what kind of fanfictions and youtube videos are addie into tho?
Hello friend!! Thank you for asking me to go deeper into Addie's browser history from when she was a young teenager (and I'm sorry for the answers you're inevitably going to get)
To truly get into what Addison was into when she was in her early teens (and maybe still a little now, let's be real), we need to establish her environment. Addie is from upstate New York, in one of those primarily white towns that basically scream suburbia. She's an only child, her parents are still together and basically they really wanted her to have a stable little life. College, job, husband, kids, dog, the works. Her dad never truly understood her passions and considered them unrealistic, her mom sided with her dad in most situations.
So keep that in mind when we dive into the internet history of Addison, a queer theatre kid with dreams bigger than the sleepy town she grew up in.
The first formative internet experience Addison had was googling 'Am I gay'-quizzes. Private window, primarily from blanket forts when her parents weren't home. All with the intention of no one being able to see what she was doing. The quizzes did nothing but leave her more confused about her feelings, so she ended up on YouTube instead, secretly watching the 'popular' lesbian creators of the decade past. Ally Hills, Stevie Boebi, Ash Hardell, Hannah Hart... if they at any point made videos about lesbianism, Addie has probably seen it and internalised it. They normalised her feelings for her. Hayley Kiyoko's Girls Like Girls music video was released at a formative age for her, so having creators to 'fall back' on to show a more positive example was nice.
Additionally, Stevie Boebi went on to feature on many kink-adjacent channels, which combined with Addie's newfound love for reading fanfiction was a gateway drug into things she'd be too scared to admit out loud.
Alternatively, we have to remember she was also big on theatre. She would have a proficiency in specifically finding bootlegs of big shows on YouTube, knows most productions by Team Starkid by heart. Addison, although now being / having been a Broadway performer, still has a hard drive with bootlegs on it. She's offered to send them to a girl she met, too. Don't worry about that too much.
Now for the juicy fanfiction bit! Addison once again is a theatre kid and Glee aired when she was growing up, so Glee fanfiction was one of the first things she really started reading, combined with obscure fanfiction about musicals. Tumblr led her to rabbit holes of Buffy fanfiction with the promise of girls kissing maybe... then when that wasn't enough anymore she had a time where she went through an unhealthy amount of Grey's Anatomy fanfiction. She never watched the show, but she learnt that there was an entire subsection of fanfiction shipping Meredith Grey with Addison Montgomery, and Addie being gay and closeted and chasing the high of the spotlight really enjoyed reading works that were easily about her, if that makes sense.
The small corners of the internet she created for herself really did pull her through the miserable time she had growing up... Thank you for asking about it, I hope it's provided some fun insights into Addie <3