#insecurity??

[safebannie]

fuck, tine is one jealous bitch

[aviofavalon]

it’s true though like

all my life i just sing all the time and a lot of the time i don’t realize it you know?

i mean like i perform of course but like 

it’s always just been as natural to me as breathing and it can usually calm me down when i start getting anxious and it also improves my mood it just feels right and good 

and people always complained and i know i’m sorry! it’s annoying but i can’t stop i’m sorry. how many times have people demanded i shut up, or sing in my head [which is something i’ve never understood - how does one sing in their head????], or save it for later.

and ever since learning that verbal stimming is a thing it’s like!!! oh!!!! that makes sense!!!!

idk i feel a little better for it

[teabeb]

shes like so much cuter and happier and nice compared to me like wtf??? I'm so plain and there's nothing striking about me at all holy fuck

[theartofsuffering]

OOC;;

Suddenly I'm feeling way insecure about my cosplay, probably because I'm using cosplay gifs in RP responses, and halfway want to just use text. I'm afraid I annoy people who expect movie gifs with my dumb face.

But, I've figured out what I'm doing for my suit (finally) and should have the money saved up for it in the next month or so. Ought to have the costume itself by mid-to-late October, at least, if things go the way I want them to.

And then maybe I'll feel less terrible about trying to be Widow. Probably not, but I'm not going to stop because of the deep passionate love I have for her character.