Have no update about ttc for such a looooongggg time. Basically I avoided or probably reduced my activity through social medias. Not only this blog, but also Facebook, Path, Twitter, etc. Somehow it helps me. I feel more relax and not as stessed or depressed as I used to be.
Anyway, I was in fertility treatment again last year from July to November. Almost got pregnant, didn't test but finally it gone. I suspected it was a chemical pregnancy. But as I told you in my previous post, we didn't have any proof about that.
And then we moved on. On December we decided to stop seeing the doctor. I'm just dieting and exercising. I also tried Vitex for about 2 months (one bottle, taking a capsule a day). But it seemed didn't work also. On February I decided to change my meals. I cut off carbs. I followed the diet name Mayo Diet. It is now quite famous in Indonesia. The diet basically has simple rules: no salt, no rice, no ice, no fry food. Just boiled, steamed, grill or bake. It is only for 13 days. I know it sounds ridiculous but if we really discipline and stick to the rules we can lost weight until 5kgs. Of course that is too much for me. I was just lost around 3 kgs. And I'm quite happy with that. And then I continue to stop eating bad carbs especially rice until now.
Oh btw, I have had bad yeast infection down there (sorry TMI). It's just strange because I've never had something like that before. But I'm so lazy to go to GP then I'm just using virgin coconut oil to clear it up and somehow it worked!
Then on the last couple weeks of February I got this breast thingy. You know the felt tender and hurt and so on. I thought I will have my AF soon. But it doesn't show up until now. So yesterday I just randomly took hpt. I bought so many cheapest hpt from my country, so I thought I wouldn't feel guilty if throw away one or two if bfn. And then....Surprised! I saw the positive line. I asked my hubby and he saw it too. Unfortunately I already threw away the pee in the cup so I couldn't use another test to make sure.
Finally this morning I tested again with three hpts. The two above was Onemed hpt from Indonesia and the one in the bottom was First Response Dip test. Oh my God it's BFP!!! But still I'm not sure, so I immediately called my GP and had blood test. Tomorrow will know the result. Oh God, I still can't believe. But I hope it is a true miracle. Because I've read that there are cases when you got positive hpt but negative blood test and vice versa. I hope it won't happen to me.
PS: is it really BFP??? What do you think?