A bit like home || Changmin&JaeJoong
Jaejoong sighed tiredly as he rubbed his eyes. It was late, he knew he should actually go to sleep, but he also knew he couldn't sleep, no matter how hard he tried. After rubbing his eyes he grabbed his hair and pulled softly on a few strands. Staring at the stars that he was able to see. It was late at night, though he had no idea how late. The stars were shining brightly at the sky. Normally he would find them absolutely beautiful, but he wasn't in the mood, not even for stars. Maybe it was this specific date, maybe it was just his changing mood lately, but he wasn't one to make the party lately. Well he never really been one to be the fun maker in the group. As he was only comfortable with a few people. But even for his standard he was beeing moody. "I bloody hate this day," he groaned before he kicked the wall. Only cursing when it hurt his foot, not the wall, of course. He leaned against the wall and slid down against it. This day, this day specific was one he hated. It had been the day that his mother ran away and his live changed forever. Why he knew that, while he had probably been too young to remember? Well his father had made sure that he remembered, every, single day. And that it was his fault none the less. He groaned as he hit his cheeks lightly. Knowing exactly what his adopted parents would say if they knew he thought like this. Or any of his brothers and sister for that matter. They would probably kick his ass, make a playset out of him, use him as barie doll or what not. It had always made him laugh how adorable the little ones in the family were. And eventually one of the older ones that came to talk to him, make him feel better.