I gave up on Twitter PERMANENTLY so I feel ya! Cider, cinnamon, and cocoa?
I SHOULD GIVE IT UP PERMANENTLY. So far I have not scrolled twitter for two days and in those two days I got out of bed faster than usual and knocked like four things off my running to do list. I am worried about missing out on my friends’ lives, which is the thing that keeps me tethered there, but perhaps this is the start to working out how to handle that a different way.
Cider. I disliked most vegetables growing up, because we almost exclusively ate them out of a can. I don’t know about your life, but the green, salty gloop that is canned spinach does not bring me joy. The first time I tried fresh baby spinach it was a REVELATION. And like, spring greens instead of iceberg lettuce? Fresh broccoli? FRESH GREEN BEANS? PLEASE. I’LL EAT THEM INSTEAD OF FRIES. I have missed so much in my life and I am now just eating spinach out of the bag to make up for it.
Cinnamon. I have very romantic daydreams sometimes about being an early 19th century explorer who just travels around and documents birds and trees while also somehow NOT exacerbating the problems of colonialism and imperialism that have been rife through history. Not that I know how to do that even in 2020. But you know, take only exquisitely hand drawn pictures of wildlife and foliage, leave only footprints.
Cocoa. I have always wished my hair was just a bit thicker. It holds curl well, and it will almost straighten with the right application of heat and product, but it gets so frizzy and dandelion like if left to its own devices. And sometimes, since I live in Florida, in spite of my other attempts. But I like my current cut. I feel most at home with this very dumb haircut. However, if I could do a spell and have my hair be an ombre of magenta to purple for the rest of forever I would do it in a snap. I miss looking like this so much.
