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this anxiety is fucking gutwrenching and i literally just have to go to work tomorrow like everything is normal

#ace rambles #i thought i was gonna be okay because i wasn't feeling too much election anxiety #but all my social media is turning more and more to the election results and i cant avoid them as well as i had hoped #and it all hit me like a TRAIN #i'm terrified.#and i don't really have anyone to turn to right now

I suppose the part of what I'll just keep referring to as The Prophecy, aka my potential future actions and fate, that bothers me the most is.

I can't know. I don't know if I've made that clear. But I can't ever know the reasoning behind my heel turn, or the steps I take to manifest my destiny.

Any timeline where I knew. I killed myself.

I can only speculate, but I assume I understood the progression of events, and couldn't stand the shame, or bear the thought of my family watching me warp into that.

So it's a slow burn, I guess. I won't realize it until I'm too far gone, and by that point, I'll be completely intoxicated by my own power and ego. I could be on the path already, and not even realize it.

Those were the only futures we could see.

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It is february.

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Running the first session of my Edge of the Empire campaign tomorrow and asdf;laskdjasd;fljkn I still feel like I don’t know this system at all oh my god

#I'm terrified.#super excited!!!!!!!!#but god. also terrified #I have legit read the rulebook cover to cover and am gonna reread sections of it tonight but BOY #still.

i’m getting my wisdom teeth out tomorrow.

#>> : out of targets (ooc) : <<#which means i'm probably going to sleep most of the day tomorrow lmao #i'm terrified.#not only because of the money but also because #the last time i got teeth out i was 15 #for my braces.#but these are like. INSIDE.#two of them are super impacted.#i've been having teeth nightmares recently too and i'm just.#why am i this way?????

Today I start exposures at the IOP. For those of you who are so inclined, please pray for me. I will need continued support while fighting this.

#;one with the glass #//#I'm terrified I'm terrified and I want to do this but I don't #heck any anons are welcome and appreciated #but like #I'm gonna need all the support for the next few weeks.#oh - uh - IOP #is for Intensive Outpatient Program #it's to help with my OCD #by facing the fears and learning to be okay with uncertainty #but facing the fears - one of the goals is having panic attacks #embracing the panic #and continuing anyway #like jumping into a freezing cold pool #at first it's freezing cold but the longer you sit in it the more you get used to it #and it's okay #as opposed to jumping immediately out and not wanting to get back in because it's so cold #I just #I'm terrified.

#america is fucking cooked #i'm terrified.#this is surreal.#thinking not great thoughts rn.

God fuck. Excited for the viewing tomorrow but man I am several leagues out of my depth here. Send help.

#.txt #housing stuff #I'm terrified.#I'm terrified I'll sleep in and miss the train. I'm terrified about getting the train over.#I'm terrified they'll say No. i have no idea how they pick if there's multiple people interested in a property.#I'm very scared.#I'm very tired.#I'm so fucking tired.

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