#ish vent

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I only have a vague idea of what a panic attack is like, but I think I just had one.

I think I know what to do about it so I'll prolly be fine, but I also likely won't be very active this weekend– Please don't worrhytoo much!

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It doesn't matter how rough you had it, growing up– You have no excuse to not be kind to your children.

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They went out to eat without me. On my goddamn birthday. Maybe I shouldn't be as upset as I am over this but uh. Yeah. Yeah I am.

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Been meaning to make this post for a while now– Oops ,':^)

So uh

My birthday is on November third! Two days! I'm turning an age!!!!

And while that's great, this year, Election Day happens to fall on November third, here in America. Apparently that's going to be happening multiple times in my life but like,, oh well, right? I'm not usually invested in politics because I'm A) not old enough to vote, but also B) My sort of political views happen to differ from my father's which, Imma be honest, really doesn't sit well with him.

But anyway! Yeah! I don't usually invest myself in politics. But not this year– This year I threw myself into 'em, indulged in the horse in the hospital. This upcoming election is extremely important for my future– As well as, like, the future of America.

But again, this year, this extremely important election is falling on my birthday. My day.

For context, I don't,, Ask for things, very often, I don't think. I prefer I don't make things too costly for my parents! And that's just fine on all parts.

But when my birthday rolls around, that's when my people say, "Okay, Imma go out of my way to pamper you!" I won't deny I like being pampered once in a while! November third's always been my day, a cool day out of the year where I get lots of things I otherwise wouldn't be able to just,,, ask for, on any random day. A lot like the way we celebrate Christmas. It's prolly the same for a bunch of people on their own birthday.

So I'm kinda bummed that my(our, for those who share a birthday with me) birthday is being overshadowed by a certain political mess. I haven't thought, "Can't wait for my day!" Very much, this year– "More, oh God, I hope [certain canditate] doesn't win."

It sucks– It's the same way for my people, too.

As such I've had, like, jokes and things about having an anti-America themed birthday, or just overthrowing the government to make November third exclusively our day. Neither's gonna happen, just yet, so instead,,,,

Y'all're invited to my birthday! No gifts required tho I do prefer you wear a mask and practice CDC recommendations. Please have voted before my birthday hath taken place, if you're of age to do so 🌸

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,,,,Feeling a particular kind of homicidal, tonight 🗡

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“Hey, your art’s so good! You should pursue a career in art!”

“Wow, you’re so smart! You do your math so fast!”

“I dunno, I just feel uncomfortable putting more attendance in for your art than I do for your math.” 

I’m on PC right now so I can’t give my knife emoji but like,,,, hhhh get off of my case? Please?

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“Come talk to me.”

The damage has been done, lmao. Now please return the things you took because I decided to speak my mind.