#inner sanctuary

[alcrego]

The fifth wall

Insilio - Inner Sanctuary

Curated by @sutanz x @cyberformsart at @nft_paris

Booth by @olt_lab

4k quadriptych at Objkt

[sat-neteru]

I sat down for less than an hour to release what no longer serves me, to surrender, to feel and let go. Now I‘m so tired, but shadow work does that and it is necessary.

At the very beginning I lit a candle for Inpw, and also for Usir. But I wrote a small prayer for Inpw specifically, asking him to be my witness and to support this transformation. He did. But it was not enough.

The person I wanted to cut ties with (not for the first time) kept clawing their way back in again and again. They were in such agony and despair. But it is not my burden to carry. Their pain belongs to them, as does mine to me. It can be very difficult to tell the difference between one’s own issues and that of other’s, but by now I know. Honesty is the key to figuring it out and the beauty of energy work is that you do not ever have to share it with another soul, if you don’t want to. In that space I allow myself to be as vulnerable as nowhere else.

No matter how much I mess up, the neteru do not forsake me. I am human and whatever I do is part of my journey, serves as a lesson and is worthy of acknowledgement. They might get upset and their message might be harsh, but they are not cruel. They want me to learn and grow and I am thankful for that.

Inpw reminded me today to keep my focus on myself and not get lost on the outside, to not let myself be distracted.

Sobek protected me and did not interfere when Ammit appeared to finally remove the energy of that person. After that it became more peaceful.

Life can get so hard when people cling to you and blame you for their suffering.

It can be a pain in the ass and sometimes it just pisses me off. That’s when I know that my wounded maiden is taking over and I’m not embodying my inner mother. The wounded maiden is the one raging and shouting and blaming. There’s no peace to be found through her. So I sit with her. I let her rage and shout and blame. Inpw was our witness today and I am thankful for that. I am also thankful for Sobek and Ammit and their support.

Now I feel raw and open. Now the healing can begin.

[i-j0s]

Melodies & Art by (Yuumei) Wenqing Yan

[burtontracks]

Naked 22 – 51

blue water hole

[tanyaluca]

Within you there is a stillness and sanctuary to which you can retreat at any time and be yourself

 Hermann Hesse

[graceandgracey]

And there is a place in you where you have never been wounded, where there’s still a sureness in you, where there’s a seamlessness in you, and where there is a confidence and tranquility in you. And I think the intention of prayer and spirituality and love is now and again to visit that inner kind of sanctuary

John O’Donohue on Meister Eckhart. On Being Podcast.

[tom4jc]

1 Kings 6:20 What Are You Covered With?

The inner sanctuary was twenty cubits long, twenty wide, and twenty high. He overlaid the inside with pure gold, and he also overlaid the altar of cedar. 1 Kings 6:20 Inside of some famous places throughout the world, the builders choose to have the best materials. The desire is to look ornate, fancy and perfect with no limits on the cost spared. Some of these places appear to be completely…

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[jillterry]

The Silence I Choose

Lately, the world feels like too much cloth on a raw wound – abrasive, loud, and insistent.I’ve taken to shrinking my orbit, drawing the curtains on everything but the gentle hum of Agatha Christie reruns on BBC.Murder in the parlor. Secrets in the garden.Logic wrapped in tea and tweed.A world where puzzles have edges, and someone always knows what happened. I no longer scroll.Social media feels…

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