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I think i need help...but i dont have access to it...

#i feel so useless #i need purpose #i need focus #and something to care about

It's 11.20pm and im filled with manic zeal to create and put something beautiful into the world and it's STRESSFUL because it's a long term game but i need to do it NOW

Growing things? Singing and sketching and stitching? Cooking and writing and giving and giving and giving?

#im tired 24/7 and my job is just blegh and idk what im doing after this degree #but like #i need to generate beauty or i WILL die #self improvement isnt linear or quick #unfortunately #i am an impatient perfectionist #i need purpose #i need a cause or i WILL combust #current job is pushing me away from museum work but does that mean toward a phd? idk dam #*fam

somebody help me stan tom holland yall look like ur having fun over there

#i need PURPOSE

Every single time I think I have things figured out, within a few second or a few months it always slips away, ephemeral, before it ever gets past the idea stage.

Why? Why can I never get anywhere? Can I belong anywhere? Be anything? Or am I doomed to be this amorphous being forever in limbo

Almost did a couple master's degrees but backed out because can't stand the idea of loans especially if I can't pay it back like no job wit bachelor's.

Now my cousins and sister are doing master's degrees like nothing and leaving me behind even though they're younger and they're getting married and I. Have never been on a date and I am hopelessly out of sync with .... everyone, hardly know what anyone's taking about, too far behind to catch up, to even be anything much less the independent, spectacular, noncomforming person I want to be, something others are in awe of because of her skills hahaha ha ha ha

Shy quiet people never get anywhere

I am worse than most

Ok time to get off tumblr

But why . How. What do I do

How do I not despair with who I have to work with (me).... too mentally and emotionally unstable and too inexperienced for my age and panicky and indecisive and sensitive to get anywhere! At all! If I move out of my parents and into a trailer park and not homeless I'll be lucky!!!!!!!

Nothing to offer

What is the point of me

#me #infp #why #shudder #life #horror #i need purpose #but doesnt appear