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Trans!Kirishima having a dysphoric panic attack while redying his hair– Calls his Bakubro to help him cope/comfort him. Katsuki comes back to the dorms to a very messy, red bathroom, paired with a crying, shaken Eijirou.

At first he's ready to cut a bitch, but is so supportive and (subtly) caring for his best bro, after he calms him and gets some context.

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I think you misheard me

I did not say "Hiro is my son"

I said "Hiro is my sun"

He is the sun

Worship him

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Hiro is a BABY he deserves to be BABIED please recognize that he is SMOL BABY surrounded by big kids I LOVE HIM

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VNSJFMFMFF HAVE YOUHEARD OF

SPIRITFARER????

IT'S THE BEST GAME YOU GOTTA PLAY IT, OKAY?

I know it's available on Xbox 1, Playstation, and the Nintendo Switch– Ion know where else. You can get it on free on Xbox if you have the gamepass!!

It's this game about how you carry spirits to the afterlife– I'd say the gameplay is sort of like animal crossing, but I haven't played that before so take the comparison with a grain of salt. You're a cutiepie named Stella and you have a kitty named Daffodil and the visuals and the music and just everything about it is beautiful and I wish I'd fallen for this game, sooner. You get to travel the world and make people happy and grow stuff and gather/craft materials, plus quests and side-quests and just vnsncncndndncn HNGH

Tho! Do take caution, there are some more mature themes in there, I think. One of the characters has used mature language, a couple of times, and there are some darker storylines sprinkled in there, from what I've come to see.

It's just,,,, overall a really charming game. Totally darling. Check it outtttt so we can fandom together

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Is BakuDeku toxic? Abusive? Immoral?

T/L;D/R: While I'm not the hugest person for BakuDeku, I keep hearing about people dubbing it as an abusive or bad relationship, and Ion like that. BakuDeku's an okay ship, y'know?

Bakugou's Morals) While Bakugou can be mega temperamental, he's dedicated pretty much his life toward being a hero, let alone the number one hero. Of course, we've seen pros be immoral(Endeavour being a huge example), but remember that aside from that suicide comment, Bakugou is a pretty moral dude. He's expressed that a true win only occurs when all parties are at their 100%, otherwise it means nothing. There are also those that he's expressed that he sees as equals, such as Uraraka and Kirishima– He shows respect for them. During the Sports Festival, he pushes Ochako to try her hardest. He's also shown to,,, ig swallow his pride, and repay Kiri for some goggles or smth for when he and the gang rescued him from the LoV.

Bakugou's Morals Summary) Basically, Bakugou is a pretty rude guy, but he has morals and shows respect for others. In his eyes, it'd be totally un-hero-like to go as far as to hit his significant other.

Bakugou's Agression) Bakugou doesn't go out of his way to argue with others, unless they do something to upset him, first. And while, yes, he is also shown to have this same behavior toward those that he loves/admires(his mother, father, and All Might), this just goes to show that likely in /any/ relationship– Be it KiriBaku, BakuDeku, BakuRaka, or pretty much any Bakugou ship that I can imagine–, he might act this same way. So yes, while BakuDeku have a lot more of a past(and especially the toxic kind) than any of his other ships, I imagine he'd treat all of them with the same sort of respect, behavior, whatever.

Bakugou's Aggression Summary) Don't get at other people unless they do something to bother me, first! All people get treated with the same attitude, because one way or another, they all are or will be under me in some way, shape, or form!

BakuDeku Mechanics as of Current) Some big points that I feel are kinda essential to BakuDeku–1) their childhood origins, 2) Izuku's immense admiration for the dude, 3) Katsu's occasional swallowing his pride for Izu???(see him admitting defeat after their first battle), 4) some sorta trust shared between them?????(see Izuku telling our guy a certain secret he can't even entrust to his mother)

Not to Mention) I don't have any actual scenes to share because I'm kind of smooth-brained, but I'm sure we can see in canon how Katsuki's respect for bush man slowly yet surely grows. Well, maybe not how you see usual respect! More of in a way, that, "You're no longer a quirkless pebble, but beginning to grow as a genuine opponent that I want to beat, in order to prove that I'm better." As in, you can no longer just say that Bakugou is stronger than Midoriya, in the way that he's stronger than,,, Sero(no hate to tape boy!!!) or Hagakure(no hate to invisi bb!!!!!!!!!). They have to fight, again, in order to decide that, maybe Katsu's the stronger hero? Or maybe Izu is? Bakugou acknowledges Midori as a strong person.

Canonverse) While canon BakuDeku is unlikely as a relationship(apparently there'll be no Izuku love interest, plus Japanese ideals and Deku's traumas), it's obvious that their non-romantic relationship is growing, slowly yet surely.

I say, go ahead and ship what you want, as you want, regardless! It's not illegal to stray from canon, although people will always say that your ship isn't right. As long as they aren't portrayed in an immoral way(making them abusive or toxic, just because you can), they're okay.

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Some random BNHA boys headcanons!

(Featuring K.Bakugou, H.Shinsou, H.Sero, and E.Kirishima!)

*I've seen all of the anime, so far, but am not very far in the manga. If some are canonically disproved, then I'll figure that out on my own time–

I do mention things I think up to the point of the school festival(I think that's around where the anime goes to, at current), though. If you haven't caught up to that point, you may not want to read this post.

Also! I love to interact. If you have anything to pitch in or would like to request specific headcanons or, hecc, I also love analyzing/pairing relationships, hmu!

TW, cheating and divorce! And self-loathe! Lengthiness under the cut!

Katsuki Bakugou

His dorm room is sort of a mix between Izuku's(not like he'll ever admit it), Eijirou's, and Kyouka's. The color scheme is prolly really based around his hero costume, with lots of blacks and oranges and maybe even a hint of green. Knowing his pride, even his sheets are prolly custom-made to match his aesthetic. Kat's got a punching bag and maybe other training equipment and, after the school festival, he ended up giving into his new hobby and got his hands on a drum kit. He's also got a couple of All Might merch, ofc– A poster, maybe a collectible here and there.

Katsuki isn't necessarily aromantic, because he does crush and knows a relationship-worthy person when he sees one. But, he strictly identifies as such because he feels it'd be selfish as a pro hero to have a lover than can be targeted. Plus, well, he has no interest in distractions, as tempting as it may be.

He's kinda like a tsundere when it comes to his parents' clothes lines, lmao. They love sending him stuff to wear and he honestly does feel pretty stylin' when he wears such, but he always protests and is all "Nada nada nada, I'm not some goddamn walking ad"

Kat's the only person in class 1-A who's completely fluent in English. Momo and Shouto are the only two that can really compete.

Hitoshi Shinsou

Shin's room is actually very cozy, warm, comfortable. He keeps a lot of cooler colors like grays, blues, and purples, with plain sheets. He also kinda sorta takes pride in the white fairy lights that decorate the walls– That lighting is kind of dim, but rediates calm vibes. He also has a sort of nest of plush pillows on his bed, that he can just sorta fall into at the end of a long day! It's surprisingly neat(other than his bed), as while he is too lazy to clean, Hitoshi's also too lazy to make a mess.

Over his time in UA, Hitoshi also develops his own sorta unlikely friend group! This includes Izuku Midoriya(Sports Featival, self-explanatory), Denki Kaminari(EraserMic parallels, plus I think a certain mangacap), Neito Monoma(It all started with a fist fight...), Momo Yaoyorozu(Responsible woman), and Mei Hatsume(They met during the Sports Festival). I like to think that Monoma and Shinsou are exes. It's a tolerate-hate relationship.

Similarly to Katsuki, Hitoshi sort of identified as ace-aro before having gotten with Neito. He doesn't really know what he identifies as, now, but he does crush every now and then.

Shin's got three pet cats! There's Bonji, a ginger tom of a housecat. He's a really prideful spoiled jerk that Hitoshi can't help but love, despite his ego. Bonji also probably ends up fathering Monster's kittens– She's a very very fluffy, chubby grey-and-white Manx. She's real snuggly and calm, and quiet. More of an observer than anything. Then there's Bear, this time a really whiny brown-and-white Manx that tends to get herself in trouble.

Also, if he's not a hero, then he's definitely a therapist. Or an author. Or both, most of the time. His office is called "Hear Meowt" and he's known for bringing cats in, from the local shelter.

Guns scare him. He thinks it's kind of a silly fear(especially for a pro hero) and would prolly get teased if it ever gets out, but– He could never bring himself to even shoot one. Gets all nervous if somebody in the room possesses one. The only class he puts 100% effort into, is Snipe's.

Also, Hito just– Never learned how to swim, cnejcmf. He's not scared of it or anything, and he's okay with hanging around a pool, but he can't swim and won't admit it.

Hanta Sero

Growing up he had a really bad habit of chewing his elbows(He also happens to be a flexible king) and ended up having to get braces(blush surgery because he messed up his goddamn elbOWs). That's why he has such straight teeth. He doesn't really like admitting it so he tries to be subtle but early on in the year he chewed on his retainer, too, and I bet there was one day where everybody just heard SNAP! from inside his mouth. Smile thru the pain, bby.

Also, yes, Hanta is a stoner– But! Being a hero-in-training, he's prolly ths most responsible stoner you've ever met. He'll never smoke on days that he has class or that he plans to train, and God forbid sharing his weed with others(unless, y'know, there's a responsible sober person around).

As such, he's not allowed to attend Bakugou's birthday. Doesn't stop anybody(other than Katsuki) from dragging him in, anyway, tho.

Eijirou Kirishima (But mostly his family)

His youngest sisters are the product of, ah, a cheating mother. So yeah, both parents are now divorced though the kids are in said mother's custody, because unfairness. Thing is, with a single mother that works, the situation gets especially bad after Ei moves into the dorms.

His older sister, the oldest of the kids, is Etsuko. She's 22 and left to America for college, as soon as she got the chance. She hates mom but is chill with all of her siblings, talking with them and dad whenever she gets the chance. Otherwise, her current girlfriend is a pro hero!

Then, after Eijirou, is Akari. He's 13-14 and filled with angst and anger and bitterness, not really going out of his way to show his hate toward the twins but definitely doing so if prompted. Their mom's sort of in the same boat, except for the fact that he just avoids her entirely. Akari takes after his dad, a lot, and sees him as a role model. Visits him whenever he gets the chance.

And then, there's Aiko and Aika(both twins, 8). Ko is really quiet, reserved, smart– She's the only of the two aware of why they don't have a father figure. As such, she has an internal self-loathe and does sometimes get angry and lash out, as a product. Ka's pretty much the opposite. She's real naive and fun and loud, the kind to play sports and gossip about boys and playfully tease her siblings. She doesn't really know much or care about the situation, but she does wish Akira would be nicer :(

As for Eijirou? Well, he's in a real tough situation. He loves both his mom and dad to pieces and could never exactly take a side, even if a small part of him resents mom for what she'd done to the family. After the divorce and especially after Etsuko left, he became sort of the man of the house, taking responsibility for all of his younger siblings. He caters to both his mother and father and though there is a lot of tense energy between the three, Ei gets by. After the dorms are implemented, he takes every chance that he possibly could to slip by.

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I want a poetic love. I want it to feel pure and special and tentative. I want it to be felt by me or you or everybody.

I want to be kissed by lips. I want those lips to be soft or chapped or thin or plump. I want those lips to whisper to me about love, and comfort, and how darling I am when in fact I could never compare. I want those lips to read poems to me, or to sing me love songs, or to say everything and nothing to convey their love.

I want to be held by hands. Or maybe my hands will hold another. Maybe they're big or small or rough or smooth or warm or cold– All that matters is that those hands will hold me, and maybe I'll hold them, and just maybe they will perfectly fit into mine. I want those hands to play with my hair and to map out my body and to hug me.

I want to be seen by eyes. I want small or large or blue or brown or green eyes, I want eyes that cry and that smile just with a glance. I want eyes that watch me, that make me feel seen and beautiful and warm. I want eyes that feel, and that know what I feel. I want eyes that I can wordlessly communicate to, that I can listen to like music.

I want to be loved by somebody. And I want to love them back. My love won't be perfect, but it will be kind and gentle and there simply to let my somebody know, of how purely gorgeous my somebody is. Maybe if I'm lucky, my somebody's love will be there to balance mine out– To make me feel just as pure and loved and gorgeous as I aim to make my somebody feel.

My poetic love will be one of a kind, because I will be of the poets writing it out.

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Anyway, play AI Dungeon

It's like roleplay except you're writing with an AI! You can download it on mobile and all that tho you can also access it as a website

You can do scenarios, like the one I did shown above, or create your own! You can also jus',,, totally freestyle it. It's cool, and I don't have to worry about people getting upset when I don't take anything serious