i’ve been coding for l i t e r a l l y. 6. hours (not on this tumblr page plz dont judge me omg). & I got ..........’~*nothing*~`* done :-) (ETA: please du nut click this keep reading button if you do not intend on getting annoyed cause I’m just realizing I complained a lot here, but I swear I did not mean to. lul)
Not to mention I’ve 1. been up for what is now over 24 hours I think 2. felt crappy all day but got hit with extreme weakness & nausea out of absolutely no where.?.??./? Not sure if it’s my period, pregnancy, lack of sugar, some kind of tumor, or I’m just crazy in the head, but I DO know I’m a hypochondriac & it’s more than likely D: all of the above. 3. It’s like my boyfriend literally doesn’t even care that I feel god awful. It isn’t like he’s asking me to do anything (besides pick the groceries up, but I offered and tbh wanted to considering he’s the only one working right now so he shouldn’t have to do everything) or belittling the fact I don’t feel well, but it’s also like he doesn’t...believe?...me I guess? Or maybe just isn’t taking me as seriously as I feel. I guess he’s just shrugging it off and assuming it’s just like any other day when I feel bad (I have chronic pain every day all day, so me hurting is literally nothing new) &&&& 4. Anyways. If you’ve read this far, then 5. I’m so sorry lmfao. Buht I don’t get out much, have no friends cause I’m not from where I currently live and, as it turns out, it’s a LOT harder to make [girl] friends the older you get. I’m going sleep for abt 2 day now, I hope everyone is doing well ily♡
