for me, I repeat: FOR ME,
Zenshu is about passion. It's about forgetting your passion; making it a background assumption. Natsuko is the spark for so many people's passion on her journey towards her goal until she burns out because she
A: yes, assumed she could do everything herself like she'd been doing her whole life
B: but also because she never ventured beyond the interpretation of her own passion
As someone very well versed in the grief and joy of a piece of media being The thing that drives you to live, Natsuko accidentally drilled herself into a hole. Passion may blaze, but it'll always be a fire. You have to feed it, and if you only use one type of fuel, you will run out. Her search for Ba-Bump via other people is a perfect example of what every artist contends with when they don't experience new things. How could she possible understand even a fraction of what Ba-Bump is, much less how to animate that in anime language, if she hasn't experienced- even Seen -it herself?
Feeling like you're abandoning a piece of media or losing so many opportunities that rely on it is normal for many people. It's a art of the process. If you hold on until you absolutely can't, it'll be all the more devastating each time your mind simply cannot handle any more of it. Choosing to learn to let go temporarily is necessary to mitigate exponential daily suffering. Instead of rolling that boulder slowly up the ramp, only for you to give out and be crushed, choose to roll the boulder up the steps a little each day you aren't taking a break.
ANYWAYS
got a bit sidetracked, heh. Zenshu is just... really perfect for me in this way. A reminder that loss is managable and passion is waiting.
edit: I FORGOT TO MENTION INSPIRATION. Natsuko inspires people, fuels their passion just enough for them to really get the fire going. I've suspected since early in the season that the creators really want people to see an opportunity for creation and go for it! I mean, this was the perfect piece of media for drawing or writing "missing" scenes, yall!!! Maybe you can't finish something, but don't be afraid to start it! Maybe, if someone sees that little spark you have, it'll fuel their fire and create a beautiful blaze!
















