uh- yeah, no, my car is just shitty. Definately...defiantely not just making up excuses to see him haha....

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uh- yeah, no, my car is just shitty. Definately...defiantely not just making up excuses to see him haha....
i want to reblog a meme but i JUST finished getting through like a million replies..........
torn between sticking close to more canon interpretations of characters and also going yeah but... self indulgent simple kinda ooc hurt/comfort trope..... hmmmm..................................................................
imagine Charlie getting over the initial Oooh Wings~ and Yay We're Okay Again! only to find out HOW Vaggie got her wings
out of her love for Charlie, yes sure, very sweet, Vaggie would probably say it with so much softness and pride, how her wings are physical declaration of what Charlie means to her and-
Vaggie got those wings while they were separated. it happened when Charlie wasn't there for her
like on that fucking rooftop
it's one sided AGAIN. it's Vaggie doing her emotional battles ALONE, or at least, facing them without Charlie physically there with her
three YEARS they've known each other. Dating for... long enough to be comfortable. presumably it's close to three years of Vaggie running to hold Charlie like we see her doing over and over- in the first ep after the extermination, during the reveal in heaven, before the battle when Charlie was scared-
three years. and Vaggie's wings only come back when they aren't together
add that to Charlie's habit of apologizing whenever Vaggie finds her being sad- imagine it's because, Vaggie never let's Charlie help her when she's sad.
Vaggie doesn't hide it. but she does that thing, like on the roof. Asking Charlie to leave her here. Sad and hurt and mentally not doing good. Asking for alone time (she's charlie's armor) (what's the point of her if she can't help-)
and Charlie backed off from that. respected it. was scared of what it meant? scared to find out?
she wasn't too worried though, like this whole thing was familiar. Vaggie needs alone time and Vaggie will come back. and she does
after the reveal though, part of Charlie's anger comes from fear- that if Vaggie was lying about the angel thing, what about everything else? what about her love and faith in Charlie? does Vaggie really love her? Charlie shared EVERYTHING with her but Vaggie had this secret only it's not just ONE secret is it- it's not just ONE thing Vaggie won't share- it's just a sign of how much Vaggie HASN'T been sharing- even when it's scary and sad and, she really needs a hug
what if Charlie really really REALLY wants to be THERE for Vaggie, but the wings are a reminder now of Charlie not being there when Vaggie got back this important part of herself
(of vaggie finding herself in the alone time, without charlie)
(worse- carmilla was there. someone else was there when charlie wasn't and that person was who vaggie needed-)
irony irony irony
every time Vaggie is alone trying to figure out herself and what to do and if she can do it- Charlie's the first and most important thing her mind holds onto. Charlie, and wanting to be WITH Charlie, is always what gets her to face her problem and keep pushing through
she just... doesn't do it while Charlie's actually there. and maybe she doesn't talk about it much with Charlie either, afterwards. and...
maybe Charlie doesn't know
whenever I talk about my younger brother online I gotta find a way to refer to him that isn't just. "my younger brother" but I don't wanna use his real name.............
I'm like
90 percent sure I'm Neptune fictionkin
this bit is so incoherent also i'm just sorta shoving different scenes together like puzzle pieces and damn