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A Prideful Greed: Freedom and Responsibility
Give Me More!
Being an adult is being capable of making good decisions in life. Absolutely. But, honestly, even kids, toddlers, and infants make a good decision by chance, by luck or through careful analysis and observation of the situation. Anyone can make a good decision, not just adults and feeling adults and trying hard to be adults.
Being an adult is being responsible for every decision he/she chooses. As an adult, people in society keep an eye on how well you can make a decision. More importantly, you must know to take responsibility.
Responsibility is a hassle in life. That’s why I hate it. But what I hate the most is my love and longing for freedom.
As we grew to be more mature in the eye of guardians, we are given equivalent freedom. The more you get a chance to stand on your own, your responsibilities grew as well.
Making decisions for our life is not easy. It can either make or break your life. You’re an adult so it’s time to take the blame. But taking the blame does not mean you're being responsible to what you did. It’s just accepting the truth that underlies your situation.
Taking responsibility is creating actions to fix whatever you have messed up. That’s how I live my life. Patching every hole I made. What do I patch it up? My pride. It keeps me going.
I love freedom and I’ve been longing for it. But I hate responsibilities. I’m keeping my own self out of happiness. My greed is too much and my pride is so high.
Making a decision whether it’s A or B, left or right, green or black, is easy. You can make decisions in a split second. What not easy is what comes after that. A mighty prediction of what will happen. Should you be optimistic or pessimistic? Easy to decide, hard to commit.
Thinking of what might happen is not the decision itself. But rather an important step before we make a decision. Which most of the time is being taken for granted. It’s deciding without thinking and relying on luck. If ever lucks runs out, time to find a scapegoat. I don’t wanna live like this.
My beliefs and ideas make my life so hard. Why do I need to believe so strict ideas? Why do I need to be so self-disciplined? Why do I have my own set rules? Why do I need such ideas on how I should live my life? Because I’m an adult. Because I want to be an adult. Because I’m trying so hard to be an adult. Because I want others to recognize that I’m an adult. Because I’m so greedy of a lot of things and this is my way of atonement.
It’s not a good combination, greed, and pride. Seriously, I’m just too prideful but greedy at the same time. That’s just what I’m trying to say. Introducing my lovely sins.
From one dystopia to another, loved all the details, props and costumes of the @bladerunnermovie experience at @comic_con check out my FB page for photos. #imhuman #bladerunner #cosplay #handmaidens #sdcc #sdcc2017 #costume (at San Diego Convention Center)
100 days of medblr, day 27 (8.6.17) Today I am quite groggy and can't concentrate very well, but I'm trying to work some more on my internal medicine notes
Pic 1 of 2 is dinner, 2 of 2 is macros. I tracked everything and I mean every little thing today. For dinner ( pictured ) is turkey burgers and salad. I fought off some mad cravings today ,I think more out of being discouraged then actually wanting something. In the end I reasoned with myself that the 5$ I would spend on sugar could buy me 4 grass fed burgers to keep me going at the grocery store. So I drove away from the craving and came home and ate rotisserie chicken ✌️ . . . #healthylifestyle #imhuman #learningcurve #lowcarbdiet #lowcarb #keto #ketodiet #ketosis #ketogenic #atkins #southbeach #turkeyburger #macros #salad #dinner #ketodinner
I turned my best friend into a addict
last year I met my very best friend in the rooms of narcotics Anoymous she was there because she got caught with weed and that’s the only thing she ever did we immeidietly became best friends we have the same name and are a lot alike. she just moved to Texas and has been through hell and had a very abusive husband that was a meth addict and just terrible things happened to her and I hid my using…
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