#i keep doing that

[wanderingmind867]

I imagine I probably should tell my therapist about my sexuality eventually. I know it couldn't hurt. Maybe I could discuss how and why I masturbate. Because I'm pretty sure I do it when I'm bored sometimes, and I I can't say I love what that says about me.

But if I have so many reasons to discuss this with my therapist, why don't I? Good question. The answer is that it's too embarassing. I don't like being perceived for my sexuality. It's like how I hate knowing what my voice sounds like on recordings. I'm aware I sound like that, I suppose. But I still feel incredibly uncomfortable when I actually have to process I sound like that. Similar concept here. I know my sexuality. But knowing it and thinking about it...those are significantly different from each other. Thinking about it and having others think about it makes my skin crawl.

I don't ever want to be thought of in that way, and so I just try not to think about it all. And telling my therapist, inviting them to think about all this...it's a dreadful thought. I don't want to have to deal with it.

[rott3norang3s]

Goldsmith

[cakeisnotpie]

Remember that TikTok where you go to the store, buy hoisin sauce, bring it home, but you already have four jars?

I need someone to make the opposite for me.

Go to the store.

Look at the BBQ sauce.

Don't buy it because you have some at home.

Go home.

You don't have any BBQ sauce at home.

Go to the store.

Look at the BBQ sauce

Don't buy it because you already have some at home ...

[you-think-it-makes-you-special]

I am going to kill House's father.

'you parked in the handicapped spot?' [gunshots]

[spookfishspecter]

my life is so joyous i boughbt FAITH and Subnautica!!! i like to play videogameasa and draw :)))

[just-a-toast]

now that you're alive again opinion on the season 4 newbies in ii? pretty please,,,,,,

also HIII WELCOME BACK FROM BEING DEAD/silly

I’m back hi

so I really like Jack, I think he’s interesting, and I’m gonna become his defender if everyone hates in him, probably one of my favorites

Cammys funny with the god mephone bit, a little annoying but funny

Recorder seems to be important, no stand out personality yet but I’m sure they will become enjoyable soon

Teddy…. Is fine, interesting character but not one I would be attracted to, same with spikey, not interesting to me and no personality

I LOVEEEEE BONESAW he’s amazing, I hope he actually gets an arc that’s not just for comedy, my second favorite

Magnet could die on screen and I would laugh

Metag is fun! Excited to see what they do

And last but not least, poppy.

I think I’m gonna upset a certain piece of ceramics when I say, so far I’m not really attached to them yet. Nothing really stands out to be about them. I feel like things are going too fast paced for me to digest everything about them. I do think they will grow on me soon but not until a few episodes. I just hope they actually get some 3 dimensional character development (which I’m 100% sure they will)

[smile-files]

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