Hello. I’m the person who asked this https://unwelcome-ozian.tumblr.com/post/683699192768626688/im-sorry-i-have-several-questions-1-is-the
In your answer you said “programmers and alters know where they are and know where to go internally.” As well as “day and night alters” and “internal programming warehouses, ritual temples etc.” I was wondering if you could explain or elaborate on what these things are or what they mean etc.
Thanks - 🐛
Internally it’s important for alters to know where they are. The map assists with alters remaining oriented internally and remaining in their assigned area.
Day and night alters: There are alters who will front (hold the body) during the day. These parts would go to school, maintain employment, attend church, maintain relationships with people unaware of the abuse/programming.
Night alters would front at night when the abuse occurs. They would be parts that were abused in rituals, sexual abuse/assualt, and other forms of torture.
In a programmed system, to maintain programming there will be places on the inside to continue the abuse of parts to maintain the programming. There are several things in place in a system to do this. A warehouse could be for internal programming, depending on the spiritual beliefs, temples for rituals, castles, forests, and other places.
Is there a place where I can find a somewhat comprehensive list of internal system structures like the one you just posted? I understand it's probably not something that has been completely documented and what I'm looking for might not be there if I don't know specific key words, but I was wondering if you knew any good resources to look at and compare to some things about my system I've been discovering in therapy.
41 Internal Structures and Symbols Go to page 113.
The solemetric system is used in military and spiritual programming. This system is three dimensional and can rotate. The programmer will place into each section the desired number of parts. The parts will be easily pulled up through triggers, and codes. Subjects who must perform complex tasks and remain focused are given this system. The tasks given to these parts are future programmers, strategists, and spiritual counsellors. The programmers need these subjects minds to be fragmented into fifty-60 alters. Because the divisions in the mind due to dissociation and programming are not as deeply structured, subjects who receive solemetric systems have demonic forces and ritual participation to insure the system remains in place.
So the other night I decided to install Tumblr on my new phone for a “business project” believe it or not, lol. I hadn’t been on Tumblr for many years. Although at some point in the middle of those years must have been reading from a list of survivor blogs and followed tumblog here related to #DID.
Well, because it was late and all I wanted to do was install the app. But my curiosity said “Hey there’s nothing better to do right now than check this out!”, and continued to browse. I think I checked out a couple of posts, got triggered, (more on that later) then Profile/tumblog follow suggestions appeared in a little row mixed in with my feed. Basic stuff right?
The rest is my own emotional shit that surfaced relative to ptsd from supporting those with DID who were still in danger and watching their programming unraveling which has had an impact on me and resurfaced. Much love to all of you trauma survivors. My shit is an inth of what you face every day! 💓
Sorry if im not using the right terminology but - It seemed like all of the suggested “profiles/tumblogs”were DID systems. I started to get overwhelmed with awe and grief over how many people have DID systems here! I’m better now (not triggered).
However, there are systems posting illustrations of common trauma based mind control programming structures that cross over between perpetrator groups. I thought to myself, are the DID Systems (people/profiles/blogs) aware of this? Do they understand the implications of posting with no trigger warning? It had a super intense emotional effect on me due to trauma bonding. Took me right there to the moment when each of thesr structures surfaced for a friend and the intensity of everything that bubbled up then. Gosh how would it effect DID Systems that were tortured in order to “install” the program/structure. Then theres the spiritual element too. There is shit that gets “activated” there (for lack of a better description).
There is not one single mention of RA/MC yet the imagery was there. Also users sharing system parts info which is very lovely in one sense but I feel like a protective mama bear all concerned about their safety and stuff. I’ve known a few systems - like separate people and at the beginning, none of them were safe. They all were responding to access cues, being observed by the street walkers, etc.
This is my own vicarious trauma surfacing - which was clearly a PTSD trigger for me the other night - knowing the shit that I know and have observed... been in the trenches trying to help get systems SAFE from CURRENT shit. Safe in the real sense, not the way the bad guys want you/them to think safety is.
The mental health systems from what I’ve observed have no clue about what is really going on behind the scenes, not to mention plants. Luckily we (me and my friend) got some help from someone who has a great deal of experience in working with this stuff but we were still isolated.
There’s so much more to say but this is a start. I’m fortunate to have mostly fond childhood memories but my heart goes out in a huge way to all of you who have been through so much abuse.
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