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[securityunit-ese]

First Gen of wolves - I spend some time hunting for a mate who isn’t black via the power of howling and trying to get closer

I find this red-brown one and she’s useless at hunting but super friendly

I’m so used to games having water be an invisible barrier that I’m in shock when the elk swims away

We have 3 puppies. They keep wandering off so I keep tracking them down. One gets sick and recovers

Did I mention the tracking? There is both tracking and airscenting with a decent approximation of how scent flows

My mate gets better at hunting

The illness recovered puppy is murdered by another wolf.

and then they grow up and leave, I can choose between another litter or playing one of my surviving children.

He is handsome and ready to start his journey into adulthood

[delcat177]

Hey Del. I've watched and listened and admired your work and words for years. You are loved and cherished, even now. You are strong. You will make it. And you'll figure it out, one little strand at a time.

This made me tear up in the best way ;w; Thank you Anon, and I understand totally about the shy part (from the second ask), you don’t have to be sorry! That’s why I’m bad at *answering*, I think everyone is cooler than I am and get nervous, and you’re certainly making a case for that <333 

Please know that words of kindness really do make a difference, and that I am so so deeply touched that you took the time for this encouragement. I am figuring it out, a big reason I took a hiatus was I needed some space for recovery, and this is something I’m going to keep for bad times. You are a bright spark of light miles and miles and miles away (or next door, who knows), and that is something you should be proud of!

*seal smooch* You rock <333

[myrtle-thai]

She looked death in the eye and told him to fuck off

[jongdaeity]

6 I have seen another evil under the sun, and it weighs heavily on mankind: 2 God gives some people wealth, possessions and honor, so that they lack nothing their hearts desire, but God does not grant them the ability to enjoy them, and strangers enjoy them instead. This is meaningless, a grievous evil. 3 A man may have a hundred children and live many years; yet no matter how long he lives, if he cannot enjoy his prosperity and does not receive proper burial, I say that a stillborn child is better off than he.4 It comes without meaning, it departs in darkness, and in darkness its name is shrouded. 5 Though it never saw the sun or knew anything, it has more rest than does that man— 6 even if he lives a thousand years twice over but fails to enjoy his prosperity. Do not all go to the same place? 7 Everyone’s toil is for their mouth,     yet their appetite is never satisfied. 8 What advantage have the wise over fools? What do the poor gain     by knowing how to conduct themselves before others? 9 Better what the eye sees     than the roving of the appetite. This too is meaningless,     a chasing after the wind. 10 Whatever exists has already been named,     and what humanity is has been known; no one can contend     with someone who is stronger. 11 The more the words,     the less the meaning,     and how does that profit anyone? 12 For who knows what is good for a person in life, during the few and meaningless days they pass through like a shadow? Who can tell them what will happen under the sun after they are gone?

- Ecclesiastes 6

[renee-walker]

carol killing her haters with her knife or by setting them on fire? carol giggling or carol laughing? carol on a run with michonne or having a girls night with all the ladies? caryl snuggling or caryl taking a shower?

Omigod! *cackles* Um, setting them on fire! I’ve always been such a fan of Carol as a phoenix, so the fire association with her makes me happy in some ways. Then again, I can deal with stabbing when it’s necessary;)

CAROL DOING ALL THE HAPPY THINGS IS MY ONLY LIFE AESTHETIC OMG. Um, but probably giggling. There’s just something so adorable about it, yep.

The third question is difficult, because honestly I’d pic Carol and Michonne on a run in a heartbeat if I could choose the topics of conversation. It wouldn’t all have to be serious (I wouldn’t want it to be), but omg I would basically give vital parts of my anatomy to hear them have just one heart-to-heart about what it’s like to live in the wake of your child’s death, particularly when there will always be some part of you that feels responsible for that failure. And also they’re my two fav characters, so.

SNUGGLING. Snuggling, forever and ever, until the end of the universe and beyond. Not that I don’t love the thought of them showering together (ahem), but wow if the entire remainder of TWD were actually nothing more than the two of them cuddled up in bed together, talking and kissing and hugging and giving each other backrubs and laughing about silly things . . . my fictional life would pretty much be complete. *sighs*

What awesome questions:)

[the-zinbeil]

The Truth about Human Sexuality, Finally.

https://broadly.vice.com/en_us/article/straight-people-dont-exist-new-research-says

This is a wonderful thing confirming everything I have always wanted, and hoped to be true.

Thank you sacred nature, thank you science!

If you do stuff like that, dear states dominating a large part of North America, I am still your fan.

During my rather cheerful new years party I said to me queer theatre director friend: all human sexuaity is queer.

Indeed. If one would find a way to map the exact sexuality of every living human at given point X it would be unlike any other.

A unique sexual finger print.

I just like to think that there is only one or two twins in another place or time having the same sexuality, for the beauty of it.

Therefore all actual sexual relations are a pure experiment where two (or more) partners GROW a sexual landscape together. They invest in that shared adventure and change in the course of it.

There is no such thing as the pre-fabricated matching lid to a pot in need.

Thank God, there isn’t, it would be pure horror.

So everything dominant mainstream society is thinking about sexuality (or anything else of importance) is always, well ... wrong.

Or at least such a banal and reduced version, such a tiny part of the truth that it is not worth saying, not even critisizing it.

It is nothing but a bad joke we enjoy full liberty of ridiculing as long as there is still some left-over of freedom of expression.

[compresenceofopposites]

Scully: ...I know what you did back there [shooting the murderer while was holding a hostage in order to save her life].... wasn't by the book.

Mulder: Tells you a lot about the book, doesn't it?