he likes that you and mash get along well, too
it doesn't need to be said, but with you, domina feels more at peace than he ever had
the first time the two of you cuddle on the couch by the fireplace, he feels a part of himself healing from his past
the childhood he never got to have, he was slowly living out with you to guide him
he knows that even if there's something childish he wants to do, you'll help him figure out how to do it because you're his safe space, a home that he didn't have before
you've settled down in his heart and made a home in his heart for a long time, and with the relationship that was steadily growing between the two of you, he finds that it's time to build his home in your heart, too.
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