@imnotacharacter asked: “ 8. Does your muse get jealous easily? ”
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(( Yes...and no. It’s actually a bit complicate, because on one hand John can be very possessive, bordering unhealthy, towards the few people he allows himself to get attached to, but on the other hand he is utterly convinced that they will be off better away from him. So, it’s a continuous inner conflict between his desire to be selfish and the awareness that everyone who stays too close to him for too long will eventually get hurt. ))
(( The tragic thing is that, no matter which side wins, he always end up sabotaging his own relationships. He either pushes them away on purpose, making himself distant or even undesirable, or he gets too demanding, to invading of the other person’s life. The result is the same. His lovers pack up and leave. And, when none of those two things happen, magic gets in the way, with him either choosing to leave them to follow its call or with them getting killed or hurt or scared away by the darkness he constantly mingles with. ))